Thursday, October 29, 2009

i entered [findish.com] into the address bar when i wanted to get into blogger.. Eliza was talking about mixed-race families and she mentioned findish.. pfft.. i need to master sustained thinking.. ><



i wanna skip band today.. cancan?? pleaseplease?? pfft..



i'm all alone trying to juggle so many things.. and i heard something new that just adds on to the stress.. just when i thought i won't be so active anymore.. i need a talk.



Sunday work most probably until 11pm..

Monday full day 14 hours no break.. pfft..

8-12 attachment,

2 hours to rush back to school,

2-6 lectures straight,

6-10 practice..



bloody fuck no break.. T.T and i start at 9am on Tuesday



omg i'm going to die.. >"<



I'M WORKING ON SATURDAY and Sunday!!! yayness.. (hope i don't kena Faizal.. omg so strict T.T) and that means...... i have to leave school by 4.30pm latest.. ahha SORRY MUAHS! xD i want OT on Saturday.. cannot OT on Sunday.. T.T but then again, i heard Marc will kope our OT pay.. psh..



ohhh... i will ask Jonathan about Jonathan.. huahuahua.. someone remind me..



farnie people.. ahha.. can't wait for free meals and farnie humans..

♥;*~♪~*;♥
12:01 pm



Wednesday, October 28, 2009


i've been drinking one bottle of Pokka Premium Milk Tea a day since last Sunday.. and i haven't drunk anything non-milky.. now am i weird? don't answer.. but my stomach's been attitude-ing since.. yesternight.. bloody hell.. ><

anyways, that's not the reason i'm blogging...


what's up with humans and breakups? is it the breakup season now? one-by-one i see couples breaking up.. i feel sad.. i wonder what will happen if i actually get into a relationship..

which reminds me: going to 4 months with Fang baby.. *hugs*
p.s. that is not a real relationship.. ahha.. we're two lonely, single WOMEN who have nothing better to do.. xDD loves.

ouhh.. i'm 18 and i haven't had any boyfriends.. huahuahua.. so proud of myself.. and my dear Jonathan, there's nothing laughable about that.. psh..

i love being single..

heyy.. i'm an independent woman.. =DD

alrights i'm done.

CHERRRR....!!!!! FASTER REEEELEEEAAAASEEEE!!!! ><

love,
EFJ

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5:18 pm



loner

why is it that when i thought i've finally found someone i can cling on to, hold on to, the universe has a unique way of rudely and violently grabbing it all away??


primary school.
secondary school.
PAE.
poly.

well, shall not go into details. but in short, either they walk out of my life, or i'm forced to walk out of the relationship.

this is so utterly unfair.

and once again, i'm left all on my own.

not listening in ITA class.. waste my time ><

love,
EFJ

♥;*~♪~*;♥
4:51 pm



Monday, October 19, 2009

2 days already i've worked there.. funfunfun.. but every hour confirm kena "fucked" by the captain.. psh.. every sentence he says has AT LEAST one vulgarity in it. ahax. xDD but ok arhs.. he's fun.. scary, yeahs.. you never know when he's REALLY angry.. angry or not he will scold people one.. but he's very friendly.. he's the speak-before-you-think kinda guy.. xD "joker", as said by Eileen

ouh.. talking about Eileen, i met 2 of Ansar's and Kangrong's juniors.. =DD Eileen and Jan ahax. YTWO humans.. both saxophonists.. hmmm...


and yesterday, my shift from 3pm-11pm, dragged to 3am.. nabei chibai.. pfft.. first day of school the next day and i worked till 3am.. >< and just my luck i had to share cab with the captain. idiot siaa.. throughout the whole journey, he kept suan-ing Jan and me.. but we suan him also.. Jan always kena bully.. hahx.

my first day there was... well.. ok..? hahahha.. just setting up.. but every 5 minutes kena scold.. 'twas my first day and i knew shit about setting up and all.. haha.. but ok arhs.. fun..
kays that's all.. byesie! =DD
love,
EFJ

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4:52 pm



Tuesday, October 06, 2009

UNFAIRNESS!!

[edit] LEGEND OF THE SEEKER IS ALSO ON THURSDAY!!!!! =(((((((( [/edit]


POLO BOYS ON THURSDAYS!!!


EHH WHAT IS THIS?! PURPOSELY ONE RIGHT?!!! DOWAN ME TO WATCH?! pfft..

America's Next Top Model on Thursdays toooooo =(((((

SERIOUSLY WRONG TIMING!!

WHY CAN'T POLO BOYS BE IN THE MUST SEE TUESDAY?! it's a bloody MUST-SEE lorhh!!! psh.. unfairness =(((( ch5 really dowan me watch TV =(

ahh.. not enough that i've been deprived of hot humans.. i can't even WATCH THEM ON TV?!

WHAT IS THIS?! ahh! the universe's being so unfair to me T.T


speaking of hot: you know the Naughty G advertisement at the bustops? those posters? yeah. i mean the guy one.. not the girl one.. omg if my husband has a body like that, i don't mind kissing it everyday.. GYEARGH! xP maybe with a cuter face and prettier hands.. OMG PERFECT GUY MUCH?! xDD ok sorry horny.. xD hyakhyakhyak.. but seriously.. oklaa... maybe not the hottest bod i've seen.. but still.. it's nice.. hahahahahhahaha... ohh shit.. hotbod+cuteface+prettyhands=dreamguy. xDD i loike.. =D
(p.s. the hand fetish started with Nana)


ohh.. and i can't believe some people have never heard of "Whose Line is it Anyway?".. like.. OMG?! it's like the BEST comedy show EEEVVVEEERRR?! WAAAAYYYY better than Just For Laughs. psh.. it used to air on ch5 on Saturdays at 1am.. before that, it was earlier.. it was on a 10pm slot.. now idk when it airs.. i guess when there're no more programmes to show.. they just slot it in.. pfft..

i wanna go sleep..

Theorell said he has job assignments for us for the whole week.. hyakhyakhyak.. i wanna work the whole weekk... =DD

LOVES! =D

love,
EFJ

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2:42 am



Friday, October 02, 2009

I SMELL OF CHICKEN! psh.

went Geylang with Mama and she bought LOADSA stuffs.. and there were only 2 of us.. omg workout much? pfft.. Mama cleverly took the lighter ones.. then she complained she was carrying more stuffs than me.. huhu... i'm carrying HEAVIER stuffs lorh.. e.g. CHICKEN! and MEAT! psh.. nvmnvm.. training for future banquetting.. pyeah..

talking 'bout banquetting, i can't believe i'm not working the whole week.. T.T job assignments from Wednesday to Sunday and i rejected all.. i'm so depressed.. i'm amazed i'm willing to sacrifice so much while others just push the responsibility away.. and i've made my mind.. Ansar, if you're reading this(which i doubt), i'm playing first for this concert. i don't care. but Chess solo is still yours.. unless Fauzi takes up the challenge. hyaks.. ouh.. Mr. Tan asked about you.. hmm.. yeaa... repertoire about confirmed.. Nazri! repertoire about confirmed! hrmm..

and yeah. not going alumni band practice today.. help prepare for open house tomorrow.. psh..

ouh.. just now while waiting for Mama to finish her "SHOPPING", i sat down somewhere and ate my potato chips.. then these two kids saw me eating, and they asked me for some.. haha.. so cute.. and they kept coming back for more.. xD

and while i was on my way to buy some chocolates downstairs, i saw this child, about 1yr+, and someone whom i assumed to be her caretaker.. the caretaker was holding a cloth-like rope thingie.. as i passed them, i realised that the rope was tied to the child's torso, and my heart wept.. i wonder if it was the parents' idea.. i understand now, why our poster was not appropriate for our title.. it was somewhat heart-wrenching for a child to be on a leash no matter the reason.


another thing.. i forgot.. on my way to Geylang, in 969, i saw this guy, wearing this black tee, written on which was:

I
LOVE
GETTING
DOWN
STAIRS

that was exactly how it was written.. except the word 'stairs' were much smaller, almost unnoticed.. and i was smiling to myself like an idiot in the bus.. xD


ok done. HEARTS~


love,
EFJ

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7:34 pm