Thursday, May 15, 2008
100(updated)
19/05/082:25 AMLOL! trust me.. i can slot all my days in one post if i want to =)anws, Monday practices've started.. so now, you can find me in the band room almost everyday..-.-'and Benben somewhat psycho-ed me to join the ensemble.. like please, okehh! i can't even master the concert pieces can? haiya.. but i'll try lorh.. said all the others can't make it on Fridays.. haish..Saturday was superb.. simply superb.. woke at ten plus, bathed and went out.. went to NP for awhile, slacked in the clubhouse, and left my bag there while i went to MI to give my support to the band members before their concert at 5 that day.. =P see lah, mummy.. i'm such a good daughter and girlfie, right?? see la, boyfie.. i still went to support you, kehh! p.s. one of the percussionist is cute, can? haha.. OUHH!! Melanie's in BAND!! amazing?? ABSOLUTELY!! percussionist.. lol.. left MI at around 2.. reached NP at ard 2.45(band practice starts at 1 on Sats =D), set up my instrument and played with the band.. shit, mann.. i have yet to season my mouthpiece and reed.. rawr.. hmm.. ouhh.. Christian was emoing when i enteredafter band, slacked in the clubhouse for a while and left with the rest at 5+(i think) hmm.. dinnered at KFC(@BTP). then went pooling with them.. didn't want to, initially.. coz was scared Mama'll scream.. shhh.. but they were like.. just go arh.. at ard 8, we'll go home, etc etc etc.. one or two games.. ONLY.. after that, go home with Azri.. but after two games, they never moved.. =.= so in the end, i went home alone, at 8.15.. ouhh.. and i never really did anything there.. just stoned and watched them play =.= and Christian said they left at 11.15, suppered at McD, and went home.. liars.. he told me that they told him stories about the school.. lol.. freaked him out.. and then he freaked ME out.. baaaskettt.. hmm.. then..boyfie said that the concert wasn't exactly satisfactory.. a lot of mistakes.. lol..LOL!! i just called him boyfie.. haha.. yeaa.. he's not my brother anymore.. he's my boyfie now.. haha =P gomen, mummy.. he's now your son.... in-law-to-be.. haha.. =Dp.s. i want to know that cute percussionist can? Melanie.. help mee.. haha.. he's so super cute can? hahah..i have:4 scandals1 eyecandy(or maybe 2? haha)1 baby1 mummy(not real)1 daddy(not real)1 maid(LOL)1 boyfie(lol =D)1 cute guy who soothes my eyes =Pand1 guy whom i want to get to know..can?? lol.. MELANIE!!! i NEED your HELP!! lol..p.s. i feel insulted and disrespected*heartbroken*...p.p.s. i feel stuck in between...15/05/08Didi wants me to strike 100.. lolness.. =)
aites.. i'll dedicate this post just for him.. ouhh.. and my brother.. lolness
aiye.. my brother returned home on Saturday, 10th May 2008 ^.^
ponned band just to fetch him home.. shhhh.. ;D
anws, went to the airport at around 1++, searched for him at Terminal 3(he was with Kak Shida(his girlfriend-so sweet, can? she fetched him from the airport.. awww..))
went to eat at Tampines.. Kak Shida followed along, though she was a little reluctant.. i have a feeling she has yet to warm up with us.. hmm.. it's been about 6 years, though(kakkoii deshou?) ohh wells.. maybe we just have not mixed that well.. haha.. mahh~ let's just give her time, neh~
ok.. what else.. hmm..
camwhored a little while waiting for the parents to finish shopping -.-. gave Abang and Kak Shida some privacy at the back of the van while Nana, Jiji and I camwhored at the driver's and passengers' seats.. ^.^ that's one of the pictures i took with Nana. ^_^ it was candid, btw.. she was reading a book and was oblivious to the camera-phone right in front of her -.- =P
that's with Jiji ^^ (and Nana behind) p.s. i look retarded -.-
hmm.. guess that's all..
got home, and Abang gave each of us a souvenir.. i got a silver Animob phone pouch and a pair of pretty pink slippers(which i will wear only for Saturday band practices =D). Nana got a black Animob *something* pouch, a clip(with her name engraved on it) and a bracelet. Mama and Jiji got a wallet each.. i don't know what Dad got.. super sweet can? haha.. ;D
aites.. guess that's all.. =D
school life's been superb.. 'cept for the fact that about 3 weeks before test week, we were BOMBARDED with projects and assignments from almost all modules all due within the test week -.-' dammit..
and i've been too deprived of my Tat-chan that i have no more 'kyaa' moments. T.T
love my SU many many. Slackers Union, yaww.. ;D aka FiMiLizTetMo ^^
and i love my scandals many many. =)I miss Diaz(my 1st ever scandal ^^)I hardly talk to Eric(my 2nd scandal) anymore T.TI *heart* Mimmehh(my 3rd scandal =D)I hardly communicate with Cruyff(my 4th scandal -.-) except before/after band T_Taites.. i have 4 scandals, yaww..and 1 eyecandy ^^ FiMiLizTetMo, i know you know who i mean. and i hope you don't mention *him* anywhere.. i'd really appreciate it, thank you very much..and ermm.. other than that, i hope Poly life's not going to be hell all over again.. and some people just cannot get hints..
if i say it in your face, you'd be humiliated, i tell you.
if i say it in your face, you'd say i'm too sensitive
if i say it in your face, you'll hate me
if i say it in your face, you'll call me a bitch
if i say it in your face, you'll ignore me for the rest of your life(or mine)
if i say it in your face, you will you will....
and i've been dropping hints.. and you obviously don't get it.. i don't know if you take it as a joke or what.. but seriously.. i know it already. you didn't have to rub it in.. it hurts more than you think. and some might say that i should've gotten used to it already, seeing that this is not the first time it's happened, but trust me. it's hard. and i'm getting this feeling all over again. this feeling that i don't like. and you might be the cause of it. if i ignore you, you'll say i'm sensitive, and i take the joke too seriously.. trust me.. i'm being a sensitive bitch because i've been through it all. it might be a joke to you, but it'll be hell for me all over again.
i've tried building up my confidence ever since it's been crushed in Secondary School.. and you're probably going to crush it again.. the few drops of confidence that i, with the help of my very close, very meaningful friends, have built up, to face this world on my own. and i'll congratulate you first, should you be the one to crush it.
aites, then.. struck 100 =)my 101st post will be about the concert which will happen in exactly 31 days, 16 hrs ^^ so this blog'll be on hiatus for 31 days and 16 hrs, let me tell you first, dear Didi and Mimi :) ta~!Pops and Classics(PnC): Around the World in One Night
Ngee Ann Polytechnic Concert Band
Ngee Ann Polytechnic Convention Centre
15th June(Sunday
5pm
for the pieces, you can visit the band blog at
http://www.npconcertband.blogspot.com/or you can ask me personally.. =D
for more information, visit
http://www.npconcertband.blogspot.com/for ticket bookings, tag me =D and Pumpkins and FiMiLizTetMo, you guys better go =D
love,EFJ
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1:00 am
Friday, May 09, 2008
99
this is like.. the 99th post, yaww.. wootz! haha.. yeaa.. i'm a lagger.. shoot me :P for this post, i'll like so make it like so super short.. lolness.. observe my language.. it like so totalleh changed.. i'm like so totalleh bimbotic right now.. hurhur.. ^_^so anyways, let's countdown, yeaa.. wootz!ermm..19hrs 23 mins, yaww! :D :D :D :D :D wootzness! i loike..and i've read my sister's blog.. apparently, i'm not the only one who complains about my mama and dad.. like.. both of us are feeling the pressure.. -.-
love,EFJOK, AMEERA DARLYNKE!! I'VE UPDATED!! HAPPYNESS?? ;D
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5:37 pm
Friday, May 02, 2008
heyho!!! first up!
NI JU YON SAI NO TANJOUBI OMEDETOU GOZAIMASU, KOYAMA KEIICHIRO!
hehh.. he's pretty, deshou? :D hmm.. yeaa.. he turns a year older every Labour Day ;)
hmm.. other than that, been practicing Main Street Electrical Parade for the past two days. really getting on my nerves, that piece. just can't get it right.. and i tried Japanese Graffiti XII just a few hours ago.. and i must say, it is a pretty fun piece if you can do it.. haha yeaa.. *peace*
ermm.. so far, i've tried Caribbean Hideaway and African Symphony, Main Street Electrical Parade, and Japanese Graffiti XII.. haven't touched the other pieces, though.. hmm.. haha.. African Symphony is like the easiest piece, followed by Caribbean Hideaway.. to me, at least.. haha.. well, at least there're hardly any running notes *cross-eyed* but Japanese Graffiti XII, i must say, is pretty easy if you've mastered it..
that said, i, apparently, have NOT mastered ANY pieces yet, not even the simplest of pieces.. RAWR!
apparently, i am forever aiming for the impossible..
had fun for the last two days, though.. and it wasn't because of my current sygs, FiMiLizTetMo.. haha.. trust me.. i have fun with them ALL the time.. especially when the BIMBO of the group(Mi) has her unglam moments, which is.. well, ALL the time hehh ;D
nonono.. it wasn't with them.. it was with those who went for the self-practice.. well, i gotta tell you.. NP band is like, super slack.. not slack as in never practice whatsoever. slack as in they don't drill you, unlike Sec Sch band.. hmm.. i guess in Poly, you've got to be independent for your survival..
anws, the band room's open for those who want to practice.. haha.. and me, being the typical semangat me, went, with the expectation of not being the only freshie there.. and well, lo and behold! i WAS!! RAWR! Azri tricked me again T.T he said trombone freshies wanted to practice.. so i went.. but yeaa, well.. it was the pros that went.. PEOPLE!! don't stress me out by going to practice.. if you guys need practice, what about me?! have a thought for me!!!
anws, on Tues, only a few people came.. and only two girls.. this one trumpeter from year three, and well, me.. but she went off early T_T. and left me alone.. at around 6.15 Cruyff came.. but he left at 7 *cries* and we practiced(each one doing their own stuffs, really). and we left at around 7.45.. went home with Azri(he showed me the way to the 961 bustop which goes straight to Woodlands) while the rest went for dinner at MacD.. haha.. ouhh! he was singing 'It's a Small World' throughout the whole journey home.. =.=; annoying fella.. and during the practice, i, for fun, played the melody for Folklore for Band.. and i forgot the fingering.. HE(!!!) continued playing.. RAWR!!! i hate him larh sehh!! show-off! grrr... ouhh.. and i kept teasing him on how slow he types in his phone.. haha.. and his responses are like super duper slow.. i think he's seriously lagging.. i'm not so sure whether from stress, or whatever.. but seriously.. lagger.. it takes him like at least 23 seconds to realise that you're talking to him.. even then, he'll be super blur =.= what a gundu..
on Wed, went again, even though Elisse and Cruyff couldn't make it.. told myself to buck up and start practicing seriously, since i'm going to owe dear Diaz Novera a KFC meal if i don't get into the concert.. and he said he'll keep the message.. =.= asshole.. well, Ben came.. Elisse's senior.. the one she's constantly quarrelling with.. haha.. and ermm.. well, he's a nice fella.. he taught me.. and he said, if i emo, go toilet, push the door gently with one finger.. like one of those stupid-slash-cute cartoon characters.. =.= haha.. one more person to add to the list of people who've helped me cope.. haish..
this time, i went dinner with them.. and well, i was the only girl.. AGAIN! haha.. but they invited me.. like so sweet lahh kann.. haha.. left at ard the same time, i think.. hmm.. went KFC.. coz they wanted to play pool.. just because the next day's a holiday -.- ouhh!! before that, i bought my VITAMILK!!! ahah :P was so happy and so high after that :D and Ben kept provoking me to curse.. haha.. coz i told him i'm vulgar.. :P so like yeaa.. gave him an 'example' haha :P but i wasn't even angry enough to scold him.. i wasn't even angry.. coz.. well.. had my VITAMILK!! haha :P i get high when it comes to that drink.. hehh.. ouhh.. and i slapped his tummy :P i can't help seeing people with tummies.. i get the urge to slap them when the time comes.. so Ben, now you know that i'm vulgar AS WELL AS violent ;D HEYY!! i'm a troubled kid.. trying to gain experience before going on to working with them ^^ =.=.. ermm.. at KFC, Azri kept pondering on what to buy, because..(apparentlyi couldn't believe it either) he eats a lot.. like WTF?! he DOES?! he doesn't look like he does!! haha.. well, neither do i, ne~ :P and when it came to just me and Ben at the counter, we talked.. about(what else?) Elisse.. >:-) hehh.. ordered Cheese Fries and well, talked.. haha :Ptalked with Joshua and Azri about Japanese Dramas.. Azri said he cried at the ending of Nodame Cantabile(shhhh).. omgosh.. i just dropped his water-face by blogging about it.. HAHA!! ^.^v and Joshua said he only cried for One Litre of Tears.. like.. SO TRUE!! haha.. Azri couldn't get what was so sad about it.. because he watched the movie.. like, DURH!! the movie went wayy too fast to capture any sad moments.. you should've watched the drama and specials.. i can confirm that you'll cry.. ok.. i'm going to make a bet with him.. i'm going to bet $10 he's going to cry for 1LoT drama and he better be honest.. it doesn't matter which episode he cries at.. because if he cries at Nodame Cantabile, what about 1LoT?? omgosh, i'm SO going to be rich! haha :Pand then, we introduced Fuzzy Wuzzy to Joshua.. i doubt he's figured it out yet.. ohh mann!! haha :P and played the 'bang bang game' which everyone already knows, so it's quite mundane.. then they gave me one riddle which is so super lame.. but it was nice, now that i thought about it.. wana know? meet me one day and i'll tell you.. haha.. super lame people.. durh.. Fifi's friends :P (p.s. i'm not talking about Sophia, i'm talking about Firdauz, my senior)ouhh.. and what you would bring to a band room.. i haven't gotten hold of that game yet.. hmm.. gonna ask Azri to teach me.. and the men jumping over the wall.. and i'm not so sure if we played anything else after that.. except, what the light reflects.. OMGAWD!! i'm so super proud of myself.. *pops buttons* :P coz Nura once taught me this game.. and hehh.. i got it, yaww! haha.. Ben and I were having fun stressing Azri out.. well, the others didn't know as well, but apparently, it was Azri that showed symptoms of stress from this game HAHA!! ;D and then, they went to play pool, while i went home.. before we parted, we played one last round, and Azri was super stressed out.. HAHA!! nasri(i think) was like.. so blank.. i couldn't read his expression.. =/ people with no expression are no fun.. anws, i still remember what Ben said.. "well, there goes the only person who can tell you how to play the game" or something like that.. HEE! :P *peace*ok.. then lost my way for a while, and finally found the bustop for 961 :P haha.. chatted with Elisse in the bus.. and well, went online for a while, and slept until 4+ woke up, switched off the laptop, and slept all the way till 10.. woke up again, cleaned fishes(siang ikan), helped mama cook, ate, ya-dah ya-dah ya-dah, and went online up to now. ;D now you know why i super hate holidays.. my life's seriously mundane when it comes down to holidays.. T.T and i can't go out.. how amazing is that?apparently, my mum fears i might get pregnant before my marriage.. but she keeps going on and on and on about me being able to give birth should i get married.. like WTF?! and she gets paranoid when i chat with guys or when i'm close to guys.. apparently, she gets more annoying the older i get.. she isn't like this with my younger sister, though.. my dad, on the other hand, i believe, is reasonable enough.. slowly giving me freedom.. and taking it back when i'm taking advantage of it.. that's why, i prefer to tell/ask from him to my mother.. coz i know she'll ask me a million and one questions and then finally say no.. wth larh sehh.. grr.. and Diaz wasn't exactly helping when i told him about it.. =.= he made ME feel guilty.. he's an asshole, i tell you.. seriously.. an E~vil Bastard~ >:-)ohh wells.. i believe this post is long enough for now ;D toodles! :Dp.s. Elisse, you know you're my only confidante when it comes to *ehem ehem* so if you go, i won't have anyone to talk to about *ehem ehem* :Pdo you realise? that most of my posts are about band when i'm in band? haha.. don't get it? it's ok..love,EFJ
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6:00 pm
