Friday, February 26, 2010

whoa


had another crazy dream.. this time a Kame and Yamapi was mentioned towards the end, although they didn't have any major role in the dream

involves AICB, my relatives, and 2 other humans whom i know. :)

Shila faster ask me before i forget!!!

love,
EFJ

♥;*~♪~*;♥
8:16 pm



Tuesday, February 23, 2010

ahh fuck. stupid blogger

I had the weirdest(in a positive way) dream. =DDDDDDDDDDD


OMFGIAMSOFUCKENPISSEDTHATWASABLOODYLONGESSAYIWROTE!!!!


Well, in my dream,




AHH FUCK~ that was a bloody long paragraph, and i had to rewrite everything but the first two lines. bloody fuck. fuck blogger. or whatever the problem is.

i'm not gonna rewrite the whole fucken dream. and i was actually squealing. omfg. it's about DBSK. Shila if you wanna know, PM or some shit. if you're lucky, i will actually remember. i'm so fucken pissed right now. urgh.

in case you hadn't noticed, the way i just wrote the previous two paragraphs(and the current one) is different from the other paragraphs. that's how fkn pissed i am. bloody shit. it was a nice dream, though. having a superstar be interested in some lame shit you call your lyrics. hahh.

but Shila, I am sosososososososorry. =(((

OMG. You know my card cannot be used anymore, right? And.. Well, :) So I have no way of contacting you. And I don't know if you're online. I'm afraid to use Mama's phone because she's sleeping. I'm so sorry, baby. I know I promised to tutor Tasha today, but I woke up late(like 4pm). And I really didn't feel like going out. I really wanted to stay home and sleep. =(( I'm so sorry..

love,
EFJ

♥;*~♪~*;♥
9:13 pm



Monday, February 22, 2010

She seemed so cheerful and upbeat when saying goodbye. But nobody really knows what's going on inside. The smiling eyes and happy-looking face, actually hides a jumble of emotions inside. She's gone through so much, lost so much at such a young age, yet she is so strong. She hid her true feelings, seeming all nonchalant and not affected about the whole situation. Who would've figured the young heart is actually breaking apart. And noone noticed. She tried to tell, but noone cared. Because she is so young, and everyone has their own problems, in the end, she was caught off-guard crying to herself. I understand now why she didn't want to sit with you. I wish I had seen it earlier. It aches, seeing those tears fall from that fragile soul. I wish I had done something to prevent it.


I'm so sorry..


love,
EFJ

♥;*~♪~*;♥
10:50 pm