Thursday, November 29, 2007

i just realised how petty some *s can be. for example. you yourself said you were going to take daddy's lappy. like, so, i don't give a shit. i'm already playing this. and then, while i was cooking something, you had the cheek to use it to look for any online manga. do realise that you were actually supposed to iron some stuffs. then, i asked you to go and iron it, and you took my chair. the chair that i've been using since what, 2? when there was a chair right in front of the ironing board. then, i asked you really REALLY nicely to give me back, and you did. well, thank you for that.

then, while i was watching drama, i leaned back, and guess what..! my right hand hit the iron!! ouhh, yea, it's totally coincidental, that anyone could have experienced that. MY SHIT! my shit makes more sense than you.

do you realise that the ironing board is like, not even within my reach. if you had come to my house, you would know.. so how can my hand just 'accidentally' hit it? moreover, you were facing the window. not the computer screen. so how can my hand hit the hot metal part(not the handle DUHH!) when it's facing the window, and i'm facing the computer screen, which is like 90deg from the window? use your brain, will you? not your ass. i know you've got a HUGE ass and you just want to flaunt it. but please use your head once in a while. i don't expect you to use it all the time, coz i know your limits, but please try.

ouhh, and just for the record, i didn't kiss him. i didn't even # blow-kiss him. and you know who i mean by him. and i've only called him once since you pinned me to the bed and said, "lose your first kiss to me or lose your first kiss to him." oh, yes, *. those were the exact words you said to me. yea, FREAK! ouhh, and must i remind you that you're a girl? if you were a guy, losing my first kiss to you probably won't be so hazukashi nahh.. but you're a girl for crying out loud. yea, freak. you're a girl, and you want to take my first kiss. homo.

sorry, people, venting out my frust here. sorry if i sound diff. but yea, that's about my life at home. a petty * who's always trying to find fault with me, a woman who probably couldn't care less about me, a man who constantly nags as soon as he gets home from work, a guy who is hardly ever at home even when he's not at camp, and a younger brother who, .... i really really love. awww.. true. i really love him.

ok then. i've done enough damage here.. tcha! ciao!

the car is still there, and will be there for a while. if you want to see it, you can always ask me. ;P


love,
EFJ

♥;*~♪~*;♥
11:21 am



UWAHH!!

on Thursday, Saturday, and Sunday, my cousins got married. Abang Khairul and his sister, Kak Mai(Umairah). they got married to Kak Seri and Abang Sujae respectively(haha :P). welcome to the huge family(sort of). they were so pretty. duhh. brides are always pretty on their wedding day. Kak Seri was cute. haha.

Thursday was Abang Khairul's and Kak Seri's engagement. Saturday was Kak Mai and Abang Sujae's engagement. and Sunday was their wedding simultaneously. cool huhh. haha.

so my mummy was saying that in ten years time, she's gonna get us all married on the same day. it doesn't matter if the engagements were to be on different days, as long as the wedding falls on the same day. she's gonna do it in a hotel, rent some rooms for one night, and get us all four married off on the same day. then she's gonna sell our current apartment and move on to a three-room flat. haha. farnie la you mother.

other than that, nothing much to say about the wedding other than it was rather boring. coz we didn't get to kendarat. haha. my aunt hired some kendarat people so like there was hardly anything we can do.. hmm.

ouh yea, when Abang Sujae arrived with the kompang and all, it was javanese style .. cool.. the uniforms were like red colour and they got this batik thingie around their waist and their head(something like a turban), and some of them had keris on their back. then got kuda kepang.. it was cool arh.. seriously. it was different. haha. yea. ermm. that's all. yeaaa.. she was pretty. he looked handsome.

ouhh, and i just found out on their wedding that Abang Khairul work at SIA. i don't know as what. i doubt as a pilot. you know how i found out? coz i saw a lot of guys wearing this blue overall with the SIA logo on it. and some pilots too. cool huhh."

yea, well, i want to work in SIA too. as a flight attendant, or air stewardess, but i know that it is all impossible. i wish i have the Yukan Club. "making the impossible possible, that's what the Yukan Club does." yeaa. haha. but in my case, it's not even impossible. it's a gone-case. haha. oh wells, BYE!


love,
EFJ

♥;*~♪~*;♥
7:20 am



Wednesday, November 14, 2007

ahhahha. yayy. last paper finished. and that means.. *drumroll* Exams are OVER!! Os are OVER!! woohee! i love myself.

well, despite that, i still feel somewhat down.. call me crazy. call me weird. i don't care. that's just me. my brain is just made to function differently from yours. during the Os period, all i had to do was stay at home and study. well, at least i had something to do and something to 'look forward to'. the next paper. but now.. yea, well, there's the Graduation Night. and the PAE thingie.

but after that? what can i do for the next six weeks before the New Year arrives? stay at home do nothing? you can look for me in a grave in one of the many cemeteries by the end of a week. go out? do what? with who? look for jobs? well, that's one of the things i'm looking forward to.. a job. something to do during these six weeks of endless torture.
can someone help me cari lubang? or korek lubang for me can? i don't know arh.. how to look for job. well, whatever. because even if you help me korek lubang, i would probably refuse. i want to work in a place where i don't know anyone. hehh. weird right? told you. i can make new friends, instead of sticking with my old cliques. don't worry, my friends. i still love you guys no matter what. i just want to expand my friendship circle. that's why you probably won't see me working somewhere near you. i want to work somewhere new and far somehow. i want to start afresh and get to know new people.

yea yea. all talk and no work. yeppie. that's yours truly. ;) i want to be a stewardess, or a cabin attendant, as some might refer to them as. i want to travel around the world, while at the same time, make money. haha.. cool huhh.. killing two birds in one stone. actually, most working people are killing two birds in one stone. they are making money in an industry they love. now ain't that a good thing.

well, probably a stewardess(cabin attendant) or somewhere in the media or entertainment industry. i've always been fascinated with the entertainment industry.

hmm.. well, that's all i want to say for now.. toodles.



much love,
EFJ

♥;*~♪~*;♥
5:14 am



Monday, November 12, 2007

Today is November 11th. Today is also the day somebody turns 20, hence turning into an adult..

hmm.. ahhahha..

yea, well..


HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY, YUYA TEGOSHI-SAN!!

yea, anata ga ni juu sai ne~. hai..

dakara.. i hope you will be more like an adult.. haha. but stay childish.. somehow.. do you know how to do that? i know. weird. yea, well, what to do? weird is me sometimes... don't worry. i don't understand that either. it just sounds catchy doesn't it? haha..

anyway, what i was trying to say is, stay cute and happy. that is Yuya Tegoshi-san's trademark. that is what you are known for. the 'Baby of NewS'. haha sorry. well, you are the youngest AND you are sort of. well, childish. hehh. sorry. so.. umm..

stay cute always yea.. and laugh like you always do. laugh out loud. hehh. that is how people know you. that is what people like about you. your smile and the way you laugh is just too cute. heehee..

and now, you can drink. and you know what i mean by drinking. haha. but i hope you stay away from all those unhealthy substances.. somehow, i don't know why, but when i look at you, i think of someone pure and innocent, and i hope you will stay that way. ^_____________^

yea well, i think this post is a little too long for a birthday wish. but can i help it? he IS cute and all.. :P



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yea, that's him when he was young.. wait.. let me search for a more recent shot of him..


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yea, i think this is it.. yea, well.. whatever. now let just continue with my wish for him yeaa.. haha


yo Tegoshi(hand-to go over)-san. huahuahua. sorry. he's just so cute with that action.. haha. Domoto Tsuyoshi-san suggested it to him the first time NewS went on Domoto Kyoudai. haha. so cute.. :P

anyway, Tegoshi-san. i hope you have a fantastic life ahead of you. and stay cheerful and cute always yeaa.. ^^ and ermm.. i hope you have a great life ahead of you. and a bright future for you to look forward to. haha. hmm.. all the best in your endeavours yea.. anyway.



HAPPY 20TH YUYA TEGOSHI-SAN DESU.

TANJOUBI OMEDETOU GOZAIMASU

(erppzz.. i don't know how to spell it. sumimasen desu.)
haha. :) okie dokie. i guess i have nothing else to say. yea, well, either that, or i have forgotten what i wanted to say. haha. sumimasen.

oh well. haha. buhbye i guess. sorry i couldn't say more.


and ermm friends, sorry that this birthday post is WAYY WAYY too long and that you're probably decomposing really badly right now. but hehh. i will try my best to find a job and pay for your funeral(yeah. right. by that time even your bones and teeth would have rotted). i'm sorry this post is killing you. if you are still reading this, i salute you. and arigatou gozaimasu. if you're not, well, that's just too bad ain't it. *wink wink*

ehem. my sister says i'm a stalker. but do you KNOW what a stalker is?? a stalker is someone who follows a person everywhere he/she goes. even to his/her home. and i don't even LIVE in the same country, what else state and area. SHEESH. i'm just a fangirl.


erpzz.. did i just say that? no WAIT!! CHOTTO MATTE KUDASAI!! ERASE THAT FROM YOUR HEAD!! UWARGHH!!

urgh.. i hate you. i am NOT a fangirl. i am SO so NOT a FANGIRLL!! i hate you guys. urgh. get out of my face.

this post is long because he is turning twenty. come on!! he is turning into an adult!! ouhh.. get over it ALREADY!! fine! tag me your birthdate and i'll try to remember it and post many many birthday wishes just for you.. okayy? *sarcastic-innocent look*

(p.s. please include your full name)

urgh. you guys suck. just because this post is exceptionally long and only because of him, doesn't mean i LOOVEE him.. i mean, i DO love him and all.. but.. ARGH!! you guys drive me NUTS!! woohiiee!


anyway, why do i have to explain myself to YOU?! i love him he's cute and all and i love him ok? deal with it. live with it.

p.s. i did not say i don't love you.
p.p.s. neither did i say i love you.. MUAHAHA!!

anyway, yea, yea. i love you. whatever. there's no need to give me that look. there's no need to go all jealous-ie on me. i love Yuya Tegoshi. come on. who, who knows him does not. tell me. tell me.

yea, some may say he's too feminine for your type. some may say he's cocky and self-centered, ya-dah ya-dah ya-dah. but i didn't ask you to make him your type ne~. uwekk. :p and so what if he's feminine and cocky and self-centered? i still like him. he's cute. and so innocent. and so baby-ish. haha sorry. and so 'pure' somehow. hehhh ^^ hai.. sumimasen desu. okayla okayla.. sorry sorry..

i will now end this.. hehh.. but before that,..













HAPPY 20TH YUYA TEGOSHI-SAN!!

may you have a great life ahead of you. and i hope you never forget us fans who can only see you on screen and never live. *sob sob* *hint hint*. when are you coming to Singapore?*sob sob* *hint hint* *wink wink*. never forget us humble fans yeaa.. woohoo!! yeppie. :P

FINISHED!

happy now?! urgh. bluekk








p.s. all that crap up there just after the second birthday wish and all were just jokes. i was crapping around. don't take it too hard yeaa.. i love you all no matter what. muacksie.. come on.. huggies? yeaa.. huggie huggie. i love my friends. i love you. i love everyone. ^_______^



much LOVE,
EFJ ^^

♥;*~♪~*;♥
9:32 am



Sunday, November 11, 2007

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN DARLING.




Syafiqah Najian bte Ramlan. 10th November 1991.



i hope you have a great life ahead of you and a bright future. and don't ever forget me yeaa.. live happily ever after.. no matter how cliche it sounds. but yea. live your life to the fullest and have fun once in a while. stay happy and cheerful and ermm.. cute. yea. haha..



that's all for today. :)

have a happy life ahead of you.. :P







much love,
EFJ

♥;*~♪~*;♥
1:28 pm