wotays.. it's been a long time since i last posted.. hmm.. let's start off with something nice first.. the other day, last month i think :P we went to Geylang.. and we bought clothes.. hurhur.. i have three new set of clothes.. well, actually, two.. and the third one was actually my mother's, but she didn't fit, so well.. yarh.. even Nana didn't fit.. it was too tight for either.. 'i feel belittled' *crouches down in one corner* Ga~n(sound of disappointment)


anws, DOUZO!!



haish.. haha.. the top($18) is mama's :D the skirt is mine :P





haha :D jeans is mine :P





i like this outfit best :D the top is from Geylang($18) the jeans is (surprise SURPRISE!!) Syfaz's jeans.. yeaa you know.. the one she gave me lol because she couldn't fit.. :P and the one Mama and Daddy forbade me to wear.. because.. well, it's skinny.. understandable daiyouh :P yayy Syafz! i can finally wear your jeans lol :D





haha.. :D and this.. this is also the skirt i wore with the pink..ermm..blouse?.. this is the original pairing lol.. pairing reminds me of JE :D

anws, the whole outfit is about $27.. another set of <$30 clothes for me lol.. i'm a cheap-skate.. sue me :D and the green one too, actually.. well, the top's $18, and the jeans are free.. so yeaa.. haha :D i loike lol.. ouhh.. and i think skirts make my butt look big.. eww.. i hate skirts :P but mama doesn't want to buy another jeans *crouches down and cries* okay.. that's it for this post.. toodles!! when my mummy and daddy gets their pay, i'm going to go buy more cheap clothes lol :P i like cheap stuffs.. they're nice..


ouhh.. yeahh!! yesterday, i went to Sembawang.. and and.. i went into Comix Connection at Sunplaza.. just to.. you know.. see if i'm lucky enough to see another YamaP merchandise.. and guess what!! no.. i didn't get YamaP merchandise.. but i got something else that's just as good, i think.. lol :D so ermm.. guess lahh.. haha.. go on guessing, lahh you.. because it's just between me, Nana, Jiji, and Rash-es :D *tilts head* ne~ haha.. from here you can roughly guess lol :D


ouhh.. btws..


JU HACHI SAI NO TANJOUBI OMEDETOU GOZAIMASU, TAKAKI YUYA!! yatta!! he's growing.. hhahh.. i loike :D




yess. that pretty boy up there.. that's the birthday boy yeaa.. :D


well, that's it, then.. :D


love,
EFJ

♥;*~♪~*;♥
2:24 pm

i've been sick the past few days.. well, not exactly FEW.. just about one week? haha.. serious.. since like Sunday.. :D well, fever's cooled down.. just the cynase period is starting again. haishh.. how i hate cynase.. :D but i know at least two other people in the same club yeaa :D

anyway, these past few days, i had a few dreams.. ouhh.. i just realised something about my dreams.. they mostly occur at times when i'm half awake or about to wake up.. like.. i know.. i'm aware that it's morning already, and that the alarm is going to sound soon.. that's when my dreams occur(not for my OGL's case, though :P).. i guess it's my sub-conscious.. :D

anyways, i had five dream, one of which, i apparently forgot :P..

and one of the other four was about me failing yet another test(i forgot which, though).. grr.. these kinds of dreams are annoying me.. they make me wake up, feeling worried about what else might happen.. is this like a warning that my life would not be as smooth as i'd hope?


because i dreamt i missed my pure-Chemistry Paper 2 and both my pure-Biology papers, and i barely passed.. and i think i had a dream about my Math.. or was it A-Math.. well, either way, i barely passed my A-Math too.. and i dreamt i failed my Malay(or was it Higher Malay?) test and i didn't get a distinction for my Higher Malay.. haiz.. i wonder what i should do.. :'(


other than that, Diaz i'm sure you're honoured.. you're in one of my three other dreams.. :D

it was 1st April.. but apparently, i didn't know.. yeaa.. well.. you can guess what happened ne~

well, anyway, i was going home from MI(PAE, apparently :P *shrugs*) with Diaz, and he kept saying that Nura's Zorro likes me.. like.. *rolls eyes*

well, anyway, we were in the bus, and there was a school girl, and a female bus conductor.. apparently, the school girl is his(Zorro)'s sister, and the bus conductor is his mum lol.. they kept saying that he likes me and stuffs.. haha.. and then we(Zorro and me) talked.. haha.. and ermm.. when we alighted the bus, i was asking Diaz why they kept doing that to me.. and he said it's because it's April Fools.. lol.. like.. -.-; *what the hell face* :D

and ermm.. after that me, Hafiz, Izzati and another guy.. i think it was Faisal AICB well, anws, we went into this hall(at the interchange) lol.. i think there was an audition.. as in band audition.. not very sure what Hafiz was doing there, though :P

wotays.. that's it for the first one. lol.. i know.. unfinished right.. but like i said.. my dreams are super random..

then, i dreamt my nails on my right and left forefinger, my right middle finger, and my right pinky.. i think.. were coming off.. and when i told Nana about it, she was like, 'whatever. just pull it off.. it's happened to me once, and it didn't really hurt'.. yeaa.. it's true.. one of her toenails had come off once..

yeaa.. that's it.. and i know i have another dream, but let's just make it between me and Nana..

ouhh.. and i had another dream with Diaz in it.. that evil bastard.. he even wana kacau me in my sleep.. cannot sleep peacefully :P sth abt poly life.. but let that be between me and me.. :D

anws, i've been procrastinating this post for far too long already.. and now i'm getting lazy.. which is why i won't colour it..


love,
EFJ

♥;*~♪~*;♥
11:27 am

i feel proud.. i'm so proud of myself :P

i did something new today..

i cleaned the toilet yeaa.. :D

well, i must admit, that it's not exactly as great as my brother, but i did it yeaa :D hurhur.. and luckily my brother already got rid of the roaches.. if not, i would lock myself in my room until mum cleans it.. haha lolzz.. :P

well, i cleaned it.. and i'm so proud of myself :D yeaa.. it's no big deal to you people.. but i did something new today okehh :P

anws, the other day went to the beach.. :D

danced to Chirarizumu in the shelter.. after we heard a group of Chinese boys sing Seishun Amigo :P it was nice.. :D but Nana forgot the dance steps.. i rmbed hee :D

it was fun.. but i got sick somewhen throughout the night.. am still sick, though.. got flu and fever =/

hmm.. well.. i can't picscam right now.. the uploader has gone haywire.. :( ohh wells.. i guess next time, then :D

♥;*~♪~*;♥
2:39 pm

woohoo.. went shopping with mummy.. hahax.. i'm so evil.. i made her buy stuffs for me :P well, we bought(actually, I bought) this black long-sleeved crop top, to be worn over this white short-sleeved T-shirt(or is it dress?), with black jeans :D the jeans are from Tom and Stefanie(Woodlands Civic Centre), and the tops are from This Fashion(Sunplaza Atrium). SUPER CHEAP!! the tops cost below $20 in total.. cheap right!! and the jeans are like.. $12.90.. altogether.. below $30.. cheap right!!

♥;*~♪~*;♥
11:17 am

as you may or may not have known, i've been given the Early Childhood Education course at Ngee Ann Polytechnic..

apparently, my parents don't like it.. they want me to change.. my mother wanted me to change into a course i definitely detest. apparently, she wanted me to take Business Administration at wherever might offer it.. i loathe business.. the first thing i did when i got my JAE booklet was cross out Business, Engineering and IT courses at all polytechnics.. yeaa, i'm narrow-minded.. sue me..

anyway, after much ignorance from me, my mother finally couldn't be bothered.. she scolded me for not consulting her, dad and my brother..

HELLO!! i DID consult you, in case you didn't remember.. AND dad.. you just took the paper, looked, and gave it back to me, without any word of disapproval whatsoever. and when i asked for it, you said you couldn't be bothered since i still wanted to take psychology against your wishes.. so WHAT THE HELL are YOU frustrated about?!

and dad.. he just said okay. yea. that's what he said. 'okay, just choose whatever courses you like'.. -.-; and in case you forgot.. abang was at camp.. you don't expect me to call him to discuss right? he would probably just curse me, and hang up on me.. geez..

and why exactly did they not approve, because they did not want me to be a teacher.. -.-; because APPARENTLY, there're too many teachers in the family already.. if i'm not mistaken, YOU once asked me if i wanted to become a teacher, and that it was better that i became a lecturer.. now WHAT THE FUCK are talking about? why are you contradicting yourself, goddamit!!

and how many times must i tell you that i will not in any circumstances become a teacher nor a lecturer.. life as an educator, apparently does not suit me.. it's BORING!! B-O-R-I-N-G!! how many gazillion times do i have to tell you?! i can, and i WILL find a way to NOT become a teacher..

there're always other options.. we have to keep our minds open(now you can see where i got my narrow mind from) i can always become a child-psychologist.. not what i wanted, but it's close. now WHY THE FUCK DON'T YOU TRUST ME?!?!

parents DO have a way of making you crazy.. and the way my parents do that is by ignorance, and then scolding when it's decided.. GAWD!! i'm amazed i've survived 17 years and 50 days..









talking about 50 days, i was promised a new phone+line on my birthday which was about 50 days ago.. ohh well.. i guess she meant my 18th birthday.. -.-; you guys really have a way of twisting your words..










on a lighter(much MUCH lighter, as in BIG BANG lighter) note, Diaz said he read my dream, and he had stomachache reading it.. i wonder if he had diarrhoea.. and i told Farhaan i had a dream 'starring' Sufri, and he said i'm fantasizing about Sufri.. like.. EEWW!! E~E~W~W!! why would i want to fantasize about HIM?! of all people?! why would i want to fantasize at all?! bluekk!! *pukes*

Farhaan said a girl from JAE once approached * and said she fantasized about him in bed.. like.. soo.. :O omgawd lahh.. why would you DO THAT?! fantasizing about someone in bed is like......*dotz* and telling him too?! gosh!! giler..

if it's true or not, is another story lahh kann... because knowing Farhaan, haish.. you can't exactly trust him that muchh.. hehh.. i'm so evil.. i feel so bad.. NOTT! :P hee :D

haha.. Farhaan the lying spamming bastard :D

anws, let's just cross our fingers and hope nobody reads this.. :D especially not HIM!! and if you did read, please don't ask him if it's true.. hahax.. he'll kill me.. and Farhaan.. well, i don't exactly care if he kills Farhaan.. a good riddance.. :P but i'm still too young.. i still want to pursue my education and work, and marry and have kids :D


Nur Farhiesyha Aqhmar
Muhammad Farhieqh Aqhidh
Muhammad Farhiedhzul Aqhurdh
Nur Farhiehha Aqhirha

nice? nice? :P me like.. i want 3 kids.. 2 girls, 1 boy :P

i know, i know, got four names up there.. i just like.. heehee.. i made them up on impulse.. they came into my head as i was blogging :P

i loike UedaLovers.. :D they rock.. we're the coolest bunch... heeeee


love,
EFJ

this post has again been very random(exc the top part)

♥;*~♪~*;♥
8:24 am

"and then it died"


hahax.. randomness is controlling me.. :D HELP..

anyways, i had a lot to say.. and then it disappeared :D well..

i ♥♥♥♥♥ that guy up there. i'm going crazy for him.. idk why..

hahax. me likey likey, as Jaz would put it.. hahax..

"this has been a random post by EFJ. goodbye and take care. i miss you all"


ouhh.. and before i forget..


NANA RAPES SOTONGs!!! MY SISTER RAPES SOTONGs!!! SOMEONE HELP!! WHAT THE HELL IS SHE THINKING?! RAPING SOTONGS?!! v^^v *evil laugh*


and Diaz said he had a stomachache when he read my dreams.. -.-; that evil bastard.. haha :P

love,
EFJ

♥;*~♪~*;♥
11:35 am

haizz.. it seems that i miss MI too much.. and i miss everyone too much..


apperently, i had a weird dream last night.. or was it 2 nights ago? anws.. it was more like 2 weird dreams.. the weirder thing about it is, they both involve the same person.. one of the 2008 MI PAE OGLs. more specifically, one of the 2008 MI PAE Flintstones OGLs hahax..

well, i already told Fiqah about it.. let me copy-paste it onto here.. let's see.. hmm..



ermm.. the first one is..
i went to this school, CBSS.. but idk what it stands for. haha. i forgot.. not chongboon, though..
i go there to check things out and stuffs.. idk why also..
there was a sec 1 camp gg on..
anws, i go there, i walk pass the sec 1 classes.. their classes mcm 1a, 1b, 1c, etc..
anws, as i walk past them, they have this 'poster' with each of the students' pictures.. some of the guys look like Jap, but their names are chinese.. soo.. hmm.. haha..
anws, i walk pass 1c, and i saw this pic of this one girl in cap.. i look closer, and her name is challene, tk slh.. ch-sth.. got 2 'l's in her name, also.. haha..
yarh, somewhere near their pics, got their names arh..
so anws, i was walking ard, and i saw this sec 1 class practising their cheer or sth liddat.. then kene assemble.. and they were like.. still practising. then i told them arh.. the last class to assemble kena do forfeit, like dance or sth.. then they all lari..
the leader of the class is the one yg pakai topi, challene.. then i ask arh, what class.. this girl, she very timid arh.. seh say 1c..
that time already glp.. idk where their mentor.. i ask them arh, who their mentor.. you know what they say?
Sufri.. -.-;
so i thought arh.. ehh, 1 of my OGLs oso Sufri.. hahax..
then the camp leader, or sth liddat tgh bt announcement, and i saw that all the mentors are MI nye OGLs -.-;
OUHHH!! now i rmb..
it's chanelle..
hahax
anws, i asked chanelle to go call Sufri.. i couldn't find him anywhere... then Atikah was like.. going to cry.. i tried to calm her down.. she tkt already.. coz very dark.. then chanelle go ask the camp leader where sufri is arh..
then sufri came, and i realised the class were not with us..
as in there were only chanelle, atikah, sufri and me..
then i look for the class.. i found them and asked them to go to chanelle there.. like i told them arh.. one of your classmates is scared.. you should all try to coax her and stuffs.. you should work as a class in whatever you do, and not get separated no matter what, unless you're going to sleep, or bathroom..
hahax
then.. d class united, and i was appointed their mentor ast.. -.-; because i can console atikah when she scared.. -.-;




i was in a bus.. i was planning to go MI.. idk the bus stop kat MI tk. but i saw sufri and another OGL.. a girl.. so i just naik arhh..
but then, the bus stopped at a beach..
idk which one.. it just stopped somewhere near the shore there.. -.-;
idk whether that's where it terminates, but i saw sufri and the ogl turun, so i just turun.. then, i realised, i don't have tambang to go back.. as in.. i didn't come with anything.. idk where my ex-link all..
then i saw my friend, and mintak pinjam arhh.. but she was in a rush.. got another bus dtg.. she naik tt one.. but idk why i nvr naik..
i think i was following sufri and the ogl.. idk why..
then, i saw my junior from AI.. she was with another girl.. from St. Margs... i think she's her friend..
anws, we were talking, and i introduced her to sufri..
idk where the other ogl went..
then, when my junior saw sufri, she mcm smile2 mcm tersengih2.. like blush like that..
hahax..
then i was like.. *i got the hint*.. hahax.
so i asked her whether she wana go mkn..
she said okay, and she was looking at sufri..
then i ask him also.. then he said ok..
a bus came, he gg naik, then he ask whether we all following.. by that time, idk where her St. Margs friend go..
so we all just ikot je.. and i suddenly realised that i have my ex-link with me -.-;
hahax
and 'the scene changed' and we were sitting outside pizza hut.. -.-;
as in.. pizza hut.. got tables and chairs outside..
haha
so we sit there, we order..
then sufri saw this cup with orange liquid, and he was somewhat fascinated by it.. then he play2 ard with it, and splashed us with it.. so we were dirty.. haha..
then i go toilet, to wash up..
suddenly i see my brother.. -.-; idk how he entered my dream oso.. hahax
then i terbgn..


hahax. forgive me if you don't understand.. this is my language when i chat on MSN.. hahax :D


ohh goshh.. Diaz is soo gonna laugh his ass off when he reads this.. hahaks.. nehmind.. ohh.. talking about Diaz,

All the best, Diaz.. idk when your tests are, but hahax.. All the best.. and we miss you.. haha.. yee.. :P

that's it, i guess..
hahax :D

my dreams can be very peculiar.. i once dreamt that Mr. Ivan Ho was shorter than Ms. Ilysa Saari.. hahax.. SERIOUS!! :P


love,
EFJ

♥;*~♪~*;♥
1:49 pm

*The Princess*

Nur Faiezah
Capricorn Goat
sinfully.innocent@hotmail.com
PAP Bedok North(Nursery)
PAP Simei(K1; K2)
Changkat Primary(1A; 2K; 3A; 4A; 5C)
Wellington Primary(5/1; 6/1)
Ahmad Ibrahim Secondary(1E5; 2E5; 3E5; 4E6)
Millennia Institute(PAE)
Ngee Ann Polytechnic's School of Humanities: Diploma in Early Childhood Education(1CO2)
CKP Netball
CKP Malay Dance
WPS Library
AISS Concert Band
MI Symphonic Band
NP Concert Band
NP Japanese Tsubasa Club

LOVES
whatever she likes
almost anything and everything :D

DISLIKES
Cockroaches; the only things that can make me run all the way to the other end of the world
Backstabbers?
Those who can't keep secrets
Confinement
Limitations
Assholes(except you-know-who=D)
Idiots(except.. well.. =D)
Hardly anything else :D

*Forgotten Tales*

December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
November 2010
December 2010
January 2011
December 2011
November 2012
February 2016
June 2020

*Escape Routes*

Her Boudoirs
My Friendster Account
My MySpace Account
My MyYearbook Account
My Facebook Account
My Twitter Account

♥Royalties♥
Nana
Abang+Kak Shida
Kak Adah

♥Fairies and knight♥
Diaz
Fiqah
Myra
Shila
Syafz
Syimmerz

♥Agapians♥
Agape
Chief Juian
Love Eric
Love Sophie
Love Wayne

♥UedaLovers♥
Ueda Fanlisting
UedaLovers
UedaLovers Group
Ueda's Tale
Ueda Daily
JinDa-ism
JunDa-ism
Chibi-chan
Hocchan
Joyz-chan

AISS-ians
Dian Kamelia
Diyanah
Farhanah
Liyana

Sixerz
Faisal
Izzati
Lesley
Shahiriyah
Shirin
Su'aidah

Millenians
AIE
08A6 Esther
08A6 Mila
08A6 Nura
08A6 Sakinah
Flintstone, Atikah
Flintstones Sarah
Flintstone, Tian Shui
Flintstone, Yiwen

CO2'08
Ameera
Elizabeth
Guiyen
Sophia
Teti
Tiffany
Xing Wei

♪Bandits♪
♫AISS Concert Band♫
♫NP Concert Band♫
AICB Dickson
AICB Dzakiyyah
AICB Haikal
AICB Jingyi
AICB Lisa
AICB Petunia
AICB Yanhong
CSSB Faiz
CSSB Shirin
CSSB Tormimi
JYSB Yuzil
JYSB Zafierah
MISB CY
MISB James
NPCB Ansar
NPCB Cruyff
NPCB Don
NPCB Fathiah
NPCB Fauzi
NPCB Huifang
NPCB Leonard
NPCB Michelle Ang
NPCB Nazri
NPCB Peiqi
NPCB Qiping
NPCB Ryan
NPCB Shuning
NPCB Si Hui
NPCB Suryati
NPCB Wei Xing
NPCB Xing Ting
NPCB Zul
WGSSB Amirah
WGSSB Caroline
WGSSB Shirly
WGSSB Siyuan
YHCB Haikal

others
Daron
Valarie
Cabbage

Colleagues
Eileen
Jan
Theorell