i wonder.. do you hate me?



reading my friends' blogs, i realised that i am the only one who did not exactly blog about my results. ohh wells.

thank you, babes, thank you friends, thank you seniors, for your encouragement. i know now, that i am not alone.
thank you, mother, for your sarcasms and insults. it drives me to work harder to prove to you that i am not a loser-case.
thank you father, for your ignorance. it makes me work harder to finally gain recognition from you.
thank you, brother for getting good results. it motivates me to work harder to be better than you.
thank you, Nana, thank you, Jiji, for wanting to follow my footsteps, and be better than me. it makes me strive to be the top and stay on top while stay on the ground.


all of you guys, in one way or another, whether you realise it or not, have motivated me to work. i know what i want, and even though you might not like it, even though it might be loser-ish to you, i will prove to you that i can and will succeed, InsyaAllah. i'll just keep that in mind.

i have now made a path of my own, and no matter what you say, i will walk that path. no matter how long, how arduous, i will walk that path. i have now decided my pathway. InsyaAllah, this is the path for me, and InsyaAllah, i will end it, finish it, no matter what. i will finish this marathon against me. i have a dream now, and i will not lose it.

thank you, and i love you.


love,
EFJ

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10:41 am

alright. Diaz just said we're not going Gelare on Tuesday. neither of us are really in the mood for celebration. we'll do it on Syafiqah's birthday though.. :) so ermm.. BOWLING it is then! wooh!




p.s. i have to warn you guys. i'm like seriously very jakun. i've like never, as in NEVER bowled before. never even entered a bowling alley. hmm.. :P so sorry.. :)



ouhh.. yeaa.. i forgot. erpzz.. sorry, babe


Happy 17th Birthday, Delaila! may your wishes come true and may you go far, InsyaAllah. :)


love,
EFJ

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3:42 pm

Sorry Flintstones... i am not able to make it this Sunday, no matter how much i want to. sorry friends, i am not able to make it tomorrow no matter how much i wish to.



i'm confused. should i go Gelare or bowling?





Gelare with Diaz? or bowling with 08A6?




Diaz will be paying. but i believe i'll have so much fun with 08A6. so how?




our plan last time didn't happen because Syafiqah was too lazy to go back to her school from Woodlands. hmph. lazybumm. but i've already ditched 08A6 twice. once, was because i had detention. the other time was because i already had a 'date' with Syafiqah, her friend and Diaz. and after that, with Taufiq.



how? i'm in a crisis, as Mila said during taboo on Wednesday. ahhahha. that was a gerek-ing day. seriously. we studied for H1 Malay Language Class, and ermm, we played taboo for H2 English Literature Class. and we talked non-stop(well, it was Miss Nora who talked non-stop, telling us about her friends, and how she somewhat 'accidentally' became a teacher. ahhahha.. funny lah, she. we just sat there and listened.) for H2 History(International) Class. gerek arhh..


so ermm.. HOW??!!


bye :)


love,
EFJ

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3:36 pm

i'm sure your parents are supportive and will continue to support you no matter your decisions. well, that's good for you. i'm happy for you.


at least you have people to console you when you reach home. at least you have people who understand your situation or at least try to.


at least they don't rub it in. at least they don't keep stating the obvious. at least they don't keep on repeating your failures and not even one of your passes..


i'm depressed.

i don't know if i can do it..

i don't know if i can go on..














ohh wells.. it doesn't matter anyway. what's done is done. i didn't do as i had hoped. but neither did my worst fears come true. so i'm ok.. so don't worry about me, okay. :)

thank you for your concern. but i'm fine. really. i just have to face him and them. and prove to all that i can be better than him.


i will try harder than my hardest. i will do better than my best in all. i will prove to you that i can do it. just wait for my results. patiently wait and i will prove you wrong. i will make it. i will be better than him. i will be better than them. trust me. InsyaAllah, i will bring home something for you to be proud of. i will make you proud of me. i will make you regard me again. i will make you acknowledge me again. sorry for embarrassing you. but i will make you proud again. i will not lose to them. i will not be demoralized. i will not be stressed out because of them. i will be a role model for all. i will make them look up to me and to us. i will not let you down.



trust me. wait for me and don't give up on me. i beg of you. wait for me as i climb up the long steep steps to the highest level and bring you along with me. wait for me as i get better and better in this world. and don't give up on me whilst i do it. don't give up on me when i need it most. i don't care if you hate me. just don't give up on me. i need motivation. i need something to work to that level for. if you give up on me, i will have nothing to work for. i'm working for your acceptance. i'm working for your love again. don't give up on me and make me lose my reason to work so hard for. i beg you. please don't.



it really doesn't matter what's written on that piece of paper. all i need now is the fact that you will never give up on me. all i need now is the possibility that you will wait for me no matter how slow or how long it takes, you will just wait for me, and wait patiently. all i need now is the assurance that you will smile for me again one day. that you will smile because of me again one day. that's all i need. assurance, motivation, and reason. i don't need numbers or letters to make me work. i need you and the assurance that i am never alone. that you will still be there when i get there. believe in me. trust me. that's all i need from you. please. InsyaAllah. i will do it. i will reach that level.

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11:10 am

i just want you to know how much i love you just in case you don't see me again after today..



and pumpkins, i would really appreciate it if we have a group hug and group pictures before and after. for memories sake. thank you very much.


hopefully the next time you see me won't be high up there or low down there. or on the front page or the orbituary of the newspaper..


love,
EFJ


ps. i'd like to be alone now

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12:52 am

date: January 20th 2008


about six days after my birthday.. my birth-week was super duper awesome.. and i'd like to thank everyone for it.. sorry this is like super duper late.. :P


so ermm. anyways, let's start this post from the day before my birthday..


ermm.. Sunday(13th Jan), i cooked chicken rice along with my sister(yes, i DID cook. and NO, not the rice ONLY. i fried the chicken, and helped my sister with the soup.sorr-ee). so anyways, i was kinda hoping abang would come home and celebrate it with us. but he's away at camp and yeaa.. understandable.. still abit disappointed though.. hmm. i thought, maybe he would come home somewhen this week.. so i kept a slice of my birthday cake until Wednesday.. but yeaa.. he didn't return.. so i ate it.. :P erppzz..


then.. i went online until night, and ermm.. a few Flintstones were online. well, i remember Farhaan, Azureen, and Syafiqah being online.. haha.. Farhaan was kinda down(?) coz his mum was nagging at him because his sister went out.. hurhur.. so poor thing.. Farhaan is my OGL, by the way.. i'm in F2 yeaa!! woohoo! :P

so anyways, me, Farhaan, Azureen(F4), and Syafiqah(F1) conferenced on MSN haha.. yeaa.. and i kena bully.. hmph. Farhaan kept bringing up Diaz.. like HELL-LOO!! he's attached.. i decided i would like ignore him. then, Azureen also started talking about Diaz, and Syafiqah also. hmph. i kept changing the topic, and no matter what we talked about, the name 'Diaz' would surely come up.. like what the hell lahh kayy.. so ermm.. then Farhaan said something about Syafiqah being his godsister.. like. ohh...kayy.. haha. that guy's like so super random sehh.. he's so impromptu..

anyways, i almost cried, and i sort of was in a bad mood.. so i pleaded them to stop, and i told them that them bullying me seriously reminded me of my Secondary School days.. especially you, who have made it HELL. AYKWYA. then while telling them all these stuffs, the comp suddenly restarted.. like WTH!! it was so super laggy.. then suddenly restart.. WTF lahh seyy.

yarhh.. i went online again and apologized.. and Farhaan was (sort of) surprisingly sweet.. he kept apologizing.. actually, i seriously don't mind him kacauing me.. just know your limits.. :P all these while, he kacau me about Diaz, i just play along(act hysterical, denying and stuffs when i could have just ignored him hehh.. :P) yarhh.. it's just that the way they bully me that day reminded me of Secondary School. hmm.. then, we conference again.. this time less active and noisy.. i think it's because of me.. SORRY PEOPLE FOR MAKING YOU FEEL BAD!!! it wasn't you guys.. seriously.. it was the computer.. it wasn't the first time it's done that.. hmph.. I WANT OUR COMPUTER BACK!!!! i'm currently using my cousin's CPU whilst my dad reboots our computer.. but this is like super duper laggy.. it's like laggier than our comp. hmph.

so anyways, hmm.. the day after that, on Monday morning, Diaz (in case you didn't know, Diaz and I go to school together since we live very near) wished me happy birthday.. like so sweet arhh.. but i was kinda in a bad mood.. so i hardly layan him.. and i think i kinda scolded him at one point.. SORRY!!! i just sort of feel bad that Diaz always kena bully because of me.. and i was scared that his GF would be mad at him for always going to school with me.. hmm..

anyways, that day in school, during assembly, Azureen suddenly came up to me and wished me happy birthday.. so sweet of her.. then, Yiwenn also wished me happy birthday.. then, crazy Azureen told her friends one by one that it's my birthday, and asked them to wish me.. like -.-; o..k.. might as well tell the whole world at one go right? no need to waste your breath. haha.. Izzati and Hafiz were like, your birthday arh, today? like duuhh.. no arhh.. my birthday last month.. ermm.. then, on the way to GP, met Syafiqah and she pulled me aside and gave me a present.. like awww... that's so sweet!! i'm so super touched! :) then Nura saw my present on the table, and she was like, your birthday arh? sorry arh.. i didn't know.. then she ask the whole class to sing me a birthday song.. wahh.. paisey sehh.. but thank you so much, 08A6.. i seriously heart 08A6 okehh.. it's like a power class... i still love E6 muchies too :) both are power class to the max. :)

after school, went to Pizza Hut with Diaz and Syafiqah. and Diaz was like super sweet.. he blanja us :) so sweet lahh seyy.. aww... yeaa.. we ordered three meals and shared, like divided each meal between the three of us. then when we were done, Diaz just went to the counter and paid... i was like.. what??!! i feel so bad for making him pay.. but he was sweet arhh.. :) THANK YOU!!! he showed Syafiqah the receipt.. but he nvr show me :( :P then he said it's my 'birthday present' from him. since he 'forgot' to buy me present.. like ok.. i don't expect much. i mean.. these guys have only known me for.. what? less than one month? anws, that day also, people one by one SMS me.. like aww...


Pumpkin R SMSed me right on the dot pkl 0000. ahhaha.. serious! :P and ermm.. Petom SMSed me at 0004 cute sehh.. then like one-by-one the pumpkins and my friends SMSed me. :) like Esther. :) and i went online, and a lot of people wished me. like Jojo, and other Millennians. then my friend put me in her conference room, then one by one, they wished me.. haha.. so sweet lahh.. but my comp jam.. :P coz too many people in the room.. haha.. but i seriously appreciate it. thank you very much :) then i got a lot of birthday comments on my friendster.. i seriously appreciate all that.

ouhh.. and Nana gave me a denim-covered diary, with a furry pink heart at the front.. so pretty!! then i brought that to school(because i thought, maybe i should write Alina(the main character in Dear Diary)'s thoughts there. and ermm.. Izzati kept playing with the heart, saying 'chest hair, chest hair' she very dirty sehh.. hmph *scrunches face*

Azureen gave me coloured pens. so sweet right! and Syafiqah gave me a picture frame decorated with bears.. so cute!!


THANK YOU VERY MUCH TO EVERYONE FOR MAKING MY SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY probably THE BEST BIRHTDAY EVER!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS. SERIOUSLY. :)

MUAX!


love,
EFJ

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12:23 pm

this is one of those lyric type of post.. :P so here it is..

Donna ketten mo
Imi nai yo
Kimi wa sono mama ga ichiban

Say!
Hey Hey Hey-Hey! Hey Hey Hey!
(x4)

Bokura wa heisei Only!
Shouwa de Show wa muri!
Acchi mo kocchi mo ii ne!
Hey-Say wa ii ne!
Konna jidai de Sorry!
Demo Don't worry!
Mirai ni kitto
Yume ga aru kara
Saasa minna de tsuite koi!
Wow!

Tokimeku kimochi de
Everyday
Hajimetara ii ja nai
Ookina tsubasa ga areba
Hadaka de ii ja nai

[bridge]
Mita koto no nai sekai e
Yuuki wo dashite tobidasou
Kimi wo tsuredasu yo
Hazukashigarazu ni
Ima futarikiri
Love ga hora
(Love ga hora)

[chorus]
Haruka na
uchuu de
Hitotsu hikatta
Kono hoshi ga
Bokura kagayaku
Stage
Deaeta kiseki ni
Donna ketten mo
Imi nai yo
Kimi wa sono mama ga ichiban

Say!
Hey Hey Hey-Hey! Hey Hey Hey!
(x4)
Hey! Say!!

Doko mademo tsurete
Faraway
Futari dake no yarikata de
Deai moeteru yo
Inochi kakete mamoru
Hanarenai you ni dakishimeru
(Dakishimeru)

[chorus]

I'll be there(x8)


Deai moeteru yo
Inochi kakete mamoru
Hanarenai you ni dakishimeru

[chorus]

Bokura wa heisei Only!
Shouwa de Show wa muri!
Acchi mo kocchi mo ii ne!
Hey-Say wa ii ne!
Konna jidai de Sorry!
Demo Don't worry!
Mirai ni kitto
Yume ga aru kara
Saasa minna de tsuite koi!




anws, Hey! Say! 7 is a JJ group. it's now Hey! Say! JUMP(Johnny's Ultra Music Power). Hey! Say! 7 consists of 5 Juniors, all born in the Heisei era(1989 to present), and it was formed in 2007. that pretty much explains the name..

Hey! Say! JUMMP consists of all members from Hey! Say! 7, and 5 other Junior members form other Junior groups, like Ya-ya-yah.. :P


ouhh.. and ermm..

JU NANA SAI NO TANJOUBI OMEDETOU GOZAIMASU, AYUKAWA TAIYO!! :p

Happy 17th Birthday, Ayukawa Taiyo :)





doesn't this picture somewhat remind you of Matsumoto Jun? xD

let me give you another one.. hmm..



then and now pictures of himm :P
yeaa. he's like soo cute.. :) (might not be to you, but yeaa.. i've got bad taste.. that's my problemm.. :P)
you should watch this video:


http://www.crunchyroll.com/showmedia?id=176161

he's like the tallest guy you can see there.. :P even taller than his senpais.. xD he's like 186(i think) super tall lahh seyy!! ugh! and he's only 17..hmph.

unfortunately, his relationship with JJ/JE ended on the 30th November 2007.. hmm.. why?

yayy.. he's like 4 days younger than me.. :P

woohoo!! :P

kk.. that's all.. :P


love,
EFJ

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3:04 pm

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3:50 pm

hmm.. so it's reaching the end of the 2nd week of the year and the first study-week in MI for MI Pre-U 1 PAE students. it was.. ok..

it turns out that one the teachers teaching me is my cousin's best friend. they've been like friends since secondary school.. imagine that.. and she kept smiling this evil smile of hers whenever she sees me.. and she kept bullying me in class.. urgh..

other than that, it was fun.. i'm in the same class as Izzati and Hafiz.. then in class, we'll be like terkekek-kekek while the teacher talks.. especially our Southeast Asian History teacher.. all throughout his lesson, Izzati kept giggling.. she's like super evil larh sehh.. it's his nature.. those not in 08A6 wouldn't know.. :P

other than that, Miss Arfah seriously reminds me of Miss Zuraida.. coincidentally, she teaches Literature.. and Miss Zuraida teaches English.. Miss Arfah is also my home tutor. not Miss Zuraida thoughh.. :P ermmzz..
Miss Nora is seriously Selambe.. she once walked around the class(AV Theatre) barefoot.. when we laughed at her, she said, "it's not uncommon to walk barefoot. if it's uncommon, you wouldn't have been born barefoot." then Kenneth(i think) said, "then it's not uncommon to not wear clothes." Miss Nora then went silent for a few seconds, and tapped Kenneth on the back and said, "ha..ha..ha.. you're sooooo funny... laugh arhh.. laughh.." selambe la.. cikgu aku yang seekor ni.. ish ish ish..:P
my GP teacher is somewhat boring.. nothing much to talk about him, except i hardly get his lessons. :P oops.. sorry..
my Management of Business teacher, Mr. Raj, is super farnie.. he has one whole list of political jokes, especially about Mahathir and Anwar. :P then every lesson, he's sure to tell at least one Mahathir-Anwar joke.. :P kekek arh, class dierr.. then once, i almost fell asleep in his class, coz' i was super sleepy, he asked if i wanted coffee, and when i said i don't drink coffee, he was like, "oh noo.." haha. then i said, "i hate coffee(SERIOUSLY!! i TOTALLY LOATHE COFFEE!!)", and he was like, "girl, you don't know what you're missing out on." haha :P and he asked me to grow up because i'm still drinking milo and only certain teas. whateverr.. but coffee isn't exactly healthy lorhh.. :P
Cikgu Norlila, my H1 Malay teacher, is so cute.. :P she had an accident and when she told her accident in detail, we were all like, "ohh my gawdd.." and "whoaa.." and "aww mann.." and "urgh.." we were all squirmish.. it was like really horrid.. woow.. i wish it will never happen to me sehh.. :P

who else? i can't exactly remember.. but that's about it..

Uwahh!!! Miss Nora super evil larhh sehh!! she said don't use wikipedia, but she don't want to tell us the website.. i'm like seriously internet-ly-challenged.. how do you expect me to find information on USA and USSR from 17th July 1945? wahh sehh mann..URGH!!

08A6 having movie outing one of these days.. yippee!! yeaa.. yippee if got money lorrhsszz.. i'm like super broke, i tell you. i don't even have 5 cents.. urgh! :P so if anyone can belanja me, then i pay you back another day, okay lorhh.. they want to watch One Missed Call.. hurhur.. sounds nice.. they said anything, as long as it's a scary movie.. :P

i love 08A6.. we super duper rocks lahh seyy.. some more Stefan in my class.. noisy larhh horr.. and Sakinah, and Nura, and Izzati, and Hafiz, and Jaz, and Milah.. kekek arhh.. class... ouhh. Jaz also told Mr. Raj he reminds her of a clown.. and ermm.. he was confused as to whether she was insulting him or the clown.. ahahha!! kekek arhh dierr.. :P and with teachers like Miss Nora and Mr Raj(and maybe Mr. Lim), the week would hardly be called boring.. :P

ouhh.. yeaa. Flintstones outing biler sehh..?? :p i think Sufri hates me.. :( coz he wanted only F1 outing. not Flintstones clan outing. but ermm.. haha.. we kinda got the wrong impression.. :P oops.. sorry.. :P anws, no worries. it'll be funn.. :) i think.. :P

ermmzz.. this post very long. horr. :P sorry lorh.. one whole week nvr post anything. and you know i LOVE to talk.. :D haha.. :P 1 days and ermm.. 3 hours and 45 minutes.. :P nope.. no miscalculations and stuffs.. :D 14th January, 2:38 am :D

oklarhh.. buhbye!

love,
EFJ

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2:53 pm

Orientation was uber fun, i tell ya!! woohoo!! seriously.. except the part where we had to sit for talks and stuffs.. i had leg cramps.. :P other than that, it was ok.. :P ermm.. i got to know new friends. there's ermm.. Sarah, and Yiwen, and Azuree i think.. and ermm.. Zoey.. Syafiqah, Diaz, and a lot of people.. the OGL(Orientation Group Leader(i think))s were super gerek.



and i HEART my Flintstones many many laa sehh..



i am so super regretless and thankful that i went to MI. initially i had doubts, since you guys don't want to go along. but after you said you're going, i decided, why not, since i got friends there. then, you also said other people were going.. haiyo.. so like ok.. cool..

orientation went on for three days. first day finish at ard 5++. second day ard 9. third day end at.. 2, i think. yeaa.

anws, we played a lot of cool fun games. and met a lot of cool lame people. all in all it was super gerek.

the first day was ok. went with other AI-MI people. and ermm went back with them. second day went alone coz i couldn't call them.. chehh. and went home with this dude from F1. third day, went with him and went back with ermm. Sheryl, from F2.

anws, i just realised that one of the Flintstones yr 1s actually live somewhere near me.. like. ermm.. seriously near me.. like walking distance from my house.. yeaa. that's why we went to school together that day.. :)

and ermm.. i've found another KAT-TUN fan.. :) weehoo!! hehh. this is a Nakamaru fan. so she's a Mrs. Maru. or is it Mrs. Naka? oh wells. Mrs. Maru sounds nicer doesn't it? or Mrs. Nakamaru? anws, she's a Flintstone too :)yeaa..!!

in Flintstone, there's and Mrs Tatsuya and a Mrs. Yuiichi :P

and i just realised that a pumpkin jsut watched NwP and she ABSOLUTELY LOVED it.. woohoo! she thinks P-chan is hot.. well, yeaa. he is.. :P i guess i have invited another person into the world of Japanese fangirl-ing :P

kla.. gtg now.. going beach tmr. gotta pack. bye! :P


love,
EFJ

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2:48 pm

it's currently 2:59 am, 1st January 2008, Tuesday.

this is my first post for the year 2008.

let's just start of with how the family somewhat ended the year 2007 ..... as a family..



date: 30th December 2007



mama woke me up at around 7.30 am and we all siap. we went out at around 8++ and baba drove us to Harbourfront where we had breakfast. then we went around the Harbourfront area there to try catch a Ferry(i think) but there were none. so, mama decided to go with the package. there were 4 different packages.. ya-dah ya-dah..

first up, CABLE CAR!! Cable car was super fun.. Nana kept shaking and Mama kept holding on to Baba's hand.. and Baba and Abang kept shaking the cable car. it was super cool and it's open-air.. not air-conditioned. Abang said we were lucky we didn't get the glass-themed car. the glass one is all glass at the floor(of the car) kowaii nee~

next, 4D Magix.. uber awesome. it's somewhat like 3D theatre, except that we get the chance to FEEL and HEAR what the characters feel up close. it was scary.. the story's all about this kid pirate who wants to get back at his ex-captain for abandoning him. so with the help of his monkey friend, he sets up all these traps to bring down his ex-captain's crews one-by-one. :P super hilarious.

then, ermm.. DOLPHIN LAGOON!! we watched the Pink dolphins in action. there was Jumbo, and ermm.. Han(i don't know how to spell), and Sh-something.. and another dolphin whose name starts with an 'L' i think.. they were so cute! do you know that pink dolphins are actually born grey??!! their grey pigment gradually drop off as they grow older, hence turning them pink. so adult pink dolphins are... ermm.. pink.. and these 4 dolphins are still partially grey. so, they're still at their juvenile stages.. cool huhh.. i wanted to touch them.. but mummy didn't want to.. :(

finally, the underwater world. it was.. ermm.. okay.. saw a lot of fishes.. HUGE ones, HUMONGOUS ones, little ones, tiny ones.. ya-dah ya-dah.. sorry.. just didn't find it that interesting.. not as interesting as i'd expected though.. probably because mama was intend on rushing us.. it was super crowded, and Mama went off right after SHE saw the fishes. i didn't exactly see every fish on display.. especially the fossils.. hmm.. oh wellss.. had fun..

seriously.. we had a lot of fun.. and we took a bus back to harbourfront because Mama was too scared to get on the cable car again.

ouhh.. did i mention? we came across a few Japanese people there and Nana was super excited.. sheesh.. she was like, "you heard that? Japanese.." yeaa, sure.. hehh. :P

done!

love,
EFJ

p.s. no one could hurt me like you did.

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7:06 pm

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CKP Netball
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LOVES
whatever she likes
almost anything and everything :D

DISLIKES
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AICB Lisa
AICB Petunia
AICB Yanhong
CSSB Faiz
CSSB Shirin
CSSB Tormimi
JYSB Yuzil
JYSB Zafierah
MISB CY
MISB James
NPCB Ansar
NPCB Cruyff
NPCB Don
NPCB Fathiah
NPCB Fauzi
NPCB Huifang
NPCB Leonard
NPCB Michelle Ang
NPCB Nazri
NPCB Peiqi
NPCB Qiping
NPCB Ryan
NPCB Shuning
NPCB Si Hui
NPCB Suryati
NPCB Wei Xing
NPCB Xing Ting
NPCB Zul
WGSSB Amirah
WGSSB Caroline
WGSSB Shirly
WGSSB Siyuan
YHCB Haikal

others
Daron
Valarie
Cabbage

Colleagues
Eileen
Jan
Theorell