awesomeness =.="

first of all, let me make this public:

i'd like to apologize to my babe for calling her bachen.. paiseh.. sorry, dear.. super sorry.. i'm seriously sorry.. she's mad at me.. haish.. the things i am capable of.. *sighs* why can't i think before acting? sometimes i am just amazed by the number of people i am cabable to negatively affect in one go.



up next, i've been eff-ing sick since Monday.. just waiting for that fever to come.. haishh.. been having dry throat, and dry coughs, and my cynase's eff-ing acting up again.. S*! FEVER!! when'll you come and just get it over with already!! of all times, why 4 weeks before the eff-ing competition?! and people's been asking me to eat and rest and get well soon.. ohh how i wish.. i can't eat or i'll puke(ouhh.. did i mention that i'm having gastic pains as well - PLUS this could be cramps signalling the arrival of the first day of my new round of ovulation how simply superb is that??), i can't sleep early as of current as i've been sort of rushing my assignments. moreover, i can't seem to be able to sleep well.. most probably because of the eff-ing weather(maybe it is because of the weather that i'm sick).. but thanks to those who cared =) i'm happy =)


on a lighter note, on Thursday(26th June 1008), had one of my Field Practicum. decided to go formal this week lol.. coz we've worn casual, and skirt for the past practicums. and now, i wanted to try formal lol.. wore all black.. thanks to Rashilah's blouse and concert pants Mama bought for me whee.. haha =P

anws, Rashilah, we need to meet up in order for me to hand you back your shirts and skirt.. never really had a chance to wear the skirt, though.. haha =P

after practicum, met Petom at Civics library, and chatted.. about our eyecandy.. something similar about both our eyecandies is that we both talk to them quite often.. as in.. we're 'friends' with them ^.^ she said mine's kinda cute.. haha =P and i think her's kinda hot.. haha *peace* ouhh.. and she was showing off her height.. =.= rawrr.. AND both our eyecandies are single guys.. WHEE!! haha.. ehh Minah! we should go on a double-date.. haha.. macam boleh.. =P tgk larh yee.. haha =D

after that, went back to AI to collect my GCE O-Level certificate and testimonial.. became depressed when i saw my cert..
Malay B3
Higher Malay B3
Oral/Aural(Malay) Pass
ape aku bobual Tamil, keperr.. haish..
A-Maths C6!!
Chemistry(pure) C6!!
Biology(pure) C6!!
WTF?! it was like totally the other way round for other tests and exams.. =.= my maths and sciences are like supposed to be better than my languages, larh,, haizz..
ohhh wells.. it's over.. *shrugs*
but my testimonial perked me up.. haha.. it's funny how my teachers see me.. thanks, arh.. seriously.. sort of made my day.. haha =P i felt like an angel all of a sudden.. haha.. then met Illya in the canteen.. she said i looked old T.T talked about O-Level shits.. haha.. she's depressed coz she's worried about her oral.. no worries, dokk.. you'll do just fine.. trust me.. ^.^ and start looking through Poly courses, dear.. haha.. Diana said i looked.. mature.. haha.. whee! =P then i saw Farah(Eupho).. she, too, said i looked mature.. haha.. seems like suits are suitable for me.. haha.. and i simply LOVE formal-wear.. whee! makes me feel professional.. haha =P ouhh.. AND!! Farah plans to come to NP!! whee!! ahahhaha.. i'll see you next year, babe! haha!! *chants to Farah: "join band join band"* =D

didn't get to meet any teachers, though.. haish.. sorry, cherS.. had to rush off =( except for Mr. Ong Thiam Lai, though.. haha =P i doubt he knows who i am.. just that he's curious.. haha.. coz trust me.. i kept a very VERY low profile in Sec Sch.. haha.. anws, he asked me what school i'm in, what course, etc etc etc. the usuals.. haha..

rushed back to NP(Ngee Ann Polytechnic) for band practice.. haish.. when i arrived, Wei Xing asked if i'd just returned from a concert.. haha.. Don asked whose wedding i went to.. =.=; who wears black to a wedding, tell me.. so grim.. -.-;
anws, practice was.. interesting.. we sat in a circle instead of the usual concert formation.. i guess it's for easier spotting of mistakes.. hrmm.. anws, i was playing suckier than usual(note that i've forever been a sucky player; just that that day was even worse). but Fauzi was high.. =.=" God knows why.. haha.. so i guess i got infected as well.. lol.. ouhh.. Latiff entered late.. and when he entered, he asked me who died.. basket... aku bagi die siku-seven(Nur Ameera Senen; 2008)(HAHAHA! i'm citing from you, scandal! ahhahha.) baru tau.. sheesh! ouhh.. Hazmi was Sudoku-ing throughout the whole practice.. haha.. towards the end of the practice, though, he gave up and gave me the puzzle he was doing.. haha.. =P hrmm..

new QMs of NPCB: Cruyff(BariSax), Zameer(Trumpet), Hakim(Tuba) --random--

hrmm.. what else? ouhh.. i'm happy.. whee! only Fifi and Teti knows.. wwhee! ahahha.. =P i shall let happiness engulf me before i get back into a state of depression tomorrow.. i shall sleep with the happy memories of the whole week. ^.^ *peace*

p.s. i've for sure failed FP.

love,
EFJ

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2:17 am

loneliness engulfs me

What Are You Looking For? True Love Love, true love, it's the only thing that there's just too little of. That is why you are on the ultimate search to find it. Search high and search low, but do not give your heart to just anyone. If your one desire in life is love, it is a thing worth waiting for. So hold on to you heart because when you know that it is right you will know deep down. Personality-Emotion Quizzes

just some random quiz i took.. how true is that? haish.. only certain people know *weak smile*

How Far Will You Go? Across the Universe There is no end in sight to the place you will go. With your optimism and energy the world, and everything that is beyond it, is wide open to you. All you have to do is embrace it. You understand, more than most people, that the world is what you make of it. And that's why it is possible for you to conquer the universe. The only thing that limits you is what you can imagine, so go take the world by storm. Personality-Emotion Quizzes

another random quiz.. *weak smile*

i just feel so lonely sometimes.. haish.. and thanks, guys, for trying to cheer me up.. i really appreciate it.. but it's not the same.. maybe i'm thinking too much? haish.. *sighs*

sorry for the emo post..

love,

EFJ

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9:43 pm

more pictures

lol.. before that, i've forgotten to mention.. Mat Flat-head called me an asshole.. =.= coz i snapped a candid shot of him.. ^.^


in other words, it's my fault ^.^ lolness.. hahaha


and Pei Wen doesn't want to talk to me T_T coz i snapped a picture of her sleeping.. during sectionals =p

and yet again, it's my fault.. hahaha.. *peace*

and Azri.. hrmm.. ahhahha..

ouhh.. all these pictures and more(MUCH more) are in the video that we made, by the way.. ^.^ hahaha.. *peace*

anws, KAP pictures..

the retard-ness that is Fauzi.. the focus is his teeth.. or rather, the 'lack' of it. haha. that was the fudge of the Hot Fudge Sundae Joshua belanja all of us that went.. ^.^>

when fatigue overwhelms.. ^.^
snapped a picture of them snapping a picture.. lolness. =D
some(or all?) of those that dinnered at KAP.. i was on the phone, lehh!! cuckoo..

Fauzi, Zameer(his cousin?!), Wei Kit(F.Horn soloist for Miss Saigon*applauds*) and me at the counter while waiting for our turn lol.. ^.^ hahaha..

ermm.. those are the photos that i have of KAP.. *shrugs* ouhh.. before i forget..

the current love.. ^.^ the clarinet section without the current SL(Fauzi) and concertmaster(David).. the two important people.. haha

that doesn't mean i don't love these people anymore:

you guys are still loved, my dears.. hahaha..

i miss these people.. hrmm.. when can i go back? well, it's not like i can see most of them anyway.. only one person.. thanks for persevering throughout, hunn.. i love you.. =D and i'm so proud of you.. =)

love,

EFJ

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4:40 pm

101st aka CONCERT

Since you people are SO lazy to read, i shall let the pictures do the talking.. hahaha.. douzo! pictures taken after concert.. haha..

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8:20 pm

100th aka PnC Camp

yeaa, i know i promised you guys i'd update on my PnC camp for my 100th post. well, here it is.. ^.^

was more of a camp than my sec sch band camp, actually.. at least we have a 3days 2NIGHTs camp.. as in OVERNIGHT.. as in, CAMP in school, SLEEP in SCHOOL.. AND we had games.. night games too..

can you believe it? my band's TIC doesn't want an overnight camp coz she's scared that things might happen and girls might get pregnant the next day(ok, i might be exaggerating a little, but whatever). AND she's a BIOLOGY teacher. the irony this world presents me.. i mean, even choir and CO have overnight camps.. haizz.. and our camp was mostly practice.. actually, the only time i felt that we had a camp was when i was in Sec 1.. at least we had games.. from sec2 onwards, it's just practice from 8-6, with lunch at 12. even then, we had to buy our own lunch.. ok, i admit, that we needed a hell lot of practice. but still.. at least there were band outings.. none of which i was allowed to go.. F*.. well, secondary school life's over. hell's over.. for now..

trust me.. i know secondary school life's supposed to be when you have the greatest experience, meet the greatest friends, find love, ya-dah ya-dah.. but it wasn't so for me.. seriously.. it was total hell.. i mean i met great friends.. yea.. thanks, guys, for making life at least a little better.. but still.. band was hell.. it became the only way for me to collect CCA points from sec3 onwards.. after i kena kick. and *she* went in.. and sec4 was even worse.. i kena sack.. how great is that?! haha.. how funny now that i thought back.. the politics going on in band.. sometimes i wonder why i never quit..

but then again, if i had quit, i probably wouldn't join band again, and i wouldn't have this story to tell.. ^.^
-notice the transition LOL-

anyway, band camp was superb.. i guess.. haha.. thanks, seniors, for planning the camp and all.. hahaha..

1st Day:

came late.. =P i've SMSed FAUZI, my SL, that i'd be late.. haha. then Azri called, asking why i was late.. i thought Fauzi should've told him already? haish.. anws, supposed to report at 10, i reached at around 10.30.. met hubby at Clementi first.. haha.. he helped me carry my bag and we went to school together.. he said i looked clumsy =.=" anws, reached, and we had to do dorm cleaning.. then lunched. sat with Leonard, Danial, Rizuan, Wei Xing and Fathiah.. i think.. haha.. food wasn't bad..



had sectionals till 4, i think.. then played 'pass the message' the messages were at least 10-word long.. and it got mixed up somewhere in the middle.. we were separated into two groups.. and ermm.. we had to compete with the other group..in the end, no matter how twisted their messages had become at the end, the other group still won.. sheesh.. hahaha..

ouhh.. did i mention? after the lunch, i think.. i was playing around with my hubby.. i hit him in the stomach(gosh, his stomach was HARD, i tell you.. Diaz.. learn from him! xD) and he hit me back!! wth?! anws, we kept 'hitting' each other. and our VP saw.. he was like, "make sure tonight is strictly PG, arh.." hee *peace* Fathiah and Wei Xing, i think, said that the camp was our 'honeymoon'.. and that Monday was our 'first night' wth? hahaha.. seriously.. wth larh..

anws, after the game, we had dinner, and combined practice.. after combined practice, there was Ensemble practice. hmm.. ouhh.. btw.. we were planning a so-called surprise for our seniors.. and SOMEHOW Azri found out.. *smacks head* so he asked us to discuss with him and Joshua about any surprise we were doing.. hahhaa.. hmm.. after ensemb pract, showered, and slept..

2nd Day:

woke at 6.45. showered, and got ready for my FP.. haha.. had FP make-up that day.. coz one of my FP days fell on Labour Day.. so had to do make-up.. anws, did make-up on Tuesday because i wanted to pon band hehh.. shh.. but i forgot it was camp.. T_T sianz.. yarh.. so had to go back and forth..
but lucky, arh.. coz can go meet the pumpkins and Xian Hua and sell the tix to them.. met the pumpkins at NP Sakura, i think.. hung out with them at Popular =.=.. ATTEMPTED to play Taboo. hahaha..
then went off to meet 'maid' at Clementi before rushing back to camp.. hahaha..
ouhh.. did i mention, i wore a skirt that day.. hahaha. Wei Xing, i think, was shocked.. asked me why i wore so formal.. haha.. =p Joshua said i looked like i was going to Church.. haha.. Elisse said the dress was nice.. thanks! *curtsies*

ermm.. reached camp at 4, i think.. joined them for their last hour of combined practice, and had free-and-easy dinner.. wanted to dine with my sectionmates, but Fauzi said they had some committee stuffs to settle.. so yeaa.. ended up dining with David and Charissa at Alumni Clubhouse.. met the trombone section and sat with them there.. hmm.. food was nice, i guess.. i ordered the same thing Wei Xing ordered, but he complained that i had more.. lol.. hmm..

after that, watched movie, Ju-on.. i seriously don't understand the story.. like seriously.. i don't get the storyline.. but i know it was a little disgusting.. very bloody.. i kept leaning on hubby when he came in after his sectionals with his tutor.. haha.. sorry!

anws, after the movie, came the night-games.. we were randomly split into six groups.. i was so sianzed to be in the same group as Christian.. haha.. even Wei Xing agreed.. lol.. =P wonder if he reads my blog.. anws, my group leader was CC(Chiang Chin).. wanted Leonard to change with Christian.. but ohh wells.. haha.. in the end, we won first.. thanks to the charismatic CC.. haha ^.^ anws, the night games was a llittle disappointing, though.. i was half-expecting it to be scary whatsoever since they had it right after the scary movie thing.. and it's at night.. turns out that we just had to run around the school.. -.-" ohh wells.. if i were to be a part of the organizing team, i'd make it scary.. that's what Fathiah and i were discussing about.. hahaha.. =p but i'd rather be a participant, anws, ^.^

hmm.. every group won something.. food.. all won snacks.. just that our group had 2 plastics compared to others because we were first.. ^_^ ahhaha..

and hubby was being a sicko that night.. won't tell you unless you ask me in person.. haha.. sicko!! hmm.. pigged(as Elisse would say) from 3 to 8..

ouhh.. before that, i had chest pains and could hardly breathe in deep.. but Elisse, Azri, Fauzi, Nazri, Joshua, and some others i've forgotten were so concerned, and asked me if i was ok.. they really took care of me.. i'm really touched.. really.. seriously.. no sarcasm there.. i'm seriously touched.. noone's ever done anything like that before.. thanks a lot, guys.. =) hmm.. even Latiff asked if i was ok.. haha.. thanks! i'm superb because of all your concerns ^.^
hmm.. after the 'drama', went to the clubhouse to watch clips of Whose Line Is It Anyway? with Elisse, Zameer, and others, using Fauzi's laptop(yes, pumpkins, again, his name.. haha) then ate..
Sohaila bought doughnuts for the trumpet section.. haha.. sweet can? hmm.. anws, there were two doughnuts left and Azri gave us.. yayness.. haha.. shared one with Mitchell and Elisse got one whole, i think.. hmm..
and THEN i tido mati(as Fathiah put it)-slash-meninggal(as Hazmi so nicely put it -.-).. coz in the morning, the Daiko Division of the Japanese Tsubasa Club had their practise and they were awoken by it.. but i just slept the whole way.. haha =P sorry lorh! tired hor! ^.^

hmm..

last day:

woke up at 8, showered, ate some biscuits in the dorm, woke the others at around 9.45, booked library room for Thursday, to discuss our 'surprise' for the seniors.. haha.. and ermm.. cleaned dorm.. ensemble practice till lunch time, and ermm.. lunched, and had combined practice.. haha.. then break camp..

had dinner with Fathiah and Adib Danial, talked crap, about Danial being a lazy and pampered kid.. Fathiah and i were going all Early Childhood.. lack of gratification, etc.. haha.. =P.. she was complaining about how he can't even play the triangle.. haha.. so weird.. and to even think that he has been a percussionist for the past 4 years.. hahahah. anws, when we were about to move off, Hazmi, Latiff, Yi Yang and another person(oops, sorry) came.. Hazmi sat with us for a while, and crapped.. hahaha.. damn farnie, larh that guy.. complained to Fathiah that i said his Malay was weird LOL! seriously lorh.. his Malay is weird.. haha =P anws, while we were talking, Latiff came to our place. he said he called me minah, but Fathiah terase.. i was like, "huhh? you got call me, mehh? i nvr hear" hahaha.. sorry.. i a little pekak.. haha. :P anws, Yi Yang also came by, 'looked' for something on my table, and left.. hahaha.. weirdo.. and now, both Latiff and Yi Yang call me minah.. -.-

ouhh yarh!! i totally forgot that Fathiah and i gave Latiff a new nickname!! hahaha.. =p hrmm.. and then, we went off..

on Thursday, we(Leonard, Cruyff, Fathiah, Wei Xing, Rizuan and Elisse) discussed what to play for the surprise, and Fathiah and i did the video.. but i had to change some stuffs..(sorry, Fathiah!!) because the video was too short.. in the end, Leonard wanted the song to be as long as the original(it was One Moment in Time by Whitney Houston, btw)and he wants the video to be as long as the song.. our originaly video was 2:50 exactly.. but i have to extend it to 4mins ++ haish.. i tell you, i slept at 3 the day before concert, siaa.. haha.. but Leonard's even worse.. i doubt he even slept, trying to rearrange the song.. in the end, though, we didn't play the song.. we just edited the song into the video.. hahaha.. haish.. ohh wells.. ohh.. btw.. i can't view the video anymore.. =( SAD!! idk what happened, larhh! sheesh! haish.. anws, that's all for camp and pre PnC ^.^ toodles! ouhh.. btw, i went late for Saturday's rehearsal.. hehh.. :P and Sunday's.. oops..


love,
EFJ

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5:29 pm

99 --oops-- ^.^ aka i miss Rashilah to the end of the world ^^

lol.. apparently this is my 99th PUBLISHED post lol ^.^ so Mi, be HAPPY.. be VERY happy ^_^ and Lizzie.. don't give me that face.. and you know what face i'm talking about.. ^^


anyways, UPDATES!

got a hubby ^.^ alto Saxophonist ^.^ and trust me.. he's so the super sweet.. (p.s. Ben Toh, remember that i owe you a hug ^^) AND he has 2 other wives ^.^ i got madu, yaww ^^

important dates to remember:

4th January: DiEz scandalism anniversary =P

9th April: Agape anniversary ^^

14th April: Eric/Faiezah scandalism anniversary lol

14th April: NP HMS ECH 1CO2 anniversary =)

18th April: FaiMi scandalism anniversary ^_^

19th April: NPCB anniversary(the day i met NPCB members) ^^

23rd May: hubby 'anniversary' lol ^_^"

hmmm..

2nd-7th June: Common Test T.T

4th June: No school!!! =D IT E-learning week ^.^ it's ok, Mimi.. and Teti.. *shows a sympathetic face* ^.^ *fails* T_T :P

9th-11th June: PnC camp

13th&14th June: PnC rehearsal

15th June: PnC concert!! =D

6th August: Confirmation of my free Pizza Hut meal T_T

hmm... what else? lol.. so many..


haish.. hmm.. what else? ouhh.. i'm planning to kill Diaz Novera.. Fiqah.. nak ikut? that idiot.. he's applying for 3 universities, and if he doesn't get into his dream university even though he got in the others, my free Pizza Hut meal is gone.. boohoo.. and he told me just a few minutes before he went off the other day, that he was going to be on a 3-week-long hiatus.. that evil bastard..

ouhh.. and Azri's a meanie too.. got me all excited, saying that our band has Jap Graff XI scores, and then frustrated coz it can't be borrowed yet, coz it's still new.. idiot.. =.=
and i think he's angry at me.. hmm.. *ponders* oops.. lol :P what'd i do, mann.. haha.. :P

Ben told me that we won't be playing the ensemble piece.. T.T sad nak mampos.. T_T WHY NOT?! =(

hmm.. boyfie don't want to be boyfie anymore.. give a lot of reasons.. just say you don't want, larh.. SHEESH!! i kena rejected, siaa.. sad.. T.T but nvm.. i still got 1 hubby, 3 scandals, and 1 Ah Kong lol ^^ AND 3 eyecandies lol ;P

3 lehh.. i dah maju, you.. hee.. *peace*
2 from same CCA,
1 from the CCA beside.. *heehee*

and that 1 guy, he always wave at me, say 'Hi' when he see me.. so happy!! *peace* *widegrin*

hmm.. that's my first eyecandy.. the 2nd one is.. *ehem* i believe you already know, FiMiLizTetMo.. ^^ and a few others.. hehh..
the third one, you don't know.. ^.^ hurhur.. like i said.. same CCA.. hee.. ^^.. then just now, while walking around the school, i saw him twice.. TWICE!! *widegrin* and he said 'Hi' to me too!! we talked for a while lol.. ;P

well, that's just me.. some people admire their eye candy from afar.. for me, i can TALK to them sumore.. hurhur.. ;P but everyone also know who my first eye candy is.. coz i sort of made it public lol.. so it ain't really a secret.. haha :P as for the other two, i just talked to them.. usually it is I who come up with a conversation starter.. haha :P sorry, hunn.. *shrugs*.. that's just the way i am, you see..

arhh.. i'm like.. so super happy today can? i have no idea why, coz i'm like so super sure i'll flunk Karuna's test.. lol.. nope.. not something to be proud of.. but *he* made me happy :P *claps hand* haha.. gila me.. ^.^ but i can't help feeling happy.. haha.. :P

tomorrow no SnW so class starts at 2pm.. but gonna catch the last bus.. so i'm reaching school at 9am lol.. ^.^ gile, kann.. haha.. i know, Mi.. you're already showing that 'loser' sign.. like.. whatever.. o^.^ov

hmm.. what else..



ouhh.. if you have something to say to me, please do say it face-to-face.. as you can see, i am barely.. in fact i am not affected at all by your petty words.. if you are so sure you've got the right person, then come to me. meet me, and trash me all you want in real life. trust me.. you'll get much MUCH more of a reaction than you would, trashing in my blog.. as you can see.. my friends make such a big deal out of it.. but i'm just sitting down here, laughing my head off at your stupidity.. you can ask my friends.. it is much better to insult me face-to-face than online for they get much more of a reaction.. you can clearly see.. i'm still typing about my life as it goes.. so your petty typings don't affect any part of my life at all.. i'm still blogging about my eye candies.. and my scandals.. and i've got a new addition to the family.. my HUBBY!! ^^ aka.. husband, in case you don't understand.. so you can puke all you want.. until you become anorexic.. puke blood for all i care.. it seriously does not affect my life.. coz i have no friggin' idea who you are, and i am so sure i don't want to.. i'd rather not tempt myself.. i've been such a good girl *ehem* up till now, and i'd like to keep it that way, thank you very much.. you're still welcome to tag, though.. and i seriously thank you for taking time off your busy schedule(i'm pretty sure your schedule is packed) to come to my blog to actually read and tag ^^.. trust me.. i appreciate it.. it's been dead for far too long.. and finally we have some actions.. ^.^ do continue to tag.. ^_^

ouhh.. yes, i'm a bitch.. but i've been called other things too.. like.. ermm.. whore, slut, bastard(too, amazingly ^^), hmm.. ermm.. lesbian, minah, etc.. as you can see, you can choose from a variety of words here ^.^ so don't just limit you vocabulary to 'bitch'.. i am one.. that, i know.. i'd like to see what other words you can come up with..

having said all that, i am definitely not happy with your racist comments. call me ugly, i don't care. but don't colourize and make some racist comments about indians.. i admit, i am part Malay(Bugis) and part Indian(Bengali). though i refer to myself as Malay, and i practice the Malay Culture, i do not deny the fact that i am part Bengali. and i am not black. i am just a little darker than some people. and so are others. get your colours right. go for an eye-check or something.. you might be colour blind.
and honey, have you NEVER seen a 'black mama' - as quoted from you - who's WAYY prettier than a blonde? Indians aren't the only 'black mama' - as quoted from you - in this world, you see.. ^.^ get your facts right before trashing people up.. it'll be a total embarrassment not to the trashee, but to the trasher.. ^_^
and i don't smell coffee when i wake up in the morning ^.^ i smell my pillow.. i like my pillow ^_^"
i don't call guyS my scandal.. i call only certain guys(well, 3 only - in this case, 2 - since 1 has become my Ah Kong) my scandal.. ouhh.. one of my two favourite scandals is a GIRL, by the way ^.^ and i super duper love her.. call me a lesbian.. but don't forget my eye candies are guys ^_^"
and babe.. i'm in Poly.. i'm a 17-yr-old teenager with raging hormones.. obviously i would have eye candies.. don't tell me you never had one.. if you don't, then you seriously need a life, i tell you.. wake up and smell the coffee - as quoted from you - there're so many cute guys out there. sorry you've been missing out on a lot of actions the previous God-knows-how-many years of your life.. but wake up.. open your eyes big and look at the world at a different angle.. don't be so egocentric like a 3-yr old. *ECH mode ON* ^.^
i think you've been deprived of certain things when you're a kid.. hmm.. your gratification has not been fully met.. ^.^
ouhh.. btw.. i think the world needs a few little jokes.. it's too stressed up.. ^.^ and only YOU think it's disgusting, i believe. please list down at least TEN DIFFERENT people who are disgusted by me/my posts. and i MIGHT just consider changing the direction of my posts. ^.^ thank you very much..
hmm.. i think that's all for now.. thank you very much for being such an attentive audience and reader ^_^

and sorry.. for the extra long post.. lol.. got to fit everything inside this one post.. coz my 100th PUBLISHED post will be on PnC camp and the 101st PUBLISHED post will be on the concert ^.^
ouhh.. Sayuri Owada-san(i'm trying to be polite here ^^)... would you like to go to my concert?

15th June(Sun)
5pm(SGT)
NP Convention Ctr(my school ^.^")
S$6 per tix ^^

don't worry, if you don't want to meet me.. there'll be door sales on the day itself, should there be available seats.. ^.^

and i miss Rashilah to the end of the world! =)
i miss the pumpkins can? lol.. ^^ and thanks, sayangs, for coming to my concert ^.^ i love you ^^ MUAX! ^.^

p.s. apparently, you were not worth waiting for. i gave you a chance, and you played me. i waited for you, and you went the other way. so this is the final goodbye. never again enter my life. i'm deleting you out. goodbye. i can't believe i wasted my time waiting. tell me why i didn't listen to them and just deleted you from the start. i'm crying on the inside and you obviously don't care.

love,
EFJ

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11:45 pm

*The Princess*

Nur Faiezah
Capricorn Goat
sinfully.innocent@hotmail.com
PAP Bedok North(Nursery)
PAP Simei(K1; K2)
Changkat Primary(1A; 2K; 3A; 4A; 5C)
Wellington Primary(5/1; 6/1)
Ahmad Ibrahim Secondary(1E5; 2E5; 3E5; 4E6)
Millennia Institute(PAE)
Ngee Ann Polytechnic's School of Humanities: Diploma in Early Childhood Education(1CO2)
CKP Netball
CKP Malay Dance
WPS Library
AISS Concert Band
MI Symphonic Band
NP Concert Band
NP Japanese Tsubasa Club

LOVES
whatever she likes
almost anything and everything :D

DISLIKES
Cockroaches; the only things that can make me run all the way to the other end of the world
Backstabbers?
Those who can't keep secrets
Confinement
Limitations
Assholes(except you-know-who=D)
Idiots(except.. well.. =D)
Hardly anything else :D

*Forgotten Tales*

December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
November 2010
December 2010
January 2011
December 2011
November 2012
February 2016
June 2020

*Escape Routes*

Her Boudoirs
My Friendster Account
My MySpace Account
My MyYearbook Account
My Facebook Account
My Twitter Account

♥Royalties♥
Nana
Abang+Kak Shida
Kak Adah

♥Fairies and knight♥
Diaz
Fiqah
Myra
Shila
Syafz
Syimmerz

♥Agapians♥
Agape
Chief Juian
Love Eric
Love Sophie
Love Wayne

♥UedaLovers♥
Ueda Fanlisting
UedaLovers
UedaLovers Group
Ueda's Tale
Ueda Daily
JinDa-ism
JunDa-ism
Chibi-chan
Hocchan
Joyz-chan

AISS-ians
Dian Kamelia
Diyanah
Farhanah
Liyana

Sixerz
Faisal
Izzati
Lesley
Shahiriyah
Shirin
Su'aidah

Millenians
AIE
08A6 Esther
08A6 Mila
08A6 Nura
08A6 Sakinah
Flintstone, Atikah
Flintstones Sarah
Flintstone, Tian Shui
Flintstone, Yiwen

CO2'08
Ameera
Elizabeth
Guiyen
Sophia
Teti
Tiffany
Xing Wei

♪Bandits♪
♫AISS Concert Band♫
♫NP Concert Band♫
AICB Dickson
AICB Dzakiyyah
AICB Haikal
AICB Jingyi
AICB Lisa
AICB Petunia
AICB Yanhong
CSSB Faiz
CSSB Shirin
CSSB Tormimi
JYSB Yuzil
JYSB Zafierah
MISB CY
MISB James
NPCB Ansar
NPCB Cruyff
NPCB Don
NPCB Fathiah
NPCB Fauzi
NPCB Huifang
NPCB Leonard
NPCB Michelle Ang
NPCB Nazri
NPCB Peiqi
NPCB Qiping
NPCB Ryan
NPCB Shuning
NPCB Si Hui
NPCB Suryati
NPCB Wei Xing
NPCB Xing Ting
NPCB Zul
WGSSB Amirah
WGSSB Caroline
WGSSB Shirly
WGSSB Siyuan
YHCB Haikal

others
Daron
Valarie
Cabbage

Colleagues
Eileen
Jan
Theorell