Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Truth

want to know the truth?
truth is, i feel distant from you. it's like, i'm cold towards you, and you're even colder. i feel like we've drifted. maybe a little too far. we barely chatted. we barely spoke to each other.
truth is, i miss those times when we've just only met. we could talk non-stop. you would share with me anything(maybe) and i would share with you everything. you would start a conversation, and i would continue, vice versa. it never mattered if we side-tracked. we would laugh like nobody's business.
truth is, i have no idea how we became so far. i have my clique, you have yours. but it was never a barrier between us. and i'm thoroughly confused.
truth is, i want to know. what was it that came between us? why did we drift so far?
truth is, i want to relive those happy moments again. i'm trying to strike a conversation. but it always ended so abruptly. i tried to start the talking, but you don't seem interested.
truth is, i want to laugh like nobody's business again, but it seemed like you're not laughing with me. you might be here, but you're actually there.
truth is...
i don't know anymore..
should i try some more or should i wait for you? i really don't want us to drift. i really hope our friendship doesn't end like that, and we become total strangers.

love,
Faiezah

♥;*~♪~*;♥
7:37 am



Tuesday, October 21, 2008

dream.?!

i hate naps.. like.. seriously.. i mean.. yeaa.. it's good in the sense that you can wake up easily.. but naps give me weird dreams.. not necessarily scary.. just... weird.. haha..

i saw a big green glowing thingie crawling up my living room wall. i thought it was a huge lizard, so i screamed at my dad to kill it or something. he saw the thing, and immediately said it was Hantu Raya o.0" the 'Hantu Raya' jumped down and laughed a menacing laugh. he said, "kau ingatkan aku bapak kau?!(you think i'm your father?!)" don't ask.. he(it?!) just suddenly said that.. but yeaa.. it(he?) looked exactly like my father(it is said in some stories that Hantu Raya disguises itself as a human but does not talk. when it is found out(that it's a hantu and not human), it will just walk away quietly. haha.. not sure if it's hantu raya or some other hantu.. =D). then he laughed, and started.. talking?! haha.. and he threw knives at me(?!) and i tried to dodge each one. somehow i knew that if i kena any of the knives(?!) i would be a hantu raya as well. then i would have to follow him within 24hrs or i'll die.. dad, too, was trying to throw knives at him. if he kena, he'll become human. one of the knives the Hantu Raya threw kena me. dad tried to 'cure' me by throwing another knife at me.. the knife has to hit me within 5 minutes of me kena hit. or he cannot cure me.. =/ so he was unsuccessful.. and i cried.


and suddenly, i had to go for my Japanese class.. o.0" so.. the scene was just like my K2 class.. and ermm.. we had to... CRAWL?! to get there.. it's like.. from my K2 class to the computer lab.. have to go out, make a turn somewhere, and then we reach the lab.. haha.. yeaa.. that was how we had to get to the Japanese class..

soo yeaa.. that's it.. =/

ohh.. yeaa.. speaking of K2, i suddenly remembered two guys from my K2 class; the guy whom i likeD, and the guy who likeD me.. hehe.. imagine that.. K2.. we barely passed the, "when i grow up, i want to marry ......" stage. and this guy who used to simply love pinching me in K1.. for God-knows-what reasons.

=D

love,
EFJ

♥;*~♪~*;♥
4:10 pm



Monday, October 20, 2008

we met.
we hugged.
we exchanged gifts and souvenirs.
we bid our final farewell.
we hugged.
we cried.
we cried tears of joy and regret.
joy for being able to meet one last time.
joy for having gotten to know each other.
regret for there were not enough time to mingle.
regret for we didn't use all that time we had to our advantage.
we sent them off till they've checked in.
we waved farewell and they went in.
and i closed my eyes and prayed that we meet again someday.

i opened my eyes and i saw my room.
i realised it was all a dream.
and i cried.
i cried tears of sorrow, of regret.
sorrow for it was all a dream.
sorrow for it was not real
regret for we could not meet.
regret for we were too late.

i cried.
i cried till i couldn't cry.
i wished.
i wished till there were no more words i could use.
and i hoped.
i hoped that there would still be next year.

*sighs*

i wouldn't want yesterday to happen again.

love,
EFJ

♥;*~♪~*;♥
3:22 pm



Sunday, October 19, 2008

is it really so easy to cheat me??

is it really that simple to lie to me??

is it because i believe everything??

is it because i'm so naive? so gullible??


don't give me some stupid excuses if you just don't want... fuck you.

learn to say 'no' instead of giving excuses.

sucks being me.

sucks even more being you.

i have no idea who to trust anymore..

i have no clue who to believe anymore..

ahh.. thanks.. for the experience..

and when i thought life couldn't get any worse.

when i thought i wouldn't come across another one like....

and i'm ONLY seventeeeeeeeen...

eighteen very VERY soon.. *coughs*

*sighs*


fuck teaching. if you yourself don't want to learn, don't expect me to use the time i can use for other more productive activities on you. there's no fucking use. everytime i spell out your mistakes, you change topic. everytime i point out your mistakes, you walk away.

well, fuck you. don't expect me to teach you anymore. i've tried. i've fucking tried. to get you to be better. i shan't say i'm the best. but i'm trying to pass down what i know. but apparently you don't appreciate it. so screw teaching. you're on your own, bitch. i ain't guiding you no more. i can't be bothered with you anymore. you screw up, it's your problem. don't come to me, begging me to teach you anymore. i'll just ask you to fuck off.



p.s. apparently everyone forgot my open house.
p.p.s. gahh.. i'm missing you already.. i hope we meet tomorrow.. and someday.. ^.^

gyahaha. yeaa.. he's cute.. i like his personality. and it's just that i'm approachable, ok, minna.. don't get so high for nothing.. hahaha. pissu. and the coke thingie.. whatevs, Jiaxuan.. you'll always be my darling.. awwwww.... *hugs* haha.. ok.. whatever.

Fadzhan!!!! why you KO so early?! you're supposed to be my source of information!!! you are my ONLY source of information.. now YOU are dead for the night.. *sighs* i feel so helpless.. gyeargh.. please let us meet them.. even for just a while.. please please please.. onegaishimasu. *sighs* ='(

love,
EFJ

♥;*~♪~*;♥
1:56 am



Friday, October 17, 2008

whatever

[edit]

SYAFZ!!! I SAW YOU!!! I SAW YOU!!! ISAWYOUISAWYOUISAWYOU!!! I so0o0o0o SAW YOU!!! hahaha.. =D okehh.

but yeaa.. like what Shila said.. why'd it have to be the bin right in front of him?! Manisah's such a nuthead. you also another kuku. carilah, tong sampah yg jauh skt kerr.. like.. you jln2, belok sini belok sane. jgn bagi die npk.. kekek larh, kau.. hahaha.. ok.. whatevss.. director yg suro.. hahaha..

remember the cute guy i mentioned some time ago? there's this one guy who seriously hates him to the core.. he made many many GodDamned accounts, all supposedly that cute guy. and he thinks i'm related to the cute guy.. HAHA! i WISH! hehe.. :P

[editted]


*sighs*






whatever.














seriously.















whatever fills your life.













whatever makes you happy..

















i don't give shit no more.


















love,
EFJ

♥;*~♪~*;♥
12:00 am



Sunday, October 12, 2008

Nenek Menah(her name IS Amenah) came today..

got to know a LOT about Abang's past.. heehaa.. like how he used to give a LOT of trouble for Nenek.. tch tch tch..

and Nenek can speak rather fluent Japanese.. keyhk. she can even sing Japan's National Anthem. whoo! hahaha. go Nenek! well, she did go through World War II.. so she had to learn it whether she wants to or not.. lol..

okehh.. don't really feel like blogging..


school's starting.. *gasps*


love,
EFJ

♥;*~♪~*;♥
10:54 pm



Saturday, October 11, 2008

Raya.. again..

[edit] thanks thanks thanks so much, Nana!!! for spotting it.. hehe..

skipped band on Thursday, 9th October 2008. HAHAHA!

coz i Jalan-ed with my secondary schoolmates. whee!

there was:
Rashilah, Humairah, Evia, Syafiqah, Ilyani, Liyana, Dian, Diyanah, Izzati, Shahiriyah, Su'aidah, Dewi, Shirin, Ain, Hafiz, Harrith(galah), Affiq, Adib(snow), Syafiq(cool), Jeremy, Harith(pendek), Azhari, (and some others i forgot :P) - some left early, some joined later. =D

went to Diyanah's house at Marine Parade *gasps*. ate spaghetti(Shila and Liy wanted 2nd helpings. haha.)

went Dian's house in Bedok *faints* and watched Pussycat Dolls DVD. the boys kept talking about Nicole. and they kept repeating the part where Jessica shook her arse. what. the. hell.? haha.. well, boys will be boys.

okehh..

and then went Yishun(initial plan was Woodlands, but i don't know why they changed it to Yishun. gyeargh.) went Vi's, Hafiz's, Myra's, and Harrith's(did i miss someone else?) house, and proceeded to Woodlands. went my house, followed by Shirin's. they watched Wujud 2. =.= were supposed to go Adib's house, coz his mum cooked for us. but it was like.. 0000hrs. dohh.. my last bus left like ages before.. T.T



in the end, took 912 with them and alighted at Woodlands Interchange while they continued their journey, and took 858. alighted at 3M and walked home. think i lost like 10 kilos.. o.0 exaggeration gets me high sometimes.. haha :P


yeaa.. that's it.. from 0930-0000. count how many houses we went. cool, ehh..


0930 was the initial meeting time. at Bedok Interchange. it was the guys' ideas. the girls arrived at 1030, and they had yet to arrive. so we went McDonald's and ate breakfast. haha.. nola.. we ate ice-cream. but there was seriously enough time to eat breakfast. at 1130, Harrith called Myra saying they'd arrived. so.. yeaa..


it was super duper fun, jalaning with them.. but seriously.. 1hr per house?? my mum scolded me. boohoo. and everything was spoiled by my migraine. i just HAD to have migraine on that day.. BAHH! and i fell.. -.-' on the way to MY house.. -.-'

and Hafiz didn't believe me when i said NP was gereque-ing. i mean.. what's not great about NP? cool friends, superb(but idiotic) seniors, fun teachers, gereque-ing life.. haha.. i guess.. that's for Sem 1.1.. let's see me survive Sem 1.2 haha. =D

i think i'm glad i didn't go for band on Thursday. was told that Steven was not there. so they had sectionals(Hazmi's playing Oboe o.0)..
and i didn't go for band today! coz.. well... i was pretty much lazy.. haha. and Ansar didn't go.. so i would be left all alone.. awww... boohoo.. coz it's only been me and Ansar every Saturday. -.-'

i ain't goin' next Thursday as well.. coz i'm catching my friend on TV!! Najian's on TV, peepoll! hahaha. gurl, i'm promoting you, okehh. haha.. =D and next Saturday. coz i'm having open house. do come! so it's TWO whole weeks of absence from band for me.. TAKE THAT arhh! RECORD!! hahaha. =D

okehh.. that's it. =D this's post's been nothing but random crap.. :P pictures'll be up when i get 'em.

ohh yeaa.. i got another weirdo dream last night.. was at Vivo, totally cashless.. didn't bring my money, nor my raya collection :P but i wasn't as depressed as Ansar was in HIS dream.. haha.. i was just like.. ohh.. okehh.. i've forgotten to bring cash.. there's always next time. =D

p.s. in the end, everyone's too busy.. so no raya this year. gee.. thanks, people..

love,
EFJ

♥;*~♪~*;♥
6:35 pm



Thursday, October 09, 2008

RANDOMIASHIZZOPHURONES

*Makcik eavesdrop from behind the curtain separating the living room from the kitchen and bedrooms while Pakcik sits down and chats with the three guys*

"Nama saya Ramlee. Binnya, Putih"
"Nama anak?"*points to Aziz*
"Nama saya Aziz. Bin, Sattar"
"Ahh anak?"*points to Sudin*
"Nama saya Shamsuddin. Bin Dali"
"Kira anak-anak ini bukan sodara kira anak ini sahabat handai ya?"
"Iya, Pakcik. kami bertiga sudah lama berkawan"
"Sejak dari dalam perut"
*Makcik laughs*

"Anak bertiga ini dulu kerja apa?"
"Oooishh. Kerja kami berat, Pakcik. Siang Malam tak boleh tidur."
"Iya, Pakcik"

"Kerja Apa, Ramli?"
"Kira bulu Kambing"
"Ish ish ish ish. Tak terkira kan tu?"
*smiles*

"Ahh Aziz?"
"Oohh.. Kerja saya paling berat Pakcik. Siang malam terjaga-jaga sahaja."
"Kerja Apa?"
"Tunggu ayam jantan bertelur, Pakcik"
"Ish ish ish ish. Berapa lama nak tunggu?"*makes a weird sound*
"Entahlah, Pakcik"

"Sudin?"
"Ish. Kerja saya mer.ba.ha.ya, Pakcik. Siang malam tak boleh baring."
"Kerja apa itu?"
"Kerja pasang ekor beruang"
"Ish ish ish ish.. Sekali beruang itu 'ngap'?"
"Kalau beruang itu 'ngap', saya 'ngep'"

"Ish ish ish ish. Mengapa pilih kerja yang berat-berat, nak?"
*Makcik shakes head, sympathetic towards them*
"Apa boleh buat, Pakcik?"
"Nasib badan."

"Ahh Pakcik, Pakcik. Yang tadi kita kejar yang kecik-kecik, molek-molek, cantik-cantik, manis-manis tu siapa?"
"Ohh itu Ros, anak Pakcik"
"Ish ish ish ish. Cantiknya."

*points to Makcik*"Yang itupun anak Pakcik?"
"EHH! Itu isteri Pakcik!"
"Ish ish ish ish. Apa khabar Makcik?"
"Khabar baik, nak. Ahh berbual-bual lah dulu. Nanti Makcik siapkan.. *wears glasses* kopi."

*Makcik goes in*
"Ros! Ros!"
*Ros comes out from her room*
"Apa dia, Mak?"
"Kau ni suka sangat salah sangka. Budak-budak bertiga di luar tu semuanya baik-baik belaka"
"Alah. Mak dengan Bapak pun sama jugak"
"Ehh. Kalau dah Mak dengan Bapak sama, yang mana jantan, yang mana betina?" *makes a weird sound*


hahahaha.. quoted from a scene from one of the Bujang Lapok movies, Pendekar Bujang Lapok, in which the three useless bachelors learn silat from an old uncle they saw fighting at the jetty where they were buskering. one of the famous lines from that movie is, "Cobaan.." hahaha.. can't believe i actually remembered the whole scene ><


ahh.. ok done.. byebye =) HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY! =D

♥;*~♪~*;♥
12:54 am



Tuesday, October 07, 2008

now why do i keep using the wrong userID/password when entering into blogger? gahh. i have too many accounts.

YAYYY!!!! HOORAHH!! Hotmail is usable again!!! whee! =D okehh. that's it..

got this from a junior's blog. haha. super random. she was click click clicking around when she found this:
You know when you are a band geek when...(I'll just list some that are really funny & interesting!)
1. You list your conductor's contact as an emergency contact. i don't even have his number o.0
2. You mark time when you listen to band music.well, sometimes. haha
3. "Push in" and "pull out" are no weird terms. o.0"
4. Every guy/girl you're interested in is in band. *coughs* hehehe. *widegrin*
5. You're alone and you suffocate because no one's telling you to breathe. -.-'
6. You like the way reeds taste. i know someone does
7. You hug your instru when you're down. well, used to, i guess. not sure if i still do =D
8. You worship your band conductor as God. waaahh..??
9. You spent more time in the band room than in lecture halls. does the band CLUBHOUSE count?
10. You recognise a band piece rather than pop music. ahhahha.. well...
11. 99.99999% of your ipod is band music. errr... nahnahnahnonono
12. Your SYF piece is your morning alarm ringtone. O.M.G. i'll die every morning then. x_x
13. Play the ABC of band songs.
14. When someone hums a band piece, you hum along. when i know the song. =D
15. The only reason why you like school is cause of band. errr.. nooo???
16. Using 2 pens to whack on an eraser.
17. You enter contests just to win a pair of tickets to a concert.
18. Games like audition or o2jam attract you cause they improve your rhythm. ermm.. i like'em coz i like'em =/
19. Everything you do, you ask yourself "Will this interfere with band?". ahahhha. if it does, i'm so going for it! :P
20. When you wake up thinking, "do I have to bring my black file today?". and now i know i don't have to bring my file. hehe
21. If you're in a band that plays national anthem weekly or something, chances are u'll cultivate the habit of fingering with the music when u hear it during morning assemblies. @.@" well, i guess i USED to do that. =X
22. Your desktop background is your band portrait. AH-HAHH! i don't even have any BAND portraits. -.-"
23. Trying to conduct heat and electricity. o.0 -.-"
24. You scream and run around in circles, emo for the next few days if you played a wrong note once, even if the conductor didnt notice. hehe. i'll only be emo for like.. 5 seconds. =D
25. Turn up for band on a holiday. HAHAHA! well, undeniable.
26. You feel honoured when your conductor just engages a conversation with you. ahhahha. well, quite true, i guess. *grins*
27. Dream also dream about band. there WAS a few. :P


please tell me i'm not a band geek. please. someone.
okehh. that's it. and babe. don't be so stubborn can? you're just like your UncleFi. so stubborn. sheesh. hahaha :P orites.

found THIS at my hubby's blog. haha.
Before marriage.....
He: Yes. At last. It was so hard to wait.
She: Do you want me to leave?
He: No! Don't even think about it.
She: Do you love me?
He: Of course! Over and over!
She: Have you ever cheated on me
He: No! Why are you even asking?
She: Will you kiss me?
He: Every chance I get.
She: Will you hit me?
He: Are you crazy! I'm not that kind of person!
She: Can i trust you?
He: Yes.
She: Darling!
After marriage....
(read from bottom to top)

gahaha. interesting, ehh. *wiggles eyebrow*

okehh.. what else? I DON'T KNOW!!! ouhh.. i found this cute guy's video in YouTube *shush* =D cutecutecute =D from Temasek Polytechnic =D peace.

okayy. that's it.


love,
EFJ


♥;*~♪~*;♥
8:37 pm



Monday, October 06, 2008

PICTURES!

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Shila's birthday cake; MANGO cake.
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Shila's present; LIVERPOOL ball
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Shila and those who serbu-ed her house.. haha sorry.. =/
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the HAPPY birthday girl
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Nur Syafiqah and (sweet) me =D
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Diaz Novera and me and half of Fiqah's face. HAHA!
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Fiqah reliving her childhood memories with Spongebob
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Fiqah playing with Di's Pikachu -.-'
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Fiqah reliving her childhood memories with Di's(cousins', i think) toy trains
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Muhammad Syafiq; Nur Syafiqah; Nur Faiezah; Diaz Novera
and we're called EzDiFiQah(sounds like It's D FiQah. so the limelight goes to them.. hrmmm...)



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This is my bedsheet
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and this is Shila's.

KAKKOII DESHOU?! coincidence much? hahaha. =D hail Strawberry Bedsheets! =D

okeh. that's it. and Hotmail is seriously getting on my nerves.

first day pictures later on.

love,
EFJ


♥;*~♪~*;♥
11:08 pm



Sunday, October 05, 2008

*pulls hair*

HOTMAIL IS SERIOUSLY TESTING MY PATIENCE...



why is it that everyone pampers Jiji when his battery is weak and needs recharging??? i want to be pampered too.. =( i want my battery to go weak tooo... =(

Farah.. i want my boyfie... i want my baby.. ouhh.. and i miss my babygirl Qistina.. =D Nana!(not my sister, aye..) hahah :P


should i go for the HMS leadership camp? i want to be a GL in next year's FOC. but i want to jalan also.. C class having raya outing.. me wants goo... gryeargh..


me watching 4bia... haha.. and me hates story 4: Last Fright.. rawr.. hahaha :P







































BOOOOO!!!!



shocked ehh? were you shocked? i shocked you didn't i?? "bikurishita yo." daiyou?! =D WAHAHAH! =D

=P

ok.. sorry.. was super bored. :P


I WANT JALAN RAYE!

with Selenge Sevens and band members.. rawr.

love,
EFJ

♥;*~♪~*;♥
5:57 pm



Friday, October 03, 2008

SURPRISE!!!

surprise surprise!!!


and when EFJ is in one of her eX-tuhh-REEEEEEM-ly RARE O.M.G.-my-room-so-needs-a-makeover moods, she can turn THIS(!!!)

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GAHH!!! THE HORROR!!!


into THIS!!!

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WHEE!!!

p.s. please don't comment about the mismatched room.. it ain't for people to see. it's for me to slack and sleep in.. =D

yayy. i love my room. sis stuffed all her stuffs in a HUMONGOUS box which i couldn't find a place to put. =/ so i stashed it in front of my bed.. haha.. peace.

realised that Shila has strawberry bedsheets(though not the same type) too!
HAIL STRAWBERRY BEDSHEETS!! hahaha. =D

HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEENTH NUR RASHILAH BINTE RASHID!

hahaha... gatecrashed her house with Diaz. bought MANGO cake and Di bought her a LIVERPOOL ball.. she's a happy kid, that one.. =D

chilled at her house for a while whilst Di went home to change. left when he called. he and Fiq picked me up from her house, and went Fiqah's house. promised time was 6pm. reached there at 7pm.. HRMM... hahaha.. =D

Di and Fiq had a gereque-ing time disturbing Fiqah about.. well.. hahaha..

"ala.. blm mtk maaf lagi. so kacau lebih2. nanti mtk maaf abe buat lagi.
thn dpn mtk maaf lagi"

hahaha.. quoted from: Diaz and Syafiq. itu due ekor, ehh.. nasib, aku tak sng dikacau. =D naik gile si Fiqah kene. ahhahha.

hmm.. went my house. my house and Di's are within walking distance, so Di wanted to park right in between. ended up, he went the wrong way. -.-' so parked at his house straight away and walked to mine.. haha. and then we walked back to his house. took loads of pictures and Fiqah relived her childhood memories. and then. we went our separate ways. Fiq sent Fiqah home and Di to Town and i walked back to my house. hahaha.

Di's leaving Saturday morning.. boohoo. ='( me gonna miss you muchies. *pouts*

but it was fun hanging out with the gang(+1) again. would be more fun with Zimah, though.. but.. *sighs*

me gets to hug Di and Fiqah. me misses those two beroks. Fiqah's always with her studies. da bdk JC katekan.. *sighs* Di's away in Indon.. grawr.. gahhh... crazy moments.. until next time then, Insya'Allah. rawr! imma miss you two monkeys!! =D

me still waitings, Di. haha. peace.

okehh. pictures next time when i've got'em. haha.. =D

p.s. sorry, Fiqah.. didn't know 'twas still unknown.. grawr. SO SO SO SORRY! *bows* hontou ni sumimasen.

went jalan-ing with family. went to Mak Ani's house(coz nenek's staying there). Sumaya hates me.. *sobs* amsyar is super cute cann??? posing nampak posing nampak. haha. went to my dad's uncles' houses with Mak Yah and family, and sent them off at Cik Faizal's mum's house. haha. yeaa.. the house super big cann?? and they have 4 newborn kittens.. GAHH!!! ME WANTS ME WANTS!!! but me can'ts.. coz Nana's asthmatic.. grawr.. =(

anyways, after that, went Nenek Nab's house. Cik Zah has a daughter!! 6 months old. not sure of her name.. =/ bleargh.. but she hates me too.. cries whenever i carry her.. keyhk..

and then went Mak Ngah's house. her house is forever filled with chocolates. gahh.. i love her house cann?? haha. i sneaked a few chocolates in my bag.. WHEE!! heavenly chocolates.!! =D dadsie stuffed himself with Mak Ngah's Sambal Goreng.. haha.. loser, larhh.. =P and we kept kacau-ing him.. he's so forever unglam cann?? nak step 38 konon. padahal my Abang 21. chehh.. haha.. kekek arh bapak aku sekor tuu.. =D and Abang stuffed himself with ayam gorengSSss.. and Nana sneaky sneaky... haha.. adelarhh.. between the siblings. =D

so about 8 houses in total for 1st day raye. initial plan was 10 houses. but parents were tired. and Jiji's battery was already flat maut. haha. so yeaa.. 8 houses.. happiness.. *wiggles eyebrows* hahaha.. tiring larh seyy.. heeled sandals.

i want heeled slippers can? i don't like the strap at the heels, larhh.. irritating.. so leceh.that's why i wore my new pair of slippers when jalan-ing with Fiqah, Di, and Fiq.

i want to jalan with the Selenger Sevens(you know who you are. =D) and band members. and i'm really really super duper sorry i cannot make it to C&D raya outing.. grawr. Leadership camp.. T.T

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT 'AIDILFITRI TO ALL MUSLIMS
to my friends: kupinta keampunan darimu dari hujung rambut ke hujung kaki jika ada terkasar bahasa tersilap kata atau tersinggung perasaan. dan kupinta halalkanlah makan minumku jika ada.

peace.

love,
EFJ


♥;*~♪~*;♥
2:17 am



Wednesday, October 01, 2008

BOOOO!!

i got a 'visitor' last night when i went to sleep. woke up and realised my body was facing the ceiling, and my face facing the left. when i tried to face the ceiling, my cheek like kena push in.. i tried to scream 'Allahuakbar', but no voice came out. i tried to recite whatever du'a that i remembered. when i was reciting this one du'a, i suddenly became breathless.. when i could finally move, i thanked God, and faced my left. i was scared to go back to sleep. but i did.. *shrugs*


i had a very weird dream.. i didn't feel scared.. just a little... adventurous? hmm..



warning: DO NOT ASK ABOUT IT.




someone(not related to me) got killed. after 'investigations', we found out that someone hired a hitman. after further 'investigations' we concluded that it was an assassin hired to kill the president. we(my family) went to warn the president and bring him to safety. we agreed to meet the president and his secretary somewhere. his secretary was to drive him there, and he would switch cars. the i would drive his car, and he would be in my parents' car. as that was happening, a lot of cars suddenly came. we knew we had to hurry as those were assassins(someone really hated the president.. =/) so i went into the president's car. we sped through the cars. at first, they followed us. but when we separated, i realised they followed me instead of the president. then i realised they were after me. grawr. and i drove all the way till i reached a dead end. so i went out, grabbed the baby(don't ask where it came from. it was just there. i'm not so sure who the baby was either. but i think it was my sister.) and i ran behind a pillar. they surrounded me, pointing their guns at me. i cupped the baby's head and crouched down.
that was when i suddenly woke up.. =/ but i didn't wake up feeling scared. instead, i almost immediately forgot about it.

i had another dream. Ansar, and my sis were in it. but i forgot. =/

ermm.. ok. i don't know what else to blog about.. so there you go.. ^.^

love,
EFJ

p.s. HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY, ANSAR AND HAZMI! -.-


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