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Friday, August 31, 2007

alrighties!! updates updates.. how many times in my previous posts have i actually said that? hmm.. well, do help me count and tag me. =))

anyways.. PICTURES!! yayness =)

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ARGH!! CUTENESS!! he has this decent cute look.. he also has this cool, calm look.. all in all, he has a decently cute, and cool look. =) Oguri Shun(Ogushun). 25. 26 Dec. cool huhh.. 2 days after Marhamah's birthday, 1 day after Christmas.. cool.. =)

hmm..

ahhhh... speechless.. he's just so.. urgh!! i can't find any words to describe him.. GAAHH!! Raashilah!! HELLPP!!! Syafiqah!! HELPP!! Myra!! HELPP!! umm.. who else?? Liyana!!! HELPP!! ARGHH!!! *melts all the way to a big puddle* hehehe.. hot stuff. =) he has that cute, cool, pretty look about him.. he possesses this somehow mysterious charisma.. hmm.. =) ahhh.. =)) Matsumoto Jun. 24. 30th Aug. ehh..?? that makes him umm.. 24 years and 1 day old!! OMGG!! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, MATSUMOTO JUN!! gaaahh!! =) he's in Arashi. a Japanese Boy Band.. =)

MORE! MORE! haha. =)

haha.. indescribable.. =) he umm.. has that umm.. wolf in a sheep clothing kind of look.. hehe. good boy exterior, bad boy interior.. hehh. cool huhh.. =) Matsuda shota. 22. 10th Sept. =) soon, my dear. soon. haha. =) hmm.. cute.. =)

Abe Tsuyoshi. 25. 13th Feb. hehh. 30 days after mine. =) 3 days before Aliff Aziz's . hehh. =) cool ehh.. he looks like he has a serious exterior but a fun interior, huhh.. =) anyway, he was originally born in China. his Mandarin name is umm. Li Zhendong(Li Dong Dong). AND!! he speaks BOTH JAPANESE and CHINESE FLUENTLY!! like goshh.. hmm.. =) he is a mix of Japanese and Chinese. =)

last..

she is just cute. fullstop. =) cute. cute. cute. =)) umm.. Inoue Mao. 20. 9th Jan. she is umm.. 4 years, and 5 days older than me.. hehh. cool =)

okie dokie. that's all. all these 5 people are in this Japanese Serial, Hana Yori Dango and Hana Yori Dango 2. =) watch it. =)

go http://www.veoh.com/ and search for Hana Yori Dango episode 1. that's the first episode of the first season. =) look for the user, pariswriter.. =) she has all the episodes. =) so umm.. yeaa.. or you can check out Hana Yori Dango. woohoo. =) cute people are all there. hehh. =) umm.. so umm. GOOO!! what are you waiting for?? GOOOOOOO!! NNOOOWW!! =))

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1:28 pm

Saturday, August 18, 2007

yea.. i dun reli understand wat he singing either.. but i juz like d dance.. esp d chorus part.. well, i din reli lk @ d dancers.. oni @ Yamapi.. n HE'S EFFING HOTT!! ARGH!!! hurhur. AANNIIWWAAEESS,, i luv d part he shake.. hoho.. hotness!! woohoo! haha.. if u've read my prev. post, u'ld noe.. =)

A..NY..WAYYYSS..

Yamapi is umm.. a shy boy.. awww.. =)) cuteness! muahaha!! u should see him smile.. GAAHH!! cute.. and umm.. Maki-chan is so cute! grrrr.. =)) well, that's all for now. =)

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10:54 pm

OK! now for the good one...

my sister introduced me to this Japanese drama starring Yamashita Tomohisa(Yamapi) as Kusano Akira, Kamenashi Kazuya(Kame) as Kiritani Shuji, and Horikita Maki(Maki-maki - don't laugh, Mly ppl. it's a very cute name.) as Kotani Nobuko, called Nobuta wo Produce. it's a very cute and funny movie about how these two guys(Shuji and Akira) try and help the new kid, Nobuko(they called her Nobuta) fit into her new school(Shuji's and Akira's school), by 'changing' her and making her popular. on their 'journey', they encounter a lot of problems and stuffs. etc.etc. enough! you want to know more, you go http://www.crunchyroll.com/ and search for Nobuta wo Produce. or Nobuta wo Produce. very the damn gereque-ing. =). trust me. i hardly watch J.Drama. until my sister introduced me. =)

just some pictures for us to stare and drool.

Yamashita Tomohisa(Yamapi):

hot yess?? OMG!! THAT IS LIKE SO EFFING HOT ARHH.. let me show you him pouting.. =)

cute larhh kayy!! okok. one more. then we move to Kame.. =)

ahhahha.. cute right??!! that's what he likes to do in the story. and then he says 'Kon!' which i do not know the meaning to. i don't think there's any meaning to it larhh.. it's just a word he invented i think. he also goes, 'Akira shoockk' (literally in english) often.. that is like so freaking cute larhh kayy.. =) he also like to say everything as if he is singing. he often calls shuji like Shu~u~u~ji~kun! so freaking cute!! argh!! =)

this is still Yamapi by the way. hehe. i'm sorry. this is just too cute.. =) ouhh.. he's 22, by the way. 9th April one day before Myra's birthday. so hott. and cute.. a young Japanese guy.. and he's got muscles!! woohoo! Nana told me that he used to be very thin.. hmm.. riight.. hoho =).. OKOK!!! stop bugging me already!! i know what you're thinking, Rashilah. i read minds. muahaha!!! ok. stop. let's go, Kame!! hurhur.

a sort of collage of Kamenashi Kazuya(Kame) found at photobucket. hehh. hmm.. let me see if i can find any other hhot pictures..

oklarhh.. quite cute larhh.. i think he's pretty. =). HUSHHH, Rashilah.. bluekk =P

okk.. this is like so cute arhh..whee!! ahhahha. =)

i think he has a melt-able smilee.. =) ouhh!!! he's 21.!! 23rd Feb.. cool right!! whee!! ahhahha. 7 days aft.. ehemm.. Ehh Elle Eye Eff Eff 's.. =)).. and he's thin..

Maki-maki!! woohoo! she's acting as Nobuka/Nobuta..

she is very the very pretty laa kehh.. =)

very cute right!! somehow this picture reminds me of Yvonne Lim, my classmate(1e5, 2e5, 3e6, 4e6).. not sure why, though..

very very VERY cute and pretteh.. she is umm.. 19 this year.. haha.. 6th October.. woohoo! i know Rashilah excited because Maki-maki's birthday is umm.. 4 days after hers.. lolness.. =). ok. i think i am done now..

DROOOOOOOOOOLLLLLL..

I LOVE e6!!! woohoo! yea! v(^.^)v
haha. RANDOMNESS RULESS!! muahaha!!
LAMENESS RULES!!!
I RULE!!!

<3,
EFJ
Faiezah

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5:14 pm

i wonder.. do i suck THAT much? does that person hate me THAT much? do i not deserve to be an alumni too? was i not a/an _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _? am i now not a/an _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _? seriously. do i suck THAT much? huhh?? URGH!!! no use talking abt tis anymore.. bitches will be bitches. i know i can be very bitchy at times.. but at least i include people in my ideas. at least i ask people for their opinions. at least i don't exclude people just because i hate them.. at least at least..

ALRIGHT!! STOP IT!!! I DON'T WANT TO THINK ABOUT IT ANYMORE!!!!! AARRGGHH!!! menyakitkan hati. i just want to get out of the school. at least if i am out, i have a better chance of not meeting this person and trying my best to not be bitchy. you know, the thing is, this person is FUCKING GOD DAMN lucky that i am fasting today. had i not, i would probably have cursed(vulgarities is so bad for my health) that person(not in front of that person, no. i hate that person to the extend that i would rather not talk to that person.) STOOOOPPP!!!

now on to the good thing.. wait.. it shouldn't be in this post with this bitch thingie.. so umm.. watch out for my next post upstairs.. =)

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3:25 pm

Friday, August 10, 2007

ALRIGHT. I AM DONE VENTING MY FRUSTRATION. let me NOW make this public..

I AM VERY VERY SORRY FELLOW NEIGHBOURS(E5-IANS)

and Liyana, i am sorry for making you angry. i vent my frustrations through my nick and blog. and i realise how hurtful it was for you.

i have had a very nice sleep(bedek) and now that i am not anymore thinking about the bloody game(well, at least i'm TRYING not to.. you've got to give me credit for that.), i realise that sixers still rule. yea. we tried our best and what to do.. you've won. well, congrats for that.

i hope we have a rematch somewhen next year. who knows.? AI Alumnis volleyball match. like yesterday.. soccer match. it's a far shot, but who cares? it's a nice dream. yea.. and IF they would organize for us, be sure to participate for I will be participating. we will fight it out yea.. MUAHAHA.. haha.. kidding. it was a nice match. but do keep this in mind. sixerzz still rock the world. and nothing's gonna change that. haha. bluekk.

i wonder why i was so fcuking mad yesterday. now that i thought about it, you didn't win $1,000,000. hell, you didn't even come out champs. (no offence).

well, it was fun watching sixer boys beat the crap out of the other classes. i cheered. i shouted. i screamed. my throat was sore after that. but it was all worth it. JB's spike was hot. and he's cool. yea.. ahhahha.. oh no.. i am now fantasizing about him like Myra always does.. NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! haha.. go Myra!! he is all for you!! ahhhahha.. AA is still mine.. haha.

the afternatch was fun. we(Vi,Myra,Rash,Syafz,Akmal,Dian,'Apek', and sum e1/e2 ppl) played volleyball.. it was damn farnie n gereque. Dian made a lot of sound effects. Apek was very lazy. haha. it was just gereque. fullstop. i think i'm starting to crave now. i'm craving for volleyball. can anyone play with me? ARGH!! ohh.. and just for the record, Liyana, i WANTED to play the game.. but ho wells. they chose another player as sub.. what to do..?

so.. what else.? ahhahha. Garfield was online just now. we chatted. he's quite chatty. any other new friends today? hmm.. actually, today was quite mundane.. haha. missed around 1 hr of NDP. decided to just watch the 2nd telecast. i mean, what's the fun in watching NDP if you start watching halfway?

after that, watched Live the Dream. Eka was in. Joakim's dad too. turns out, he was in the same secondary school Dick was. quite a small worls, i'd say. haha. umm..

ohh.. i had a rather interesting dream. i dreamt i had my period. and this morning when i went to the toilet, turns out.. MY PERIOD HAS COME! my goodness.. ahha. okayyy.. that was so uncensored arh.. haha. so umm..

SORRY LIYANA!!!

SORRY RHINOS!!!

Why didn't i notice before?
You were everything i had.
You were everything i needed.
And now i've lost you.

SIXERZZ ROCK FOR LIFE
once a sixer, always a sixer.
we kick ass.
i love sixer boyss

much love and sincere apologies,
EFJ
Faiezah

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1:16 pm

Thursday, August 09, 2007

Let me publicly announce this:

I LOVE MY JUNIORS!! YOU ROCK TO THE CORE!! you did well. good job. keep it up. now, concentrate on your other pieces for upcoming concerts and competitions. YOU RULE! <3>

and..

if you're not happy with my nick, live with it.. don't accuse me of being a sore loser and what shits. i put my nick to show how i feel. and sometimes i forget to change it. sometimes, i sign in and do other stuffs while waiting for it to sign me in. i do not sit and stare at the computer screen, waiting like an idiot for it to accept my e-mail and password and sign me in. so i forget about my nick. if i remember, i will change. if i don't, don't terase and accuse me of shits. i was angry.

anyway, how would you know if you won fair and square if both referees are part of your team? maybe they cheated because they wanted your team(aka their team) to win.?

you know, the thing that i am angry about is, we requested for a rematch because we are unhappy with the results and that the empire be changed. to a member of a DIFFERENT team. and what did the referee(aka our opponent's form teacher) say? "it's too late. if you wanted a rematch, you should have asked before the match after yours. anyway, i was also watching the match. and they won fair and square." or something along that line.. i'm not blaming him a cheater or liar or what shit. but who can blame me? i have my suspicions.

i mean, HOW THE F***ING HELL WERE WE SUPPOSED TO KNOW??!! they never told us we needed to tell them before the next match.. we thought, they could arrange a rematch after the prelim rounds before the semi-finals.
WHAT THE F***!!! BULLSHIT SIA!!

yea, well, we had fun cheering for the boys and all(i mean ALL) of e5(our opponent)'s opponent(even those we don't even know =)) and sixerzz still rock no matter what..

SIXERZZ KICK ASS!! WOOHOO!!

once a sixer, always a sixer.
sixerzz rock for life.
all the best in your studies, sixerzz.
let us not disappoint the (few) teachers who have been supporting and defending us all these while..

any rhinos reading this, note that i am just venting my anger
don't terase for nothing
it's not good for you.
and even if you terase, too bad.
i know you hate me.
i know a few who already do..
yea, well..
too bad for me then.

at least i don't accuse people of being a sore loser without investigating why..
at least i don't asal main kentot aje..

<3,
EFJ
Faiezah

Happy National Day, fellow singaporeans

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11:58 am

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

Randomness

Everytime i look up at night

I do not see the dark sky

All i see are bright twinkling stars

That seem to never be far

Sometimes i wonder

Why did I wish so much upon stars

When all that i need are here

They have never been far

Why didn't I see them before

Why didn't i notice before

All the things i wished so hard for

I never really needed to

I fear they will be gone

Before i could hold them

Before i could tell them

Sorry thank you goodbye

You know i need to

You know i have to

Can you wait until i do

Before you go?

Twinkle twinkle litle star

How i wonder what you are

EFJ

Faiezah

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2:30 pm

Monday, August 06, 2007

My dear fren Myra told me tat our dear A-Math teacher, Miss Premela, blog-hops.. so, in case you ACCIDENTALLY happen upon my blog, I LOVE YOU!! haha. ok, so that was so random. so.. umm.. let's just hope that she never does.. ouh.. and if you ever do, do tag =) to tell me that you've come across my blog.. so that i can start writing nicely.. haha what crap.

so umm.. volleyball was gereque like hell.. and umm.. Nasri is still an ass.. and Myra and Rash and Syafz rock to the core.. and umm.. Chemistry was okok.. and Hidayat is sooooo a big help laa ehh.. riight.. that was sarcasm, mon cher et mon cheur.. soo umm.. what else.. cuzzie Anis is slenger.. aunt Mak Ani gave birth to Muhammad Zul Danish yesterday, a baby boy. Slenger Anis just told me.. muahaha..

hmm.. what else? i guess that's all..ouhh.. and my adek angkat, Raudha, is speaking in different languages ever since i gave her that website.. geez.. so umm.. that's all i guess. it's a boring life..

ouhh.. and Muthe chatted with me. hehh. yayness.. and Myra is going to skin me.. =).. and Yang Rong chatted with me.. yayness.. he's friendly.. ahhahha.. and kinda funny.. =).. hmm.. i think that is all.. well, i got to go now.. will be back.. hopefully.. =)

ARGGHH!! I'VE GOT TO START MUGGING ALREADY!!!

much love,
EFJ
Faiezah

So be wise and keep on
Reading the signs on my body

... whoosh ...

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7:42 am