xInGtInG: *Cheer up; forgive & forget~ i can really see tat u put in ULTRA alot of effort into studying through the song pieces & wan to prove tat u can do it cos u earn it urself through hardwork~ but dun give up hope after tis incident (of part being snatched).. there's still other chances of doing solos ^^, dun feel hurt~
EFJ: thanks. ahhahha.. i'm still lousy no matter what.. so it sort of makes no difference. but thanks.. for the encouragement. it's not just the matter of being able to play solo, though. it's more of.. giving me the solo, then taking it back. might as well don't give me at all. i'd rather i didn't get it in the first place than they give me, then take it back.. it hurts less. but thanks. really appreciate it. :)
Nana: Kakak .!! I FUH-REAKING MISS YOU GUYS .!! I'm still in beijing .! Got internet through the school I'm in. Say Hi to everyone for me .!
EFJ: ahhahha. i know you miss me. and i know you're still in Beijing duhh.. -.-' coool.. happy, arh, you.. got internet.. can google that guy-who-likes-to-make-girls-preggie.. ahha. =D insyaAllah, i will :)
Nana: Lol. Its ok. Once I'm back in Singapore, I'll MAKI LIKE I HAVE NEVER MAKI-ED BEFORE .! I make them over and over again with you .! xD. I'll maki sooo damn much until you get sastified .! xDD
EFJ: how the hell are you going to 'maki like you have never maki-ed before'? even before you left you've been using all the vulgarities you know at a constant rate.. zzzzzzzzzzz ahhahha. don't tell me you'll return with more vulgarities.. ahhaha. but thanks, babe. i really appreciate it :) p.s. make whaaat??? o.0" NANA!! what the HELL are you thinking right now?! you horny bitch. ahhaha. =D
anis: oh HELLO nana. cool got internet uh!! and HELLO to jaja, nice blog u have there ~
EFJ: ahhahha.. HELLO my slenge cousin. =D what's with the capitalized 'hello', by the way? and thanks! of course it's nice. it's MY blog.. hehe. haha =D
nabu: i think u have gross hair and dress sense
EFJ: ahh.. THANKS! for noticing.. i think.. ahha. =D
aishah: shuddup arh nabu!! why nv put ur name as nabei skali?!?!tak susahkan kau pe!!pfft -.-
EFJ: ahha. thanks, darling, for defending me. appreciate it loads. :) and these people mmg no life, larh syg.. haha
liyana: aaaaaaaaaand, it is relived!
EFJ: -.-' ermm.. thanks? haha
leonard: ur hubby was here too! Mukyaa!
EFJ: -.- hahaha. welcome! Mukyaa! =D
aie: relink pls :) put as AIE ok..
EFJ: ahha. DONE! =D
jingyi !: heyo babe! ;D misses. come back aiband soon soon okeh! loooves.
EFJ: heyy! ahha. miss you too. i'll try. if it doesn't clash with my schedule.. zzzzzzzzzzzzz haha. loves. :)
xInGtInG: y0x~ i was here! *update when u're free kk? i wan read~ :red:
EFJ: lol. thanks! is this considered as updated? =/ haha.
thanks for tagging! really appreciate it much. :)
love, EFJ
♥;*~♪~*;♥
3:03 pm
Friday, November 21, 2008
: )
found this in centerstaged(Syafz)'s LJ(a LONG time ago).. hahaha.. her answers for mine are simply hilarious.. had a good laugh.. haha =D luvya, my dear =D
Comment with a :), and I'll: 1. Tell you why I befriended you. 2. Associate you with something - random, a song, a colour, a photo, etc. 3. Tell you something I like about you. 4. Tell you a memory I have of you. 5. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you. 6. Tell you my favorite user pic of yours. 7. In return, you must post this in your LJ(or wherever it is that you blog =D).
though instead of commenting, please tag.. because obviously i don't read comments.. =D
and No. 7 is not necessary for you darlings.. =D
love, EFJ
♥;*~♪~*;♥
3:11 pm
...
*screams at the top of her lungs*
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!!
Honestly, i seriously think that i did not deserve that tone of yours. what did i do? seriously. what did i do or say to make you give me that bloody tone? i asked you nicely. and i get that tone. fine. if you want me to talk to you like that, i can. i can be a total bitch if you want. i'm being nice to you, and you do this to me. i HAVE tried being patient, ok. i HAVE tried looking at my faults.
ahh fuck it. i can't be bothered anymore. and that tone plus my fucking migraine just contributed altogether to my already-lousy mood. THANKS.
love, EFJ
♥;*~♪~*;♥
1:25 am
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
sorry.
i thought of all the solos/solis/one-stands/parts that had been/was or was almost/would have been robbed/snatched away from me and all those that were given to me out of pity and i cried. i cried more than when it actually did happen. and i cried myself to sleep. 3am. after i've studied The Cowboys Overture and Silverado over and over. i switched off the lights. climbed onto my bed. and thoughts and memories flashed across my mind. and i cried. i cried myself to sleep.no one to hold me. no one to scream at my face, telling me to stop thinking about all those bullshit band stuffs. no one to roll their eyes at me for thinking such irrelevant stuffs. no one to scold me for crying over such trivial stuffs. no one to comfort me. no one to make me laugh my sorrows off. no one to curse all those people who robbed/almost robbed me. no one to share with me their own experiences and what they did. no one to tell me what they would do if they were in my shoes. because the only person who ever did that had flown off, and will not step into Singapore before 26th November. and i have no means of communication with that one person. and now, i'm crying to myself, when i'm supposed to be eating my Koko Krunch.. gahh.
i know i'm lousy, and i know my presence makes no difference whatsoever. but i've tried. i worked hard and i fought hard. and i don't want to be given out of pity. i don't want to be given because you have a kind heart and you sympathise with me.i want to be given because i can. i want to be given because i earn it. i keep saying i'm lazy and i don't want it. in truth, i feel honoured when it was given to me and i worked hard to make it worth it. and when it was snatched away just like that. how hurt i felt. no trust, no faith was given to me. it was just a trial. and now, i fear getting hurt. so i played safe and pushed all to the others. i'm sorry, if you feel tired coz you have to play throughout. but i can't bear to feel anymore hurt. i fear getting hurt over and over again. it's not necessarily the one who took my part. it's the one who snatched my part from me.
and it's only just that i felt it again(no, not this repertoire). so i can't help it if i'm scared. i've just felt too much disappointment already.
p.s. sorry, Meera!!! i'm so very absolutely sorry. i don't know why my leg cramped. ahh.. i need to exercise. but i'm so LAAAYYZIIEE!!! argh! and mummy forced me to walk all over, to calm the cramps or some shit.. bend my legs and stuffs. coz she wants me to cook.. -_-'' naaahbeeeiii.. ahha. ok. dah. dah msk pooonn.. fish soup.. hehehe.. =D
love, EFJ
♥;*~♪~*;♥
2:48 pm
Sunday, November 16, 2008
dedication to Nana
this is for my beloved(only) sister-by-blood who's flying off tomorrow, on a school trip for the next 10 days..
repeat: TEN dayz.
which means... TEN DAYS i get the whole room to myself. =D happiness :)
ahh.. anyway..
i love you and i shall try to miss you. i will, if i ever have to do your job. ahha.. =D
anyways, bitch, have fun there and don't get nosebleeds. there aren't any hawtstuffs there, okehh. please don't come back with worse taste in men than you already have.. zZzZz... slutt.. o.0"
ahh.. by the way.. while you're gone, i'm sure to hog that hawt hawt guy-who-likes-to-make-girls-preggie.. HAHAHA! =D peace yaww. and i'm sure to play with your Nimbo. and your pillows.. imma droooooooooool on'em. hehehe. and i shall find ways to abuse your belongings.. peace.
haha..
darling.. have fun over there and take care, kayys.. don't forget to constantly wear your lip gRoss as it'll be very very dry there. don't fall sick, and take care of your nose.. it'll give you a lot of problems. try to adapt and get used to the lifestyle there and don't trouble your friends and teachers, please. you'll just embarrass me.. AHHA! =D back on track. have fun playing your clarinet, and all the best in whatever you do over there. may you bring back fun and interesting experiences you can put to use in your daily life.
morning. was supposed to go for attachment. but my cramps AND gastric had to strike AT THE SAME TIME just before i left for attachment. was walking out the door, and i crumbled. seriously couldn't take it.. SMSed my attachment partner, asking her to inform my mentor that i could not make it. shall make up for it tomorrow. and Farah EVIL!!! my boyfriend said he misses me!!! whee!! but he followed her today.. ARGH!!! T.T
evening. dragged myself to band practice. i had a feeling it would be a rather disappointing and depressing one.. ahha.. well, the attendance was a little disappointing though at least there were tubists. during practice, mild migraine struck. but i could still concentrate a little.. two new songs.. Mulan and some cheena song.. ahhahha.. Mitchell and Ruth and Elaine were complaining that it's so cheena.. zzz. i wanna play Mulan for Rondeau.. cancan? it's pretty simple.. and quite nice if we play properly.. =D
after practice. packed my stuffs and sat down in the clubhouse for a while. left with Hazmi, Ansar, Fian, Khai, Su, and Wei Xing. Wei Xing went off first coz he had test tomorrow.. went KAP with the rest, and Conrad, Fi and Rizuan came on Conrad's car. on the way there, fatigue hit me, and my legs wobbled for a while. i could barely walk properly and stabilise myself and there were a few incidences i swayed a little and almost fell.. but noone saw, so thank goodness. stayed for a while, and went off, coz, well, no mood, and i had to time my journey. my bus services end super effing early can?
now. just finished eating, so i can't sleep yet, or i'll have diarrhoea.. ahhahha.. seriously. so yeaa.. here i am, blogging. =D
YESTERDAY!!! fun like seriously super duper uber funn!! =D i fell down at my bustop while trying to chase the bus coz i was seriously late for class.. zZzZz. ahhahha..NO! that wasn't the fun part, idiots. i got a(3, actually) cuts on my feet.. pain, siaa..so yeaa.. class ended at 1.. lunched with my Yurii partner and her friends, and Nadiah joined in later.. after my yurii partner went off, Nadiah and i squealed over puh-ree-tayy Hey! Say! JUMP boys. =D and my Japanese boyfriend. hehe. =D i loike. :P Shila SMSed me, asking me to meet her at Junction 8 coz she and Myra want to buy something for birthday girl.. soo.. yeaa.. dilly-dally-ed for a bit, hoping to not have to wait for her.. in the end.... ...... zzzzzzzz ahhahha. walkwalkwalkwalkwalk while waiting for Myra. she came, bought Raspberry Cheesecake from CoffeeBean and headed to Woodlands, where we were supposed to meet. meeting time was 5pm. we arrived at 5.30, Evia at 5.45, birthday girl at 6.. zzzzz.. Syima arrived at 7.. ahhahah.. by the time she arrived, all of us had already eaten.. lol :P okehh.. anyways... we ate at Pizza Hut Causeway Point. entered, this girl named Nura(my sec sch junior, btw) led us to our table, and asked us to call a Natasha when we're ready to order. a guy came. tall, lean, dyed hair, kinda cute. (Myra was like, "this's not Natasha..." o.m.g. Myraa..) Myra and Syafz ordered, and they confused and laughed at the waiter.then i realised that the waiter had the same name as someone Eera knows.. so i asked her.. and nopes.. wasn't him.. ahha.. too bad.. he was kinda cute.. and then Myra and Syafz(the usual people) made fun of his name.. zZzZz.. and the one who served us was a trainee.. and they commented about him(or his name?) too.. and they laughed at another dood.. i tell you, i won't be surprised if neither of them want to serve us in the future.. ahha.. ohh.. most of the Malay doods i saw in the PHCwP have dyed hair.. ... soo.. we had a lot of fun crapping about nothing at all. haha.. sang(whispered) a birthday song to the birthday girl.. and ate. when Syima came, we all sabo-ed her by singing her a birthday song loudly.. she was 'stunned speechless' ahha.. ADVANCED birthday song.. HAHA! and then.. i can't really remember what, but i know it had something to do with Syima.. ahhahha.. now THAT is what happens when you arrive late at these kinds of gatherings.. especially when a certain Myra and Syafz are involved. ahha. gave birthday girl her present and cake.. and we helped the waiters clear the table, and paid the bill, and ya-dah ya-dah ya-dah. followed Evia to buy her contacts and saw Nafisa and Patricia and other RP band members. ahhahha. waved at them, and Syafz and the others waved as well. i could tell they were rather confused and shocked.. haha.. no worries. these people are very random and a little too outspoken and extroverted, i must say.. ahhahah. okehh.. then went home.. ya-dah ya-dah ya-dah..
in conclusion, i had freaking loads of fun yesterday!! whee!! ahahha.. Saturday AICB barbecue.. ANYONE GOING?! i have no buh-larh-dee idea how to get there.. zzzz...
aites. been a very long time since my post became this long, ehh.. hahaha. once again,
HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEEN TO SYAFIQAH NAJIAN BINTE RAMLAN! ^.^
PLEASE tell me what i did wrong, for crying out loud. please! i'm sitting here wondering what happened. what i did. what i said. that made you distant yourself. i'm not one who expresses myself, and i am not one who asks outright why is it that you're distant from me. so please tell me what's wrong. help me realise my mistake.
love, EFJ
♥;*~♪~*;♥
9:55 pm
Saturday, November 08, 2008
...
and now you're acquainted, thou shalt need me no more.
wish i was stronger. wish i wasn't such a bitch. wish i wasn't so sensitive. wish i could just open up. wish i was much more optimistic. wish i was nicer. wish i was happier.
i wish i wish wishes that may never come true. i shall wish and never stop wishing for wishing is what is keeping me sane right now.
PMS.
love, EFJ
♥;*~♪~*;♥
2:26 am
Thursday, November 06, 2008
bleargh
HONESTLY!
i was so not in the mood today..
BUT I GOT TO MEET MY BOYFRIEND!!! happy gilerr maut punyerr.. =D haha.. suke, aku.. miang, ehh, Faiezah.. haha.. ehh!! but he's so effing adorable today cann??? cancancan?! even Farah said so!!! heehee. kyaa~! my boyfriend.. is so.. adorable.. WHEE!! =D haha. okehh.. calm down, gurl! =D he's just so adorable, larhh!! Farah darling.. let this be a secret only between us can?? haha. and kau ngan Afidah seronok, ehh, kacau aku tk abes2?? mcm tkde org lain.. why're you guys ganging up on me?! T.T ahhahha.. i MIGHT get to meet my boyfriend again this Saturday.. WHEE!! happiness! haha.
Field Practicum 1.2 tutorial was.. ermm.. a-okay.. i guess.. haha.. we had to draw an image which we associate with children, and list down some words which we think describe a child. my image was... a blank piece of paper. ask Farah why.. HAHA! confirm she'll tell you something that's SO totally untrue.. =D haha.. but yeaa.. i explained why it was a blank piece of paper, and Juliana said something about my idea of a child being similar to that of John Locke's.. haha. WHEE!! =D
yr1 dinner was funfunfun. thanks, Elisse for organizing!! haha. had truckloads of fun laughing at Zameer and Elisse playing with each other's food.. -.-' sounds real wrong there, but get the picture, will ya? haha. ate at Pizza Hut..
THIS DOES NOT MEAN THAT THE DEAL IS OVER, EHH, DIAZ NOVERA!! haha.. you still owe me that meal, ehh.. remember.. ^.^
anyway.. Zameer poured chilli powder and cheese into Elisse's soup, so she changed soup with him. then he poured one whole bottle of cheese into her(his) soup.. but it was just cheese.. so i guess it wasn't that bad for Elisse.. haha.. imagine Zameer having to eat the soup with chilli powder and cheese.. his expression at the first sip was priceless =D.
okehh.. then umm.. they continued disturbing each other, while the rest (Tony, Wei Xing, Edward, and Sin Yi) discussed amongst themselves about some things.. haha.. OHH!!! Tony thinks Lasagna is pretty.. HAHA! farnie, siaa.. haha.. discussed with them about the games.. sorry, Cruyff.. i asked them without first consulting you.. =/ but they all agreed.. haha.. Wei Xing, Edward, Tony and Elisse started blowing into their drinks, and challenged who had the most(longest?) breath.. Zameer had to go off early to meet his friend/s, so we just paid and left. arrived in band room at around six.. because of EDWARD, my business pants got muddy.. blurdhy hell..
arrived in clubhouse, and realised i had yet to do Karuna's assignment.. WOOPS!! so i TRIED. in the end, got only the answer to the frog question. Aik Kee was already hinting to us that we were late for practice.. hehe.
i went in to find out that i was the only clarinetist.. then Elaine came.. and Hazmi and Ansar... and... Latiff's friend and Azri's juniors.. SIALA!! Woodgrove clarinetist strength is SIXTEEN!! haha.. and she's good.. and Elaine left and Peiwen came in. played A Copland's Portrait and "GR" Selection. uwahh!!
after the practice's ended, Fauzi came in.. slambe mcm tk slh gitu.. he said, "hello. I'm here. when are we starting?" - or something along that line.. haha..
i've forgotten to give Peiwen the PnC'08 recording!!! grawr.
after practice, i should've just gone home.. seriously.. but yeaa.. i went KAP with them usual bunch but my mood was totally shitty.. i have no idea why.. i suddenly had no mood for anything.. in the end, i excused myself early, as usual, saying that i had some stuffs to do.. i went home with an empty stomach, seriously hoping there would at least be something light to eat(i hadn't eaten since morning, and the only food that was in my stomach was what i shared with Elisse during dinner.
back at home, i found a little bit of rice left, and leftovers from yesterday's menu which, trust me, had gone bad by the time i arrived home. so i cooked for myself white fried rice, and my sister cooked maggi for herself, and she accompanied me while i poured out to her my feelings.. yes, amazingly, i do pour out my feelings to her, no matter how much i used to hate her.. haha.. guess people do change as time flies by.. i wonder if it's true for you.
ahhh.. now blogging about that has seriously made me moody again.. *sighs*
RP-NP exchange photos've been grabbed from Mi's friendster, but i am apparently too lazy to upload it to blogger. hence, thou shalt haft to search for it thouselfs.
HAHA! me trying out Shakespearean language.. CLASSIC! =D
p.s. i had a guh-reat time maki-ing the computer players while playing MSN Uno with Izzati.. HAHA! we are Ze Voolgar Gurls! hehe.
love, EFJ
♥;*~♪~*;♥
11:59 pm
Sunday, November 02, 2008
handwriting analysis and RP experience
dearest Tingting-chan asked me to do this handwriting analysis online, saying that it's bloody accurate.. well, after a few days, i finally did it.. jaa~ douzo! ^.^
View Report Welcome Nur Faiezah, here is your handwriting analysis. Nur is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes. Nur will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Nur an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other. When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Nur is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story. Nur is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue. People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Nur doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others. Nur will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it! Because Nur has sharp needle pointed 'm' and 'n' humps, she has a very sharp mind. She instantly sizes up situations, making instant decisions. She thinks and evaluates circumstances very rapidly. Many people with this type of mind are geniuses, thus she may be seen as highly intelligent. Nur is often irritated by slow talkers or slow thinkers. If she drives, she gets irritated by slow drivers in the fast lane. She quickly becomes bored when being taught on the level of the slowest student in class. She may be on problem number three when the rest of the class is on problem one. Nur is curious and very active. In fact, in school she might have been a trouble maker because she thought so much faster than the other kids, she finished her work first, thus having plenty of time on her hands to make trouble! Nur is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Nur basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average. Nur is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time. Nur has a temper. She uses this as a defense mechanism when she doesn't understand how to handle a situation. Temper is a hostile trait used to protect the ego. Temper can be a negative personality trait in the eyes of those around her. Something is incomplete in Nur's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Nur's sexual needs. Nur has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people. For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Nur has left lots of white space on the all four borders of the paper. Nur fills up just the center area of the page. If this is true, then Nur has a particular shyness toward people and a fear of moving too fast in any direction. In some cultures, respecting people, rules, and adhering to protocol are ways of life. The right side of the page represents the future and the left side represents the past. Nur seems a bit stuck in the middle, afraid to take action. Nur seems to have a fear of looking bad or of crossing boundries. It will be easy to work with Nur on a team, because Nur will usually follow the rules. However, this desire to respect the boundries can often be construed as a lack of confidence and people will walk over Nur if she is not careful. http://www.handwritingwizard.com/
haha. ok. so umm.. yesterday(1st Nov) went to RP for the music exchange thingie. 'twas from 10++ to 6. was gereque-ing.. i think.. haha :P
umm.. first game was.. blow wind blow. don't know the game? ask those who do.. i'm too lazy to type out the description and all.. so.. the whole section from both schools would kena forfeit if a member sat down last 3 times.. Zameer was an idiot, claiming he's from oboe section, when he was from trumpet. and Nafisah(RP gamemaster)'s also one kuku, she believed him.. hah.. apparently, there was one round Haziq(RP) and I sat down at the same time, and we were both from the clarinet section.. so clarinet kena double.. sianzz.. haha. in the end, we also kena. but our forfeit wasn't as bad as trumpet section, i guess.. haha. they had to spell 'trumpet' with their butts. haha. so umm.. (Hazmi step not from clarinet section. Eb CLARINET is still a CLARINET =D) we kena.. chicken dance. old time favourite. ^.^
second game was.. 'find your sectionmates(from both schools) without talking' -.- we already knew who our sectionmates were.. so we just chilled one corner.. haha. and umm.. the magazine-magazine thingie.. don't know what the game's called.. =/ woops.. :P apparently, we can only step on magazines to reach the checkpoint. somehow reminds me of the HMS Games Day. haha.
and then.. lunch. initially wanted to eat with the RP clarinetists. but... well.. but.. then i'll be the only one with them.. i'll feel so kuku like that.. like so shameless.. =/ hmmm...
then sectionals.. wahh!! their pieces, arhh.. tch.. haha :P but it was fun, larhh.. just.. very torturous. sort of. =D Haziq, Patricia(RP CL SL) and i played 2nd part. for.. Cavetown? and then.. combine.. the plan was.. NP play, RP play, NP sight-read, RP sight-read, combine NP's piece, combine RP's piece.
Silverado.!! i got lost.. for AWHILE! :P and CC(2nd) and i(3rd) didn't play at one part of the running notes. tired larh seyy.. haha =P but yeaa.. we were cool.. i hope :P their piece was nice!! =D i got lost a lot of times on the one NP had to sight-read.. Huntingdon.. then i asked poor Haziq to help me point out and sing for me(coz he played 2nd part and i was playing 2nd part. Pat also helped. hehee).. HAHA! ok.. i'm lousy, and i'm evil.. :P ehh! it was FAST! :P okehh.. the one THEY had to sight-read was.. American Graffiti.. woops.. they asked me to help. i only played that like.. what.. once? i think? haha. and i played third part.. but.. ok, larhh.. i found where they were playing.. just not sure about 2nd clar rhythm.. so i didn't sing :P hehe. hmmm... and then.. we combined Cowboys. shit.. i played safe and played 3rd. been a bloody long time since we last played that, larh siak! :P and then.. Cavetown.. haha.. i got lost.. serious shit. but we practiced that piece for sectionals.. wahh.. bloody hell.. but in the end, i found my place.. not sure how also.. so don't ask =D
haha. after all that, got the prize presentation thingie for some votes thingie i couldn't be bothered to remember. BUT! Wei Ren got the joker award.. WHOA!! wth? i hardly ever heard him speak.. what more joke. but ohh wells. and umm.. Hazmi got the weirdest hair.. HAHA! kudos to you, Hazmi.. ^.^
ok. and then, they played Gloriosa, last movement. i think we had to play as well.. but.. well.. you know me.. =D
hrmm... after that, camwhoring session. photos with Patricia.. shall rob her off it when i bother to ^.^ and then.. helped out with the packing and shits.. i seriously thought CC's clarinet was gone.. but it was with Ansar -.-' and then.. something happened.. and then..(too many 'and then's already.. -.-')dinner with Hazmi, Ansar, Pat, Naa, Zoe(i think), Yani, and shuhada(? or who?) at Pastamania Causeway Point. i didn't eat.. couldn't be bothered.. too tired already. haha. but yeaa.. they crapped, while i almost dozed off.. but i didn't, coz i was laughing with them. and then.. i went home..
i think RP clarinetists are shy people.. =/ it's like.. they don't want to talk to us.. like.. idk.. shy..? haha :P okehh.. but yeaaa.
seriously.. please tell me straight what you want me to know. don't beat around the bushes. i don't read hints.
I HAVE SHORT HAIR!!! Nana helped me cut.. HAHA! =D Pat said i looked younger -.- Tingting-chan said i looked neater and prettier.
ohh.. Myra commented one of my Raya pics(with red tudung)... she said i looked really pretty.. haha.. oo..kaayy.. umm.. thanks, hunn! haha =D
♥;*~♪~*;♥
11:59 pm
Saturday, November 01, 2008
ok.. i get it now..
but honestly.. did you really have to lie to me? seriously.. it was so unnecessary..
i really wonder if whatever else you said was a lie..
i really wonder if all you wanted was for me to get out of your life. just say so then. please. don't keep me in the dark. it's torturing me. and you. just tell it straight to my face and i'll understand..
i have no idea who to trust i have no idea what to believe..
love, EFJ
♥;*~♪~*;♥
11:41 pm
*The Princess*
Nur Faiezah
Capricorn Goat sinfully.innocent@hotmail.com PAP Bedok North(Nursery)
PAP Simei(K1; K2) Changkat Primary(1A; 2K; 3A; 4A; 5C) Wellington Primary(5/1; 6/1) Ahmad Ibrahim Secondary(1E5; 2E5; 3E5; 4E6)
Millennia Institute(PAE)
Ngee Ann Polytechnic's School of Humanities: Diploma in Early Childhood Education(1CO2) CKP Netball
CKP Malay Dance
WPS Library
AISS Concert Band
MI Symphonic Band
NP Concert Band
NP Japanese Tsubasa Club
LOVES whatever she likes almost anything and everything :D
DISLIKES Cockroaches; the only things that can make me run all the way to the other end of the world Backstabbers? Those who can't keep secrets Confinement Limitations Assholes(except you-know-who=D) Idiots(except.. well.. =D) Hardly anything else :D
