Wednesday, December 26, 2007

today, had to eat this HUGE pill for this infection lahh.. the doctor askes me to crush the pill.. so i tried. and i dissolved it. hehh. the doctor said it's not that bitter. then when i drank it, i almost cried. it was THAT bad. i seriously felt like puking. gawd.


just ate another pill about 5 mins ago. my abang seriously saved my life from another torture from that pill. i showed him the pill and he asked me to swallow it. i tried to gulp it down with water, but i couldn't. then he asked me to force it down, and VOILA! thank you, abang! you're the BEST! sort of..

wells, anyway, updates on what i've been up to.. been watching some Jdramas.

Jdramas that i've watched:
Kurosagi(black swindler)
Nobuta wo Produce(producing Nobuta)
Attention Please
15 Sai no Blues(15-year-old's blues)
Gachi Baka!
Ichi Rittoru no Namida(One Litre of Tears)
Tantei Gakuen Q(Detective Academy Q)
Hana Yori Dango(Dumplings Over Flowers)
Hana Yori Dango(Dumplings Over Flowers) 2 :P
Gokusen - Gokudo no Sensei(Gangster Teacher)
Gokusen - Gokudo no Sensei(Gangster Teacher) 2
Hanazakari no Kimitachi e(For You in Full Bloom) Japan~Ikemen Paradise~
Proposal Daisakusen
Yukan Club

that's all i can remember.. haha. like you care :P would you even watch these stuffs if i asked you to?

anyways, i have nothing else to say, so, bye!

p.s. you are gone


love,
EFJ

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1:23 pm



Tuesday, December 25, 2007

a very VERY short post.


mann.. first of all,



HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY, MARHAMAH. may you live long and happy and all the best for the new year :)





next,






ni-juu-go sai no Otanjou-bi Omedetou Gozaimasu, Masaki Aiba
Happy 25th Birthday, Masaki Aiba. :)




Aiba Masaki

yea, he's a cool dude :)



told ya it's short.


ouhh..




and merry christmas everyone :)






love,
EFJ

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12:54 pm



Friday, December 21, 2007

a short entry here today..

first and foremost,


SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA to all muslimin muslimah everywhere :)



and next,

Ju-kyuu sai no Otanjou-bi Omedetou Gozaimasu, Yamashita Shoon! :)

Happy nineteenth birthday, Yamashita Shoon. :)

one more year yeaa.. till you're an adult.. ouhh! you're supposed to have your driving license already deshou~
uwaa.. sugoi naa~ hai.

Yamashita Shoon

:))



which reminds me.. :)

25 dayss.. :) yippee! haha..

ouhh.. i read somewhere that HMV at Heeren sells NEWS Cds. and NEWS ranked 2nd and 3rd for their albums Weeeek and Pacific, i think. some say Orchard cheaper.. i want i want!! save money, buy both! yeaaa!!! okie dokie.


much love,
EFJ

i told you it was a short post :P

♥;*~♪~*;♥
10:30 am



Thursday, December 13, 2007

Hoshi Wo Mezashite
(Let's aim for the stars)
NewS






Ichido shinde mata ikikaeru
Sonna maho wo kakerareteita
Mezametara kimi ga ite hikari michiteita
Boku wa umarekawatta

[Chorus]
Minna iru kai
Hoshi wo mezashite
Kimi ni michibikare
Utai nagara
Boku wa arukidasu
Furikaeranai sa
Kizu darake no shounen jidai nado

Boku wa tashikani michi ni mayotteita
Fukai kurayami de kodoku ni naiteta
Mezametara kimi ga ite hikari michiteita
Boku wa umarekawatta


[Chorus]
Minna iru kai
Hoshi wo mezashite
Kimi ni michibikare
Utai nagara
Boku wa arukidasu
Kurikaesanai sa
Mou nidoto wa onaji ayamachi wo

[Bridge]
Ai no chikara no
Ookisa tottosa wo
Omoishitta yo

Hoshi wo mezashite
Kimi ni michibikare


[Chorus]
Minna iru kai
Hoshi wo mezashite
Kimi ni michibikare
Utai nagara
Boku wa arukidasu
Furikaeranai sa
Kizu darake no shounen jidai nado

(Ikou)
Hoshi wo mezashite
Kimi ni michibikare
Boku wa arukidasu

(Ikou)
Hoshi wo mezashite
Utai nagara
Boku wa arukidasu



first time i posted the lyrics of a Japanese song. it just touched my heart. it's a really good song. a touching one.



NewS is one of the J-pop boy band from Johnny's Entertainment, which is also the agency for J-pop boybands like Arashi, Hey! Say! JUMP, KAT-TUN, Kinki Kids, and many more.



it used to be a 9-member group. but about a month after their first single, youngest member Takahiro Moriuchi left Johnny's Entertainment.



in 2005, Uchi Hiroki, who was also in Kanjani8 with fellow member Nishikido Ryo, got involved with underaged drinking(20 is the legal drinking age in Japan) and was thus suspended and demoted to trainee.



in 2006, a picture of another member, Kusano Hironori, with a can of beer was taken. although he denied having drunk it, saying that it was just for fun, he still left the band.



after that, NewS went on hiatus. Nishikido Ryo went to work with Kanjani8 full time, while Yamashita Tomohisa went to debut as a solo and starred in many dramas. Tegoshi Yuya and Masuda Takahisa continued with their own group, Tegomass(which was already formed before the group's hiatus, i think). Koyama and Shige? well? i don't know. sorry..

HAHH! why am i being so serious here? hmm.. anws, NewS is back! NewS is alive and kicking. they reformed just before New Years 2007 i think.. yeaa.. more of them can be found at wikipedia(d-addicts)

just finished watching their DVD Never Ending Wonderful Story. all about their tour and all and how they feel now that they're back as NEWS. yeaaa.. it was very touching. and i seriously thank whoever subbed it. wootz! thankiies muchies! luvya.

anws, back to the song. what's the song about? the song is all about their 'rebirth' and they're wondering if their fans are still there to support them. and if their fans have been waiting all this while for them. some(or maybe all) of them actually cried when they sang this song during their tour. that just shows how much their fans mean to them. this song, to me, somewhat showcases their feelings and conveys it to the listeners. yeaa.. i'm being all touchy here.


anws, that's all i got for now. toodles!

love,
EFJ


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5:57 pm



Thursday, December 06, 2007

am bored.

am in need of a job.

am in need of some kind of entertainment. my main source of entertainment has gone off somewhere.

everyone seems to have deserted me.

everyone seems to not want to talk/chat/etc to/with me.

etc. etc. etc.

yeaa. that's basically it for today.

total boredom.

what can i do?

sorry for the negativity but this is me when i am bored with noone to share it with.

usually i have friends around me with whom i can go crazy.

this is one main reason why i dread holidays so much.

i told you my brain works differently from yours.

one simple word to describe myself? contradictory. remember that long post about myself? yeaa.. contradicting. i am constantly contradicting. yeaaa. i know.. complicated. but i can't help it. i'm a complicated, contradictory person. hmph. what can i do? can someone suggest to me?


ouhh.. and if your name does not appear in my linklist, or you have changed, or whatever, tag.

sorry. i couldn't be bothered about my template and stuffs. :P

i have a very strong feeling this blog would be dead sooner or later. ouhh.. and E and L, i seriously wish it were true what i 'told' you. :P like seriously. S and R, trust me. who would want that? hahah. sorry for making you guys worried about me.. :P but it was nice. showed you cared. haha.. and A too. i love you guys muchies! muax! ;)


love,
EFJ

♥;*~♪~*;♥
6:16 am



Tuesday, December 04, 2007

sorry for all that i've caused you
sorry for ever troubling you
sorry if i ever let you down
i'm sorry i'm sorry now
but i'm grateful to God for He understood
i'm grateful to God for He he gave me you
i'm thankful to God for He gave me a chance
i'm thankful to God for i've got a friend at last

but i wonder
i wonder if we'll stay like this together
i wonder if we'll be like this forever
i wonder if we'll ever be apart

i dream often about you and me
i dream of us just letting it be
i dream about you and me both
i dream of us laughing and going with the flow

but i wonder
i wonder if we'll stay like this together
i wonder if we'll be like this forever
i wonder if we'll ever be apart

not complaining coz
i'm grateful to God for He understood
i'm grateful to God for He gave me you
i'm thankful to God for He gave me a chance
i'm thankful to God for i've got a friend at last
but i'm just wondering
i wonder a lot
though i hope this lasts forever
but i can't help but

wonder
and i wonder if we'll stay like this together
i wonder if we'll be like this forever
i wonder if we'll ever be apart

i wonder
i wonder if we'll stay like this together
i wonder if we'll be like this forever
i wonder if we'll ever be apart

i wonder
let's just stay like this together
let's just be together forever
but i wonder
i wonder
i really really wonder
though i hope it'll never come true
but i just wonder
if we'll ever be apart






wootz! my first try at making a song. please don't copy(if you're THAT lame) without my permission. you want? tag and include your details so i ca reply you.. haha.. how pathetic is THAT? this is like so lame. i know no one would, but just to be safe yeaa..

and ermm.. i was just typing out what came to my empty head. so there you have it. a pathetic song from a pathetic girl with a pathetic empty head at this time.. haha.

i hope you like it yeaa.. i realy do.. coz this comes from the heart. :P like seriously. now now, don't give me that face. it looks really ugly on you. haha :P anyways, hope you like it! comments are loved! :)



i love my friends :) thank you to those who cared :) you know who you are :)




love,
EFJ

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1:12 pm