ARGH!! *pulls hair*

ok. oK. OK!!!!


i KNOW!! a LOT of posts OVER-dued.. especially that post about my SUPPOSEDLY 18th CELEBRATION.. -.-'

the concert, PRE-concert, POST-concert, celebration, etc. etc..

chill, hunn.. i've lotsa assignments to do.

an assignment due on the 29th at FOURTEEN HUNDRED HOURS!! yes! i have to TELEPORT from my attachment centre in Sembawang JUST to hand in the assignment!!! well, after that, i have another project discussion with my groupmates. THEN i have a meeting with my CCA advisor.. -.-'
a mini speech on the 31st
a group presentation on the 3rd
another group presentation on the 4th
a group assignment due on the 4th
ONLINE TASK by the 6th! i think. BUT I CAN'T FIND THE WEBSITE ANYMORE!! she put it down already.. shitshitshit.
and i don't even know what i'm supposed to do for the other module.. -.-'

yes, darling. i have like.. 6 modules this semester, and only 1 of them is examinable.. HOWEVER! i have to compensate the other modules with ASSIGNMENTS and projects and presentations.. hmm.. let's see.. out of the whole semester, i have had like..

2 assessments, another coming up
2 presentations, both coming up
3 group work, another due soon
4 individual assignments, another due soon

on a lighter note, study&exam week starts the week after the week after next.. haha.. in other words, on the 14th.. IF i'm not wrong.. then, on the 21st, i'll be sitting for my exam.. AND THEN I'M FREE HELL YEAA!! hahax. =X see.. i'm an optimistic person. but then again, i might be busy with *other* stuffs. hahaha.

important dates to remember?

30th January: STB Mini-speech - Plastic Surgery is Fine If You Can Afford it
31st January: AICB exchange with TKGS(and probably some other schools) at CCHY
31st January: NPCB barbecue
3rd February: GISP presentation - Terrorism
4th February: CAYC presentation: Visual Arts: Child's World(How We View the Child's World to Be) - Seasons; Comfort in Familiar Changes and Constant Support and Guidance ~ Colours
4th February: CAYC group assignment due: Visual Arts: Lesson Plan - Creating Animal Masks
5th February: FP Booklet due (2 MAKE-UPS TO DO!!! shit.)
5th February: Latiff's 19th
6th February: Online tasks due. ARGH!!
7th February: SSW practice -.-'
9th February: Suryati's 19th
14th February: VALENTINE'S!! not that i'll be celebrating.. noone to celebrate it with.. *sighs* =P babe.. you know what to do.. don't just sit there and SMILE.. -.-'
14th February: SSW practice =.="
14th February: 18yrs 1mth. =DDD
14th February: Kai's 18yrs 1mth.. LOL! every celebration always links back to my twin doesn't it.. haha. =X
15th February: Syima's 18yrs 1mth. =D
16th February: start of study&exam week(i THINK)
16th February: Sara's 18yrs 1mth =X
17th February: MAYBE AICB practice
17th February: SinYi's 18yrs 1mth
18th February: MAYBE AICB practice
19th February: Hazmi's 22yrs 1mth -.- so far.. =P
20th February: MAYBE AICB practice
21st February: CDTP exam
21st February: MAYBE SSW practice =PP
24th February: MAYBE AICB practice
25th February: MAYBE AICB practice
27th February: MAYBE AICB practice
27th February: Sulaiha's 19yrs 1mth
28th February: Band Fiesta at Singapore Conference Hall: AICB will be performing with 8 other schools, each playing their own choice piece for SYF '09; everything else to be confirmed =D

did you have fun reading my list of dates-to-remember? you must have been SOOOO super bored.. hahaha. =D

OH. MY. GAWD.
and i just finished chatting with Najian.. about someone.. haha..



LIZZIE!!! A is NOT BB please!! GAWD NO!! BB is Bugs Bunny and A is DEFINITELY NOT BB!!

shit. i just realised that AA is BB.. but A is not BB!!! you don't get it, d'ya? haha.HUMAIRAH anak JAMIL! i'm in a dilemma.. haha.

and i effing miss my girlfriends. so much for celebrating larhh.. hahaha.. everyone's so busy.. =(


hmm.. what would happen if i became a celebrity blogger.. ever thought of that? but then again, noone ever reads my blog.. lol..

and once again, i will say that it has been a rather disappointing one.. *sighs* i really really wished you hadn't had to go back. i really really wished you had been able to celebrate it with me.. but then again, it's already over. i just have to hope and pray for the best for both of us. it concerns our future..

i'm in another dilemma(GAWD! i'm in SO many dilemmas nowadays -.-)
mum keeps telling people that i'll be a teacher, since i'm in Early Childhood.. GAWD! I HATE BEING A TEACHER! CAN'T SHE JUST FUCKING GET THAT?! not that i have anything againts teachers.. in fact some teachers are the reason i'm here right now. but i just don't want to be one.. from Early Childhood i can like.. gee.. i don't know.. BRANCH OUT?! GEEEEZZ!!


*sighs* it sucks being from a highly conservative family with a mother who can't keep the past behind her and listen to her kid and actually SUPPORT her decision. i can't do this. i can't do that.

let me tell you a short story(so much for SHORT)

my grandmother got admitted into SGH as she had bacteria in her lungs(or something like that). so she asked my mum to cook Chappati. however, since my mum had to work, she gave the job to dad, Nana and me. dad was to do the chappati, Nana was to bake marble cake, and i was to cook the curry(nope. not Kima this time. hahax.).. so yeaa.. i cooked beef curry(for the first time, not according to Mum's recipe, and using some other ingredients =P).
AND dear Granny tried it.. she was like, "sedap, kari.. garam pun cukup(or something like that," which translates to: the curry's nice, and the amount of salt's just right) lol.. so yeaa.. we went off early since Mummy had to work that night as well.

THAT night, my cousin praised my curry.. i was like.. wtf?! she tried it too?! hahaha. then she said something like her mom nagging at her, saying how we're of the same age, yet she can only cook Maggi Mee while i can cook curry.. hahaa.
when i went to her house the next day, her elder sister(2 years older) also complimented on my curry. she said the aunts/uncles that were there nagged at her and another cousin about how i'm younger than them yet i can cook curry while(finish the sentence).. lol..

and i was like.. shit.. sure they'll talk about it.. well.. you know how uncles and aunties are.. especially when they're as conservative and a little old-fashioned as mine.. hahaha..

ohh yeaa.. BOTH my cousins said i can be a good housewife and that i can already get married.. HAHH!! farnie shit.. like seriously.. i don't even have a BOYFRIEND. boohoo.. T.T and i couldn't be bothered to clean. you should see my room.. remember my post jut before Hari Raya? haha.. yeaa.. my room's half as messy as that now.. well, i guess it's an improvement.. but.. yeaa.. and it was only.. what.. 2-3 weeks ago(?) that i cleaned it.. haha.

yeaa.. so much for SHORT.. haha.

I SHOULD REALLY REALLY STOP CRACKING MY FINGERS AND WRIST!!!

can you tell me my flaws? what can i do to make myself a better person? how can i improve myself to be a better person and friend?

will this make up for my LONG overdued posts?? *smiles* hahaha.. =D oklaokla.. i shan't torment you anymore.


if you have come this far, i applaud you.. you must have been super bored.. either that, or i'm just an interesting person. if neither, then i must have typed a really interesting post.. if still neither, then you must have been so stressed, you couldn't care less about the length, just so it could take your mind of your current problem for the moment.. if STILL neither.. then you need a life, my friend.. hahaha.. =D

sorry i'm long-winded =D

peace out ya'll(like finally, right? haha)

(you see there's one part no coloured, right? at that part, i got lazy.. lol)


ohh yeaa.. HAPPY 20TH, OLD BOY!!! haha.. Muhammad Syafiq turns 20 today! lol.
next up, your girl, Nur Syafiqah.. like.. lame seyh, nak tunggu bdk tu legall.. hahhx =P

p.s. i should have read the signs from the start. you are not what you were. we are not how we were. i don't even know what went wrong and you won't tell me.
p.p.s. i'm getting paranoid. if you have heard anything that concerns me or in any possible way(directly or indirectly or mid-directly or whatever) is related to or would affect me from whomever whenever wherever in whatever topic, do inform me. PLEASE! hahaha.

love,
EFJ

i think i try too hard to please.

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3:57 am

fuck you

fuck it.



i'm fucking tired of this game. if you think your patience has reached its limit, you have yet to see mine see the finish line. and if you're lucky, it'll be pretty soon. i have tried helping you and i get into trouble for that.



and you scold me.



thank you.




and you're welcome.




you're very fucking welcome, my friend.















love,
EFJ

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1:15 am

SPRING CLEANING!!!

i never knew cleaning could be so much fun.


haha.


vented all my frustrations and anger from the whole week and before on destroying the trophy cupboard and wooden table in the music room. haha. like so super fun like that. and seeing Minah Welfare knocking(amazingly successfully) at the nails sticking out using a................ ladle.. na'ahh.. your eyes ain't playing no tricks on'ya. he did use a ladle. and Elisse used a spatula. -.-' serious shit. amazingly, it worked. haha. he knocked the nails inwards so that people won't get poked. lol.

honestly, i kinda liked the new, CLEANER clubhouse and music room. haha. like super cool. all our hardwork.. :P

Edward stepped on the QM drawer to bring down this cupboard from the band closet. then, he was too heavy, i guess, that it got dented. hence, the drawer could not open. -.-' and so, he destroyed the drawer, trying to open it. so now, all the QM stuffs tumpang at Library Cupboard. Ansar was so enthusiastic, cleaning the Welfare Cupboard.
the wooden thingies people always use as tables for their laptops were all but three thrown away. Ansar and Elisse then played floorball using mops and ZiP soap bottle, or something like that. -.-' super crazy fun. then they 'washed Ben Toh's undergarments', and yeaa.. Nazri came, and everyone got violent..

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOSH!!!!!!!! the trophy cupboard was destroyed. FUN SHIT! the wooden table in the music room was destroyed. and every sentence i make about violence always comes back to me. -.-'

"now i know not to piss band members off."
"you were the one who kicked and helped break up the cupboard."
"i never knew librarians could be so violent"
"you're a librarian too. and you kicked that cupboard."

fuck siaa.. hahaha. but it was seriously super fucking fun.

after all the cleaning, we took pictures. while Azri was setting his camera, the others had a fun time making fun of and sabo-ing him. Rizuan was wearing his 'I'm with Stupid' T-shirt, and he was sitting next to Azri in a way that the arrow pointed to him. so Ben Toh was frantically trying to snap a picture of that. it took Azri like.. a millenium to realise that. -.-'
yes, Jingyi, i know.. he's so CUUUUUUUUUUUUTEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!! so blur, so cute!! -.-' urgh.
that was in the clubhouse. then, we went into the music room, and took jumpshots. lol. and then, we tried forming N-P-C-B with 10 people. Ansar kept saying he'll represent CB, and opened his legs. -.-' could not take the whole groupp.. sadded. T.T but it's ok. we had loads of fun. can't wait till we meet again :P

after all that, Ben Toh treated us all to the MacD ice-cream. the 70c one(so much for MacD prices not going up.. -.-') funfunfun.

Azri wanted to arm-wrestle with Rizuan. he wasn't satisfied when he lost twice, and still wanted to wrestle till he lost 4 times. -.-'
at this point, Jingyi would've melted, and started saying how cute he is, how determined he is, ya-dah ya-dah ya-dah. serious, girl. you should have been there. you would have said his cramped, constipated face was super cute. -.-' honestly, what is so cute?? everything also cute. like i not cute like that.. haha. nola. i'm not cute. adorable only.. haha. =D

barbecue on the 31st!!!


ehh FUCK! 31st AI got exchange with TKG! KNN! by then, i'd have joined SSW. SSW practice 10-3. exchange, TTBC. barbecue, after 5. ohh fuck. Mum's so gonna hate me(like she hasn't already.)

i want to go Sparkswind!! i want to take picture with my twin!! but i've no money!! and Mr. Twinnie merajuk wimme. coz i can't gooo... =( hahaha. shitlaaa.. he going clubbing. while i'll be stuck at home, doing fucking nothing. fark. i need to find an alternative. EHH!!! i have yet to receive my birthday present from you. you help me pay the ticket, arhh.. that'll be my birthday present. as an exchange, you get to take pictures wimme!! be honoured, okeh.. not many people get to take pictures with me.. hehee. pdhl, my birthday long over..

EHH!! Nazri and Azri were shocked when i said i wanted to go clubbing and drink. serious.. Azri was like, "you're kidding, right?" and Nazri laughed at me. chibai("Ahh.. Kakak maki lagi.. maki arhh, maki.. jadi andartu also like i care") -.-'

FADZHAN FORGOT MY BIRTHDAY!!! =( hahaha. :P

people whom i had hoped to didn't, and people whom i didn't expect to, did. how twisted the world.

i told you. i had to help out. i would be late. but apparently, you 'didn't hear anything'. you just told me he would be all alone. and once again, it's my fault for not clearly transmitting the message to you. i just realise that the only time you're nice to me and we don't get into an argument is when you're celebrating my birthday. even then, you try to fit in nags and lectures about me growing up and behaving like one, and not do anything stupid. you ask me why i never told you anything. how can i, when you shut down whenever i try to?

pictures will be posted when i have them and are not lazy. i will also list down some names. some people i want to thank. =D

love,
EFJ

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3:01 am

someone once asked, "what type of guy do you want?! everyone also not boyfriend material to you..." hahaha. whatever, ehh, Fardiyanah Isabella Hamid. hahaha. i know lah, that Haris boy is sooooooooooo 'boyfriend material'.. -.-' ok. i'm dead. :P

well.. i don't know.. i guess you'll know comes the time, huhh.. haha..

"Naaaa.. get me a boyfriend by my eighteenth."
"Kak. Kakak maki2 mcm gini, you maki when you have the chance, you want a boyfriend? Laki dgr pn lari"
"Ehh.. i know a lot of vulgar guys. you jangan bastard, seyh."
"Ahh.. maki arhh.. maki sumore.."

bitch.. haha..

i sound so desparate. :P

Mr. Twinnie's going clubbing on Sunday.. haha. AWESOME! i'm so happy for you!! haha loser. *rolls eyes*

ok. back to topic. what kind of guy do i want? i want someone who can pamper me and likes to be pampered.. in a way. not spoil.. pamper. child-like, manja, etc. i don't want him to always buy me stuffs. i don't need that. i don't like that. to me, someone like that is showing off that he's some spoilt rich brat, and i get tired of materials very easily. i'd like someone who can handle my idiosyncrasies. someone who can handle me. period. my stubbornness, my moodswings, my randomness, my emotions. arhh.. read my post about me. i think 2 posts down. haha. yes. someone who can handle all that. =D someone who knows what to do when i'm (fill in the blanks). someone who knows when to be serious, when i'm serious, and when i'm not. =D. someone who understands me. someone who can support me emotionally. that's important. very important. i don't get much emotional support at home. instead, at home, i'm almost always emotionally unstable.. can understand why? haha. so yeaa.. i'd like that. =D


i guess i'm looking for an out-of-reach man for me.. haha.. Yanah!! i'm going to grow up into an Andartu!!! hahaha. chibai. i have a lot of eye-candies, a lot of crush, a lot of infatuation. butbutbut. i'm a virgin when it comes to love.. *sighs*

OMGGG!!!! i'm so mushy! so touchy touchy feely feely!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTT YOOOOUUUUUUU YAAAAAAAAAAAAANAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! hahaha. okla.

let's go slow. i guess at the end of the day, i'm afraid of commitments, of getting into a relationship after hearing stories. if possible, i'd like my relationship to last. hahaha. how cool would that be.. lol. so for now, let's just enjoy singlehood as much as possible!!! wheee!!! haha. =D i know you can't, baby girl. too bad. imma have a bachelorette party for mua! =DDD

love,
EFJ

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2:51 am

haizz

can i say disappointing?

hmmmm.... that's what i'll describe it, i guess. disappointing in a way.

*sighs*


love,
EFJ

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12:23 am

ME

highly insensitive
overly sensitive

highly egotistical/highly egocentric
selfish
not self-centered

perfectionist
couldn't be any less bothered about details

highly hateable
highly lovable
you hate how you love me and you just love to hate me

extremely difficult to handle
simple girl

thinks too much
thinks too little

extremely hardworking
totally lazy

pessimist
optimist

highly introverted
highly extroverted

a good friend
a lousy mate

puts others before self
saves self's ass before others'

i'm constantly craving for attention and yearning for affection. i am forever in need of someone to talk to. forgive me for hating you when i feel that you're avoiding me. forgive me for ignoring you when i feel that i'm neglected. i'm a good friend to my good friends.

i like being disturbed. in a way. but not too much. it sort of makes me feel the 'center of attention'. haha. i'm an attention-seeker in case you didn't know. =). to someone i don't really like, i'll just ignore. to some others i'm close to, i'll 'shoot back' in a sense. i'm an attention-seeking people-pleaser. haha. yepp.. that's me. =D

i'm a human. if you're lucky, i'm an angel. luckier, i'm a total bitch. i hold grudges. i forgive but i don't forget.

i tend to bring up your past mistakes and i hate it when it happens to me.

i live in the past and the future. i'm always here and i'm almost never here.

i'm forever a blank soul. i'm totally open, but i can't handle too many things at once. i need time to digest things, and it might take as long as months. i need to get used to things.

i'm a risk-taker and i'm always on the safe side.

i thrive on changes but i need time to adapt.

i despise routines but it's what makes me feel safe.

i'm a sponge. i'm easily manipulated and influenced. and once i've made a stand, i don't change my mind. no matter what you say.

i can befriend someone, but once i hear stories, my views might change.

i'm highly manipulative and 'persuasive'. i tend to make people do what i want them to. woops. but then again, people just tend to tell me things.. =/ so i guess it's not my fault. just my aura. ask Minah. he knows. :P

ok. ermm..

i'm often easily paranoid.

i'm two-faced and a hypocrite. i can befriend you, and treat you nicely, but talk behind your back or hold grudges you never knew i had. i'm a total bitch, i know.

i have very low self-esteem. and i have high self-confidence(i'm not over-confident)
i'm naturally very shy, but i open up easily. and i get accustomed to people easy.

i like to help. that's how i feel useful. i like being needed. i like sharing what i know and helping whenever i can. but i'm not your slave. i like helping when you ask me nicely. but if you throw things in my face and just walk away, thinking that i would help you..... ....................
i might just do, but you won't see any sincerity.

i'm naturally a cheerful and happy-go-lucky kind of person, but once i'm pissed, i'd suggest you stay away.

i'm very emotional. not emo. emotional. and usually, you can tell when i'm not in a good mood.
i'm emotional, but i don't show my emotions often. usually, i'll just keep quiet when i'm not in a good mood. i only show my emotions to people i trust and people i'm close with. if you're not close to me, and i show my emotions to you, then something must have gone seriously wrong somewhere between us. either that, or i'm just too pissed to bother. and it's very rare that you see me cry. (see above) i usually cry when i'm too stressed, or too pissed, or just feel like crying.

it's super difficult to piss me off. but once i'm pissed(refer to above)

i like to 'read' people.
i tend to 'analyse' people without realising.
and when i realise it, i can roughly gauge what type of person he is, and i'm pretty much correct. scary shit, huhh.. haha
but some people are just tooooo difficult to 'read'.. =/

i adore cute things like kittens and dolphins and heart-shapes and i'm very rowdy.
i love stuffed toys but i hate the way it irritates my nose. =/

i adapt easily to different situations.
i'm a listener and talker.
i'm different with/to different people.
i mostly listen when my company is talkative and i talk when my company is quiet.

i despise silence and i love quiet spots.

i hate being alone and i love being on my own.

i'm independent and i'm very dependent on people.

i'm useless and hopeless and i am dependable.

i'm neat. i like everything neat and organised.
i don't mind organized mess, but i can't stand untidiness.
but then again, i'm too lazy to clean.
i only clean when i'm in the mood, or just can't stand it anymore.

i'm a different person at different situations.

what best describes me?
a rose.
a simple rose.

sweet and hurtful
soft and sharp
pleasant and thorny

don't get it, do ya.?

well, let's just say i'm a very complicated girl with simple needs.

just when you thought you'd had me all figured out. (=

=)

love,
EFJ

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2:38 am

why?

i really wonder.

was it on purpose? you working on my concert day? did you just need an excuse to not go?

you shut down when i'm talking to you and then you say i never told you.

you never came to any of my performances and you complain i'm too involved. too active. i'm always going home late. when you never really understood why.

you have always been unhappy with my choices. you would say, "up to you, larh. it's your life." and then you would be unhappy with my choices. and when i stick to it, when you disagreed, you became unhappy with me. and you tried not to support me in any way(except financially) possible. you would find ways to guilt me out of doing things. you would find ways to guilt me into listening to you. and when it doesn't work, you start another cold war.

when i saw their parents, you know what went through my mind? nothing. coz i'm too used to it. but when he told me even his parents came, i was wondering why you never made it to any of mine. why you never wanted to. you always gave the excuse that you had to work. why you can't find someone to help replace you for one night, i don't know, when i've told you more than 1 month before, and i kept repeating.

do you know how tempted i was, to cry then and there on the stage when he told me his parents were there? do you know how tempted i was to cry when i was alone backstage? did you know? do you even care? you never really did, did you? you just cared that i do the housework, cook, and as long as i don't work in the education field, you're ok with my life.

thank God for the fun i had with the members post-concert. thank God for people like them, who can just make me smile whenever wherever. thank God for my juniors who came. thank God for people who came to support. i really appreciate it. thank you very much.

i stopped thinking about it until you called and asked why i ended so late. your tone. i'm taking advantage of Dad.? when have i ever asked him for a lift? what about him? your favourite child? he's always asking Dad to fetch him from wherever he would be. why did i end so late? why didn't you ever ask him why he stayed over?

i'm not exactly in the mood to talk about the concert, pre and post. so forgive me. moreover i just got home with tons of assignments to do, and no pictures.

EFJ

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2:59 am

i heart my boyfie! hehe

my boyfriend did this for me the other day:

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3:00 am

TIRED!!!

spilling out your sad past to someone can really have a toll on your already-jumbled-up emotions. i told a good friend reasons why i was tempted to quit and i cried on the spot. it really hurts to think about it, whatmore talk about it.

and that is why, i'm opening a new chapter as of my 18th. haha. have to wait a while, though.




and e-learning is supposed to be chill week.. well, i guess that's why our lecturers gave us e-learning. haha.. we have super duper awesomely understanding lecturers. haha.. cooliosis.
=D

Monday, tried to do my assignments and then had yr1 committee meeting.. all about the open house and our booth. so we tried to design our signage. and then, band practice. went home, bamm. sleep. haha.

next day, went school to help welfare cut out pamphlets, and touch up the signage. the pamphlets are super cute. haha. we're promoting the school AND our upcoming concert. hehe. AND I MET MY BABY GIRLS AND YURII PARTNER!! GAWD YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I'VE MISSED YOU GIRLS! walked them to Shell bustop, and screamed our boyfriends' names along the pathways. FUNFUNFUNFUNFUN! then walked back to school. i tell you, it's been soooooo God-damned long since i exercised that much. haha. then, i was on the way home when Hazmi asked if i wanted to practice together. actually, that was my initial plan. but i thought i would be practicing alone. so, i had no motivation somehow. haha. i'm turning LAYY-ZEE!! :P then he asked, so i turned back. i got friend to practice with! haha. ok. practiced with L, S, WX and H. i don't know why WX got angry when L chose to play the euphonium part for "GR" Selection. during the practice, H opened the door coz the aircon was off. then WX, super duper smart WX, commented that he smelt flowers. i was like, 'shit you, WX'.. ok. after practice, took bus to BB, they went McD, i MRT-ed home. all the way to Admiralty. i walked back home after that. shit, should have used the road instead of Diaz's path. i seriously wished Di was there to send me home, dammit. i heard. seriously. heard. but it was loud, so it was far(that's what they said)(or it could be someONE, but i remembered what my sec1/2 HML teacher said) but it was around your area, DI!!! under the block before the snaked pathways. anyways, when i heard, i prayed super duper hard and walked super duper fast, and i recited all the surahs i could remember; the Surah Qun(or something like that. the three surahs). i didn't know Ayat Kursi.. shit, i need that book. anyways, i got home safe, with no other disturbances(except wind around me, whilst the.. ermm.. leaves/trees around me were barely swaying, but yeaa.. me, being me when i'm scared, pushed that possibility out of my head). Alhamdulillah. then, i showered and all, and got to work. finished the slideshow, and viewed the video. and then i remembered we had yet to do the Rondeau poster(as i said, we're promoting the school AND our concert. in other words, we're selling our tickets during open house. smart shit right? haha. and i just remembered that our tickets are at $10 each. so like.. secondary school kids, going for open house, brought $10 to EAT, but had to spend on US. SHIT! haha. woops.). and so, i tried doing it. after that, did my e-learning and tried finishing my assignments. slept at 5.

woke up at 8, cooked, helped out around the house, met FiMiTetMo at City Hall, discussed project. at around 3, went back to school, did some more e-learning and attempts at assignments, then helped set up booth. tiring can? the whole day i ate one pau, and takoyaki. didn't eat anymore until Wei Xing forced me to eat his cookie. haha. i cannot larhs. once i start working like this(like in the mood), i can't eat.. WHOOSH! big surprise, i know. 'Faiezah' and 'can't eat'/'don't want to eat' are like Bush and Osama. they do not go together, or all hell'll break loose. =D i'm so going to get sued. haha. :P

i'm not sleeping today. arrived home at 2355, when i had an assignment dued 0000. haha. smart shit, right? wahh.. irritating. then, eat a while.. WHERE GOT MASIN?! NICE LARH SEYHS, NANA! made me worried for nothing. ehh! i put in just enough salt ok, i purposely lessened the salt because i cooked very little. idiot. haha. okie doks. it's now 4.04am. in about 30mins time, i'll be preparing my pre-dawn meal. haha. YEPP! i'm FASTING today! haha. i'm on a diet! mummy's been saying for a while that i'm growing fat. not that i've ever really cared, but i don't want flabbyflabby. i don't like flabbyflabby. haha. not nice. especially my ass. jutting like noone's business.. and my thighs and forearms flabbyflabby. JIJI! BRING ME JOGGING!! haha.. yeaa, riight. when he ajak, i lazy. superb, right? haha. nola. i'm fasting coz i'm fasting. dieting is another story.

Thursday
0700, meet Elisse, pass laptop.
0900, attachment
1500, help out at JTC booth
1600, help out at band booth
1830, band practice(well, usually, it'll start at around 7+)
2200, go home, finish lesson plans and Karuna's e-learning(hopefully)

Friday
0945, help out at JTC booth
1500, go back AI, sell tickets, help out with TIP
1830, band practice(see above)
2200, finish ALL assignments

Saturday
0945, help out at JTC booth
1500, help out at band booth
1800, GO HOME! haha

Sunday
CONCERT!

uhh yeaa..

NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC
CONCERT BAND
presents
RONDEAU XVIII
(the 23rd episode of our Rondeau series)
11th January 2009, Sunday, 7pm
Singapore Conference Hall,$10
Free Seating

if you're buying on the day, do mention that you're buying from me, Nur Faiezah, from clarinet section *hush hush* hehe. but seriously. please do. =D

haha. when was the last time you saw my blog so colourful? lol. =D

love,
EFJ




ehh. bro. lu, prangai jgn mcm puki larh ehh.. puki mak kau lagi cntk larh siak. pape hal tak happy blh bobual pe. suare tkya up, tgn tk perlu agkt pe. lu jgn nak step abg2 dgn aku larh please. kena hang skt da mrjk, da nangis kat pmpn. nak protect konon. serious, arh bro. kau gi hisap tetek mak kau lagi baek arh siak. konek pn tkde. aku tegur skt, kau complain. chibai mak kau jembu siol. skali tgn aku up baru tau. tk.. tk arhh.. bkn tgn, arhh. kaki aku up nanti, kau menyesal. kaki aku up, bola kau melayang siol. aku mmg pntg kene cabar.

♥;*~♪~*;♥
4:20 am

shit

you just had to lie


to get me to stay at home










why do you hate me so much?

♥;*~♪~*;♥
11:09 pm

*The Princess*

Nur Faiezah
Capricorn Goat
sinfully.innocent@hotmail.com
PAP Bedok North(Nursery)
PAP Simei(K1; K2)
Changkat Primary(1A; 2K; 3A; 4A; 5C)
Wellington Primary(5/1; 6/1)
Ahmad Ibrahim Secondary(1E5; 2E5; 3E5; 4E6)
Millennia Institute(PAE)
Ngee Ann Polytechnic's School of Humanities: Diploma in Early Childhood Education(1CO2)
CKP Netball
CKP Malay Dance
WPS Library
AISS Concert Band
MI Symphonic Band
NP Concert Band
NP Japanese Tsubasa Club

LOVES
whatever she likes
almost anything and everything :D

DISLIKES
Cockroaches; the only things that can make me run all the way to the other end of the world
Backstabbers?
Those who can't keep secrets
Confinement
Limitations
Assholes(except you-know-who=D)
Idiots(except.. well.. =D)
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Theorell