Saturday, December 27, 2008
urgh
i think it's time i reply my tags.. but then again, i'm too lazy.. and i'm supposed to be on the way home.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzwell, sorry i don't want to go back to someone who doesn't even listen to me..and i find solace in the assurance that they can back me up when you're against me. thanks. for the favouritism against me.BYESIE! =Dlove,EFJ
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6:04 pm
Thursday, December 18, 2008
randomrandomrandomrandomrandomrandomrandom
YAYY!!! my boyfriend came!! dae-yamn he's adorable.. Farah you missed out a lot.. lol.. nahh.. take care and get well soon kayys. =D your boyfriend ignored me, though.. hrmph.. haha.but yeaa.. i was writing Aina's and Ily Atiqah's names in bubble style.. then dear boyfie came and asked me to do his name also.. HAHA! happiness.. oklaa.. then he wanted sun and heart. as decoration around his name.. cute gile rabak larh seyhss. and he wanted to colour himself.. =DDokok. ermm.. then.. 2nd observation for Karuna's.. but it was a different person.. howhowhow??hmm..sorrysorrysorry boyfriend, i couldn't make it.. i'm seriously broke.. =/ roses next year? *smiles*ohh yeaa.. i forgot.. it's OFFICIAL.i have 1 Japanese husband, (at least)2 Japanese boyfriends, 1 Singaporean husband, (at least)2 Singaporean boyfriends, (at least)3 Singaporean scandals, and many many many more.. hehe. i loike.. my Japanese husband's fuh-reaking gorgeous, and my Japanese boyfriends are pretty pretty people. =D ohh.. i have a girlfriend too.. she just agreed to be my girlfriend.. hehe..girlfriend, date me some time. and you might just find an ice-cream in you hand. hurhur. ^_^"i want to go out with my girlfriends.. girlfriends girlfriends. holiday already. come come. let's date. =Di seriously need a boyfriend.. zzzzzzzzzz... Shilaa.. find me a boyfriend.. =Pp.s. someone take me to the Cinderella Musical starring Lea Solonga.. pretty pretty please?p.p.s. i want a huge huge teddy bear i can hug whenever i feel down or just need company.p.p.p.s. someone sponsor me driving lessons? hehe.p.p.p.p.s. i miss ZiDiFiQah. and we have yet to find the girls' tee.. zZzZzp.p.p.p.p.s. i wanna watch Breakout too!!! pleasepleasepleasepleasepleasehehehe.now you know what i want for the new year? start saving. =Phaiz. noone understands the pain of the pretty ones.. *sighs* *winks*love,EFJ
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4:26 pm
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
K-N-N-B-C-C-B
i'm so frustrated. you were supposed to help me out. and what did you do? give me a list of things to do. and i'm doing every-fucking-thing else we were BOTH supposed to do TOGETHER. your reason? busy.fuck you. just because you're one of them, you have the right to tell me what to do. i asked you to help. do ONE thing. contact this ONE person. you give me his contact details and asked me to tell him myself. why? coz you're busy. hello. you're not the only busy one here. you have assignments and projects and exams. woow. amazing. somehow it seems that i have all the time in the world.yea, it's my idea, so i'm taking more responsibility for it, and doing more work. but even that you cannot do? seriously, what the fuck are you doing? and you want to be the in-charge as well? HAHH! fucking funny-licious. and when i told you it's over, you asked me to just put it aside until after exams when everyone can make it. in the end, i say i cannot work like this, and ASKED FOR YOUR HELP, and what do you say? oh, we should tell them it's over, then. YOU DIDN'T EVEN FUCKING OFFER YOU FUCKING HELP! chibai. and you said some might not be able to make it after all. you only told me after i tell you it's off. KNNBCCB. is this how you do your work? and you want to be in charge...you tickle me.argh.. i'm too fucked up already. thinking about this makes my head explode.p.s. sorry, boyfriend, i couldn't go.. really no cash with me.. ='(. don't angry kay?love,EFJ
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5:54 pm
sappy love songs?
Love Story
Taylor
Swift We were both young when i first saw you
i closed my eyes and the flashback starts
i'm standing there on the balcony in summer air
I see the lights see the party the ballgowns
i see you make your way through the crowd and say 'hello'
little did i know
That you were Romeo you were throwing pebbles
and my daddy said 'stay away from Juliet'
and i was crying on the staircase begging you 'please don't go'
and i said,
'Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
i'll be waiting all that's left to do is run
you'll be the prince and i'll be the princess
it's a love story baby just say 'yes''
So i sneaked out into the garden to see you
we keep quiet coz we're dead if they knew
so close your eyes escape this town for a little while
Coz you were Romeo i was a scarlet letter
and my daddy said 'stay away from Juliet'
but you were everything to me i was begging you 'please don't go'
and i said
'Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
i'll be waiting all that's left to do is run
you'll be the prince and i'll be the princess
it's a love story baby just say 'yes''
Romeo said,
'they've been trying to tell me how to feel
the story's difficult but it's real
don't be afraid we'll make it out of this mess
it's a love story baby just say 'yes''
I got tired of waiting
wondering if you were ever coming around
my faith in you is fading
when i met you on the outskirts of town
and i said,
'Romeo save me i've been feeling so alone
i keep waiting for you but you never come
is this in my head i don't know what to think'
he knelt to the ground, and pulled out a ring
and said,
'Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone
i love you and that's all i really know
i talked to your dad go pick out a white dress
it's a love story baby just say 'yes''
Coz we were both young when i first saw you...
Teardrops on My Guitar
Taylor Swift
Drew looks at me i fake a smile so he won't see
that i want and i'm needing everything that we should be
i'll bet she's beautiful that girl he talks about
and she's got everything i have to live without
Drew talks to me i laugh coz it's so damn funny
that i can't even see anyone when he's with me
he says he's so in love he's finally got it right
i wonder if he knows he's all i think about at night
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
he's the song in the car i keep singing
don't know why i do
Drew walks by me can't he tell that i can't breathe
and there he goes so perfectly the kind of flawless i wish i could be
she better hold him tight give him all the love
look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky coz
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishin' star
he's the song in the car i keep singing
don't know why i do
So i drive home alone as i turn out the light
i'll put his picture down and maybe get some sleep tonight coz
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
the only one who's got enough for me to break my heart
he's the song in the car i keep singing don't know why i do
he's the time taken up but there's never enough
and he's all that i need to fall into
Drew looks at me i fake a smile so he won't see...
what is up with me and sappy love songs? and the person i'm missing right now isn't exactly helping. i feel adrift from you. argh.
or maybe it's just me.
love,
EFJ
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3:51 pm
Tuesday, December 09, 2008
i have found a video that Nur Rashilah binte Rashid would definitely love no matter what. =Dhttp://www.crunchyroll.com/media-346244/NewS-Parody-Taiyo-No-Namida-the-other-side.htmlWATCH WATCH WATCH!! you'd BETTER watch, i tell you. or i'll gorge your eyes out. =Dpeace.love,EFJ
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4:47 pm
booooom
when realisation sinks in....disappointment sets in...........one-liners are such an annoyance and an irritance.but sometimes a line can tell a story.a story many words can't tell.love,EFJ
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3:27 pm
Monday, December 01, 2008
re: :)
Comment with a :),and I'll:1. Tell you why I befriended you.2. Associate you with something - random, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.3. Tell you something I like about you.4. Tell you a memory I have of you.5. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.6. Tell you my favorite user pic of yours.shila;:1) because you're slenge. ahha. nola. because you seemed nice and approachable and a nice person to be with. it's fun hanging out with you. :)2) too many to choose.....................DOUGHNUTS!!pretty boys....ahh!! FOOOOOODD!!!ahha. when i hear your name, i think of food. hehe :P3) i like the fact that you are fun to disturb. hehe. ermm. you go everywhere i drag you without complains or whines, and you never fail to make me smile just by being yourself. you lift my mood, whether you realise it or not. and you always seem to want to know of updates in my life. haha. but i hate the fact that i can't stay angry at you. so unfair. hrmph. lol.omg i so sound like i'm dating you. but then again, you're my girlfriend. so it's ok. ahha. =D4) ermm.. do you remember.. ermm.. uhmm.. wait.. lemme think. haha.i remember the time you tried so hard to coax me when i cried because i couldn't say bye to Diaz. haha.and i remember before that, you just suddenly told me you wanted to talk, and i called you instead of chatting with you on MSN, and you cried. yeaa.. that was shocking then. hehh.5) why do you hate the doctor so much? your head's covered in crimson red at a constant rate, and you still refuse to go to the doctor. geeez.6) ermm. the current one with Yamada Ryosuke. ahha. nonono. the one with you looking so slenge, eating a doughnut. lol.okeh. done. very the super duper long one right? hahaha. there, you go, Shila. all about you.. haha.. =Dlove,EFJ
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2:03 pm