shit

i hate being sick.. seriously..

i woke up feeling woozy and giddy all of a sudden.

in IT pract, i was suddenly overcome with sleepiness.

on the way back to Woodlands, sudden fatigue overwhelmed me and i almost fell(fainted) when the bus driver braked. lucky, i was still firmly gripping on to a seat and that jolted me up. and luckily, someone alighted, so i had a seat ^.^ whee =D

hrmm.. also on the way to Woodlands, my throat suddenly went dry.. as in.. after-you've-run-many-rounds-without-stopping-to-have-a-drink kind of dry.. solid dry.. even after swallowing my saliva many many times, it's still dry.. even now, it's dry..
my lips've been dry since morning.. well, actually, my whole mouth is dry.. even now..

and mucus've been running non-stop since morning(yes, this part is disgusting). hrmm.. what else? i've been yawning non-stop since the time i woke up..

is this the after-effect of that bloody fever on Sunday?

but i've never experienced anything like this.. all in one shot.. it's seriously tiring. i need to start dieting and exercising.. like what Azri said, "this is why you have to exercise" -.-

shit, larhh.. Fathiah asked me to get well soon coz vacation's coming -.- i was fully expecting her to say that exams are coming.. but she said vacation instead =.="

and you know what?? vacation=band practice.. T_T sadded.. not that i'm complaining.. but band practice equates to more attitudes and more *ahem* and more *ahem* and more shit to face.. and my Sudoku partner won't be there T_T
Rondeau XXIII.. bloody hell..

i want to go to Nek Ngah's kampung at Muar.. i miss Tok Ngah's Mee Bandung T_T.. but problems just don't seem to cease for me..

speaking of problems, i feel like crying.. i just want to cry.. i want to let it all out..
i don't want anyone to hear(not even the pumpkins, no offence. but i don't want to trouble you people anymore than i already have)
but i need someone.. i need someone's shoulder to cry on.. i need someone's ear to complain to.. i need someone to pour my heart out to.. i need someone to spill all my worries out to..

but who's willing to listen to a 17-year-old lazy, whiny little idiotic bitch?




Fi.. i don't know if i can take it anymore..
a part of me is asking me to continue waiting.. that i should stay positive, like you said.. that he might just notice me(as in really notice me) one fine day.. the signs are there. just got to wait a while longer..
another part can't take it anymore.. i should just move on and not wait.. it might turn out like -fill in the blanks- i'm getting my hopes up for nothing. i'm living on false hope and pretenses, and i should just forget about it.. i'm just his friend at most, nothing more. i should move one before i get crushed real bad and i don't come out again..
and i'm seriously confused.. i don't know which one is stronger..



shit.. this post's full of emo shizz.. and it's not the lack of dairy products, i swear..


i'll stop here before tears start spilling out..


p.s. who's willing to lend me their shoulder and ears and just be there for me?



love,
EFJ

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10:00 pm

<:-)

sorry; couldn't wait.. haha =P

anyways, why this theme all of a sudden? haha

well, watching Sleeping Beauty in English Class suddenly made me feel lonely again.. *sighs*

yeaa, my life is full of people who love me and whom i love. but i guess it's just not the same as that knight for whom i am waiting to sweep me off my feet and let me ride on his white horse =D



i'm craving.. wahaha

i want a lot of things.. it's been far too long since i have had these things.. that's most probably why i've been beh-luh-dy SICK and moody these days.. *sighs*

I want Chocolates
I want lots and LOTS of Chocolates including DARK chocolates
I want Ice-cream
I want tubs and TUBS of Ice-cream
I want Milk
I want cartons and CARTONS of Milk of ALL available flavours
I want my Soymilk
I want bottles and BOTTLES of my Soymilk aka Vitamilk =D

I want to try that White Chocolate drink sold in NP Cheers for $2.20 =D

ouhh.. how can Dairy Products be so heavenly?
ouhh.. how can something supposedly healthy be so sinful?

i'm waiting for my knight to buy me all these stuffs.. =D

or just anyone.. i just want these for my 18th birthday ^.^ if i can have an unlimited supply of these products, i'll be happy my whole life, and i won't be moody.. i promise =D

ok.. yet again, randomness sets in.. whee! =D

i'm just waiting for Fi to read this and start nagging and then kill me.. haha =P


aites then.. BYE! =D

love,
EFJ

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11:22 pm

ily ^.^

all i craved for was a hug from you..
all i wanted was your concern
all i needed was an 'are you OK?' from you..

*sighs* disappointment.. should i give up? i guess i got all my hopes up for nothing.. all those gestures meant nothing in the end, i guess.. haizz..

not only you, i guess.. i got a nagging from them too.. *sighs*
maybe that's how you show your love towards me, just like how you showed him.. but i'm not him.. i'm not even LIKE him.. please don't compare me with him..
i feel so deprived..

on a lighter note, i seriously feel pampered.. and taken care of(the irony =P).. omgosh, larhh.. seriously.. even him.. thanks, Sir.. =D thank you all fpr your concerns

hahaha.. Fi, you know why, right? haha.. i'm too lazy to blog it down.. =D let those who know, know, and those who don't, not ^.^ if you really want to know, PM me ^.^

or maybe, i'll just write about it in another post ^.^ wahaha.. if i remember and if i'm not too lazy.. hehh.. ok.. i'm getting lazy right now.. shouldn't have procrastinated so much.. hurhur..

i want to eat.. see, larh, Hazmi.. i'm eating, yea.. i'm not torturing my body.. haha.. and darlings, i'm fine, okeyy.. haha.. whee.. =D Fi, don't smack me T_T hubby, and Abang Nur, stop nagging me T_T i'm fine! seriously.. haha.. Winnie's just exaggerating.. lol.. i'm forever in a daze, my dear.. haha.. that's most probably because i'm stoning.. haha.. peace! i'm so in love.. wheee! =D thanks, darlings!
life's been superb thus far.. Alhamdulillah. and i'm simply glad i didn't appeal for another course in SP.. =D as much as i'd like to be in the band, i'm happy in NP.. all my friends, and seniors, and bandmates.. they all look after me..
well, there MIGHT be a few idiots here and there.. like.. ANSAR.. beh-luh-dy idiot.. and Hazmi.. that bastard-with-a-father.. haha.. but i love them all whee! haha =D

hrmm... the list of people to thank is rather long, but i will try.. =D

thanks to:
Ansar
Fauzi
Ruth
Hazmi
Latiff
Yi Yang
Elisse
hubby(via SMS after that =D)
Abg Nur(my Godbrother =D)
Wei Kit(for the bun.. haha =D)
Mr. Tan(hurhur =D)
for taking care of me during the Sentosa performance
and:
Sophia
Ameera
Teti
Edmond
Winnie
for taking care of me during class and after.. haha..
and Shila -.- =D hahaha
and everyone else i've forgotten to mention.. haha.. =P

special thanks to:
Ansar for looking out for me from before the start of rehearsal to all the way home =D
Mr. Tan for snatching the stands from me and asking me to go rest and refusing to let me play.. haha.. sorry, Sir.. i'm a stubborn girl =D
Hazmi for nagging at me to go to sleep.. and eat.. haha.. and for all the other times you've heard me out =D
Latiff for taking care of me during Manjusri performance =D
Sophia for listening to my whines about the seniors.. and him T_T wakakak =D
Winnie for actually looking out for me.. haha..
hubby for nagging at me for basically everything.. haha
Abang Nur for taking care of me and the never-ending 'hello's when you're bored.. haha

ok.. i'm getting sleepy.. it's beh-luh-dy 3:18AM now.. Fi's so gonna kill me.. haha.. and Mi'll give me the Good-larh-you-sick-still-want-to-sleep-so-late-you-die-not-my-problem Lecture =P Tet'll probably give me a lecture too, but it won't be as full of sarcasm as Bimbo's HAHA =D Ed'll just roll his eyes and laugh his ass off..
Hazmi'll probably nag at me again
Di'll roll his eyes and give me that look.. haha.. =D
hubby'll roll his eyes and nag at me too.. haha =D

but i'm loved.. ohh yeaa.. i feel loved.. i'm loving tertiary education life.. and i DEFINITELY do not regret being in NP.. though it wasn't really my first choice.. haha =D but yeaa.. i feel loved ^.^ i guess there really IS a silver lining behind every grey cloud.. i guess there really IS a bright light at the end of every dark tunnel.. yayy.. i'm happy.. i'm elated.. i feel like a kid.. i feel pampered.. =D

to be honest, i feel loved. more than i do at home.. yeaa.. ironic.. at this time, Diaz'll start his religious lecture.. haha.. sorry, Di.. it's true.. maybe i've been taking advantage of a lot of things, or maybe i just didn't feel the love.. but i guess, here, they express their concerns more openly and directly, and that's why i feel blessed to have known these kind souls..

Ya Allah
i thank You for letting our paths cross
i thank You for blessing me with the acquaintances i know now
i thank You for opening my eyes and my heart
i thank You for the pleasant life i am leading right now

and hopefully, from now on, it just gets better, InsyaAllah.
Amin..

=D yayy.. i want to write more.. but i don't know what i want to write about.. i'm not usually so blocked =x haha..

and yayy, Ansar.. hurhur =D i'm Evil and you're an Idiot! whee! haha =D and he's so not drool-able, kayy! haha.. and my grasp of the English Language'll forever be better than yours =D so will my Malay Language.. haha SUCKER! =D

and Hazmi's super sweet can? haha.. besides whatever i've written up there.. i tell you, he's simply perfect.. well, except for the part where he curses a lot, and he's rather abusive*ahem ahem* and he finds politics fun.. wth? and a few other things.. other then that, he's such a great senior.. sometimes i feel he's too good for me to hang out with him.. i'm always bothering him.. haha.. he's simply perfect.. seriously.. he's the perfect brother/boyfriend.. i'm really happy for that one who will win his heart ^.^ you'd better keep him, bi-atch. or i'll snatch him away from you.. *evil laugh* that's what i said to Liz and Tiff, too.. haha.. =D i'll snatch their boyfie if they don't treasure them.. lol.. =D
and when Hazmi reads this part, he will so kembang like a rafflesia.. -.- haha =D or even bigger..
p.s. can i post that picture?? =D please? pretty please?? haha.. =D

haha.. Latiff's sweet too, when he wants to be, i guess.. haha.. but i guess i don't know him well enough to say anything much.. but thanks, for telling me stuffs.. haha.. and for lending me your shoulder yesterday.. literally.. haha.. whoo! Dancesport!! yayy!

anyways, Shila and Syafz loves me ^.^ this is what happens when i don't have a topic to blog about.. haha =D randomness sets in =P

*PEACEOUT*

<3(and feeling <3ed)
EFJ
=D

yayy.. =D

p.s. i seriously might fall in love with you one day.. just you watch out..

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3:20 am

=D

considered ok larh hor..



considering this is your first time.. don't cry, kays.. don't be sad, dear.. and it was super strict.. so chill, kay.. just jiayou for upcoming events ^.^ i love you.. ^.^ my cuckoo brain =D





and you.. don't be so happy, hor.. haha.. gundu head.. =D



i reached home at 11.57pm.. so i can still go for band practice.. =D irritating..





problems here and there.. problems everywhere..



i cried before entering the holding room.. not because i was nervous.. i wasn't even thinking of it.. like i said.. problems everywhere.. haizz.. so sorry for making you guys worry.. and thanks for the concern ^.^ really appreciate it.. =)



hrmm.. i'm officially the Malay Dancer of the clarinet section(not sure about the band, though) HAHAHA! thanks, eh, Hazmi.. haha.. slenge bachen.. =D hrmm... what else??



after performing, watched some others, then went for masterclass.. tutor's Korean, and i hardly understood him.. =P but he said i'm a pretty girl =D wahaha *kembang* lol.. siao.. i sense people rolling their eyes right at this moment.. hrmm... *frowns* i know, larh, i not pretty.. hrmph.. anws, learnt a few tips from the Korean dude.. pretty interesting.. hrmm... after that, went back to school to put stuffs, pack, take stuffs, and headed back to RP for the results.. i tell you, RP is beh-lud-dy cold.. there's air-con like practically everywhere.. PLUS it was beh-lud-dy raining.. eff-ing cold, i tell you..
thanks, Yi Yaeng=P(Louis), and Hazmi for the blazer.. in the hall.. thanks, Fauzi for the blazer in the class.. and thanks, Latiff for the blazer in the bus.. and thanks, Hazmi(again) for the blazer in Kafe Esplanade.. haha =D wakakak.. so nice and so sweet.. =D i feel pampered.. whee! haha.. see larh.. why can't girls wear blazers? hrmph..

i miss those white-shirt+tie+knee-length-skirt+blazer+stockings+cork-shoes days.. =D i felt so professional even then =P



i realised how much i've been missing out on.. thanks, Diaz, for opening my eyes, and widening my world ^.^

hrmmm... congratz, Phil Youth..

i want to perform with AIBand!! =( but there's Karuna's tutorial on that day.. sianz..

hrmm... how can *he* be so close to *HIM*?! eff! hahaha.. surprising shit! hrmph.. dammit! =P

ouhh.. section photo! wakakak.. ok larh.. maybe next time.. wakakak.. i'll miss my kids =( hrmm...

ok.. this post's filled with randomness =D whee! haha =D

p.s. i might just fall in love with you one day.

love,
EFJ

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1:48 pm

110 =D

WHOO! 110th post.. wakakak.. =D anws,

yeaa.. my previous post.. pissed.. haha.. but i'm over it.. ^.^

Thursday:

didn't go for attachment coz i was sneezing non-stop the night before and i feared i would pass it on to the kids.. scary, larh seyy.. hrmm... so went out with Diaz in the afternoon.. had four rounds of Hockey after eating at Banquet(again).. it seems that everytime i go out with Di, i eat Banquet.. haha.. "coz McDonald's not healthy" BS, Diaz.. haha.. anws, my results for Air Hockey was super shitty.. wasn't as good as the previous one.. *and Di asked me to snap pictures of it T_T super evil bastard, can? so mean :-( ahhahha =P

and then, went for band.. well, actually, i arrived in school at around 6.. slacked in OurSpace@72 till 7. haha.. purposely entered late coz i know they wouldn't start on time.. and guess what?! they DIDN'T! toldya, Ansar.. haha.. soo.. yeaa.. haha.. some were still slacking in the clubhouse when i arrived.. =.="

President scolded the band after practice.. haha.. ok.. i'm not supposed to laugh.. but he's so cute when he's trying to scold.. haha.. the whole time he was scolding the band, i stifled my laughter, trying to prevent myself from laughing out loud.. =P woops.. he cannot, larhh.. scold and scream.. haha.. it's not in his nature.. some people can.. but he's not one of them.. haha

Friday:

movie with Diaz, Fiqah and Fiq(Fiqah's boyfie). watched Dark Knight.. super cool shit.. i love Joker can? he's one smart sicko.. haha =D and Batman looks old when he puts on his mask =x

haha.. all treated by Diaz.. coz it's his last day in Singapore.. he went off yesterday morning.. i cried.. but that's another story to be told maybe later

anws, after movie, Fiq drove us to wherever it is that Diaz plays soccer with his friends.. something - which i would not indulge in - happened, ya-dah ya-dah ya-dah.. and played for a while, but Fiqah had to go off.. coz her mum's craving.. haha.. =P so anws, waited for Diaz.. went home with his friends and him.. haha.. Thura and Sureen, i think(Achudan's primary school friend).. haha.. super noisy bunch of dudes.. and VERY vulgar.. haha.. standard, arh.. kawannye Si Diaz =D

hrmm.. Thura and Diaz camwhored with my phone on the bus-ride home.. coz it's NICE! =D but it's spoilt =( and again, it's another story to be told later on in my life.

and i took one last picture with Diaz.. whee!(i sound as if he's leaving the world, instead of leaving Singapore; Astaghfirullah)

anws, he was angry i changed his shoutout.. WAKAKAK! i still love you!! haha =P
i changed it to: i'm gay! whee!
haha =P and he complained people've been commenting him asking if he's really gay.. wakakak.. =D he wanted to chop my head off.. but i know he wouldn't DARE! =D he wouldn't.. i know.. coz he loves me too much ^.^ whee! haha =D betul tak betul tak betul tak?? haha =D and even if i'm dead, i'll still haunt him for my Pizza Hut meall. haha =P

and he sent me home.. ouhh! he blanja-ed me Dewberry biscuits! whee! haha =D and i stuffed 1 whole biscuit in his mouth.. so he cannot drink.. lol..

dear darlinks.. he's not my boyfriend, and i don't have a crush on him whatsoever. he's just my very close friend. the FIRST close guy-friend.. he's the FIRST guy in my life who's ever gotten THAT close.. okehh.. let's just put it at that.. HE's the one that's made me THIS crazy.. haha.. and yeaa.. i'm hanging out with guys a lot.. and it's all coz of HIM! wakakak =D ily! how many times have i said that already? lol =P

so now i'm counting down to my Pizza Hut meal =D

love,
EFJ

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3:46 am

BLOODY HELL

i don't see your seriousness.
where's the discipline?
where's your discipline?
you're supposedly young adults, for God's sake.
the discipline should be automatically there.
it's not your bloody first time.
how long have you been doing this?
why couldn't you just show some respect?
he's been waiting there for you since the supposed starting time.
and what time do we start?
1.5 hrs later.
bloody hell.
where's your sense of urgency?
168 God-damned hours
7 bloody days
1 freaking week
how many more chances left?
all these for that fucking 15 minutes in front of 1 panel of God-knows-how-many judicators.

and that 15 minutes is the ONLY time we have to prove ourselves. to show what we are capable of. that 15 minutes COULD change something. that 15 minutes means A LOT. that 15 minutes. no matter how short it seems right now, it makes a difference. imagine; 1 month(30 days; 720 hours; 43200 minutes) of preparation for 15 minutes of performance. can't you tell how much impact it could cause?

irritating shit. what time are we supposed to start? and what time do you enter?? let's not talk about our actual starting time. what time do you enter? plus your last-minute practices and other preparations. so much for "no more practicing; from now it's all rehearsal" if it's all rehearsal, why can't you just set up your instrument, do a little tuning on your own before entering the room, and when you enter, just sit down and wait for him to start? wouldn't we start earlier then? think, people. and can you not talk when he is talking? can you not make so much noise when he's not focusing on you? study what's in front of you. those lines and the black thing on them(called notes).

i know i'm not in any place to say all these. and i have no right to blog about it either. hate me. kick me out. it doesn't make a difference. i would not change my mind. and if you're unhappy with my post, you know why.

bloody hell.. irritating..

yeaa.. i'm pissed.. i've been bloody pissed these few days.. you might not have noticed.. it doesn't matter.. ignorance is bliss.. and it's true in this case. it's always a blessing when you don't know when i'm pissed.. coz if you do, you can sense hell.. so you'd better not ask of my situation. if i want to, i'll tell.. other than that, better not ask.

i scolded(screamed at) Azri, and i gave Latiff the cold shoulder. i'm sorry.. i was pissed, and not really in any mood to talk to any committee members. especially not the P and VP..

and Hazmi is one evil bastard.. challenging me to Sudoku in the middle of practice.. whatever, idiot.. =D

yeaa.. only certain people can lift my mood.. Diaz's one of those.. =) i will miss you.. and i want to klua with you and Fiqah tomorrow!! =D

love,
EFJ

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2:30 am

OMEDETOU!! ok.. this is the serious one.. haha ^.^

wahaha.. was supposed to meet in AI at 8.30.. but woke up at 9.. haha =P so in the end, i had to go to VCH on my own T_T wakakak.. HEYY!! i know how to get there already!! whee! haha =D

yayy!! =D

2nd National Band Competition
12th July 2008; 12.34pm
3rd Division
Ahmad Ibrahim Sec Sch Concert Band
Washington Post March
Dancing With the Winds
Silver

sorry for the bad sound quality.. recorded it down with my Nokia N5610 phone.. so.. understandable.. and i didn't manage to record from the start.. sorry.. ouhh.. the first few seconds of the video is dark.. it's not your computer problem.. i forgot to clear my cover =P anws, enjoy!
p.s. they sound much better LIVE.. seriously..

i'm so proud of you people ^.^

hahaha.. ^.^ anws, went back to AI with the band, and ermm.. went to NP after that.. haha =P

only about 15 people came.. and some left early.. wakakak. so ermm.. we tried playing competition piece once-through and recorded it down with Ben Toh's laptop.. ended up there were a lot of empty parts coz well not everyone was there.. wahaha.. =P hrmm.. ouhh.. there's a new member.. whee! haha.. =D clarinetist.. from my sec sch's academic rival sch.. haha =P Yishun Town Sec.. haha.. and believe it or not, his younger sister's in the same band as MY younger sister, which is Cruyff's bad(CSSBand) haha.. coincidence much? lolness..

went with Cruyff and the new player to Civic Centre to see his OGL.. turns out, NP had a Blue Ribbon Project Event thingie there.. haha.. =P and a few minutes after we arrived, Sleeq went onstage.. wakakak. wanted to call Myra.. but decided against it, for as you can see from her blog, she a VERY busy lady.. haha =D anws, recorded down their performance.. but my phone battery died on me at the start of the second song T_T basket.. sheesh! hrmph! haha.. and TOOK A PICTURE WITH THEM! =D





and now for pictures.. ^.^

whoo! me, Cruyff and Ansar(the new player)

wahaha.. Sleeq and yours truly.. do come to my funeral if Myra ever gets to my neck.. wakakak =P

love,

EFJ

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7:00 pm

OMEDETOU!

haha.. well, before that, i have some more pictures.. =D

ouhh how i simply LOVE bonding sessions.. with my scandal and Fiqah, and not to forget Sheila.. and i want to catch up with more pumpkins! the concert's not enough.. you darlinks were too focused on FAUZI.. =.=" wahaha.. =P anws, i sayang my scandal ^.^ ohh gosh.. i hope noone kills me.. haha =P seriously.. nothing's going on between us.. =D

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9:35 am

randomness

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3:20 am

random

FUCK! i feel so super guilty..

that tone.. the disappointment i heard in your voice.. how i wish i could turn back time to just that one moment and wait a little longer.. shit.. i'm so sorry, dear.. *sighs* another person hurt because of me..
and i just drowned myself in lots and lots and LOTS of chocolates yet again.. haizz.. Fifi'll obviously kill me.. and Momo's for sure going to nag at me again, going on and on about how too much chocolate is unhealthy for your body and your system, ya-dah ya-dah.. haizz..


met my juniors at Woodlands interchange.. they were on their way to Marsiling Winds Practice.. shit.. i've forgotten their name.. i only remembered Lynn.. =P the other two are flautists lorh.. AIBand! NBC's in 3 days time! please don't repeat our mistakes! please, larh.. heard about the sec 1s.. haish.. plan to go back on Thursday or Friday, if possible.. haish.. and i hope i won't be disappointed..


ermm.. last Saturday, went out with Hazmi, Wei Xing and Zameer and later joined by Yi Yang(pronounced Yi Yaeng). and met Sheila somewhere else..
and since Sheila, apparently is too shy to dinner with the guys(yeaa.. i was the only girl.. take that! from not talking to any guys to being the only girl out.. wahaha =P i've progressed quite a lot, yeaa.. ^.^) , i went with her around Raffles Place, i think.. wahaha.. bought FRIED MARS BARS!!! whee!! and got lost.. wanted to rush off to Esplanade and go back to NP with the guys, but they had to move off first, coz Hazmi had saxophone lesson.. so ermm.. yeaa.. in the end, MRTed home with Sheila.. and we talked and talked and talked.. haha.. and i'm so proud of her.. she's progressing too! whee! haha.. we're all coming out of our shells! ^.^

ouhh.. Sheila knows some directions! whee! haha.. good improvement, yaww! ^.^ cheers! haha =D

yesterday, sectionals(coz Tan's overseas). only 2 people from my section came.. like omgosh, larh.. and only Tony(and Ah Kong came later) from Saxophone section.. haizz.. don't feel like going sectionals on Thursday and Saturday.. and i was supposed to go out with my scandal and Fiqah on Saturday.. but she's busy.. so i guess we're not going out.. and i can't go out on Sundays.. you know that, right? HAIZZ.. haha.. so i have to go for practice on Saturday!!! sianzz.. *sighs* i want to go out, larh!! hrmph.. leceh, arh, Azri.. gi tukar ptg.. but can wake up late.. whee!! haha.. but i want to keluar!!! =( i wana go out with Sheila(i think i should set the time to 2 hrs earlier, arhh.. =P) again.. and i want to kenal2 dgn her 'kawan' whee!! haha =P

ouhh.. just now in school, it was raining super heavily.. and while we (Mimi, Tet and I) were eating, just outside NP Cheers(at Student Plaza there), we met with a few small little(literally) creatures of the earth.. alahh.. you know, larhh.. those teeny weeny bugs that have segmented bodies, and 6 legs, and 2 feelers.. i'm not sure what they are, but Teti said that it's a species of cockroach nymphs.. like WTF?! there were like super fucking many of them, larh.. they were like climbing all over.. omgawd, larh.. and 1 climbed a student.. haha.. SUPER FREAKY SHIT, i tell you.. they were literally climbing all over.. the tables, the chairs.. EVERY FRIGGIN' WHERE! omgosh, larhh.. haha.. =P we were like freaking out.. especially me.. coz.. well, i have had a history with these 'historical' creatures of the earth.. =P

ouhh!!

HAPPY BELATED!! to:
Mama(0407)!!
Jiafeng =D(0407)
Ben Toh(0607)
Massu(0407)!!
Jin(0407)!!
Haikal(YHSB)(0807)

i have been snapping random pictures.. will upload them on my next post.. whee!! toodles!!

love,
EFJ

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9:31 pm

*The Princess*

Nur Faiezah
Capricorn Goat
sinfully.innocent@hotmail.com
PAP Bedok North(Nursery)
PAP Simei(K1; K2)
Changkat Primary(1A; 2K; 3A; 4A; 5C)
Wellington Primary(5/1; 6/1)
Ahmad Ibrahim Secondary(1E5; 2E5; 3E5; 4E6)
Millennia Institute(PAE)
Ngee Ann Polytechnic's School of Humanities: Diploma in Early Childhood Education(1CO2)
CKP Netball
CKP Malay Dance
WPS Library
AISS Concert Band
MI Symphonic Band
NP Concert Band
NP Japanese Tsubasa Club

LOVES
whatever she likes
almost anything and everything :D

DISLIKES
Cockroaches; the only things that can make me run all the way to the other end of the world
Backstabbers?
Those who can't keep secrets
Confinement
Limitations
Assholes(except you-know-who=D)
Idiots(except.. well.. =D)
Hardly anything else :D

*Forgotten Tales*

December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
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*Escape Routes*

Her Boudoirs
My Friendster Account
My MySpace Account
My MyYearbook Account
My Facebook Account
My Twitter Account

♥Royalties♥
Nana
Abang+Kak Shida
Kak Adah

♥Fairies and knight♥
Diaz
Fiqah
Myra
Shila
Syafz
Syimmerz

♥Agapians♥
Agape
Chief Juian
Love Eric
Love Sophie
Love Wayne

♥UedaLovers♥
Ueda Fanlisting
UedaLovers
UedaLovers Group
Ueda's Tale
Ueda Daily
JinDa-ism
JunDa-ism
Chibi-chan
Hocchan
Joyz-chan

AISS-ians
Dian Kamelia
Diyanah
Farhanah
Liyana

Sixerz
Faisal
Izzati
Lesley
Shahiriyah
Shirin
Su'aidah

Millenians
AIE
08A6 Esther
08A6 Mila
08A6 Nura
08A6 Sakinah
Flintstone, Atikah
Flintstones Sarah
Flintstone, Tian Shui
Flintstone, Yiwen

CO2'08
Ameera
Elizabeth
Guiyen
Sophia
Teti
Tiffany
Xing Wei

♪Bandits♪
♫AISS Concert Band♫
♫NP Concert Band♫
AICB Dickson
AICB Dzakiyyah
AICB Haikal
AICB Jingyi
AICB Lisa
AICB Petunia
AICB Yanhong
CSSB Faiz
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JYSB Yuzil
JYSB Zafierah
MISB CY
MISB James
NPCB Ansar
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NPCB Don
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NPCB Huifang
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NPCB Shuning
NPCB Si Hui
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NPCB Wei Xing
NPCB Xing Ting
NPCB Zul
WGSSB Amirah
WGSSB Caroline
WGSSB Shirly
WGSSB Siyuan
YHCB Haikal

others
Daron
Valarie
Cabbage

Colleagues
Eileen
Jan
Theorell