Thursday, May 14, 2009

4 weeks into the semester and i already hate it..


ok fine. i don't hate the semester.. i hate myself this semester..

i fucking set a goal. that is, to buck up and get good grades. now how am i supposed to do that when i keep skipping class?


amazing, ain't it..?


what.. you think i want to skip classes?? i keep getting sick.. right now, my diaphragm area hurts and just this morning, i couldn't breathe.. and guess what.. those classes i missed are bloody examinable. fuckfuckfuck. i can't just keep asking everyone for notes, right? go doctor no money no time.

$100 for the whole month gone with the snap of my fingers. $30 go to mum, $20 to 1 out of 3 textbooks needed this semester and pay humans back. $30 to photocopying of scores(claiming soooooooonnnnnn). $20 to spend for the whole month. that $30 i'm getting back will all be gone into my bank.. $20 for one month = no eating in school.. ehh wait.. make that $10 for this whole month.. $10 to top-up... HAHAHAHHA~ awesome shit.. I NEED JOBB... hrmm..... should i get one around Causeway or something...???


shitlaaa.. have to start investing on vitamin pills...

tomorrow FM. currently finishing whatever assignments i can and psychoing myself to like FM.. shit.. haven't do AW. and i want to print notes..


must do up daily timetable.. hopefully by end of May, i can totally focus on studies.. no more band stuffs to think about 'cept on that day.

okok. short term goal: get band stuffs done and over with as soon as possible and start on assignments along the way..


someone slap my face if i don't follow.


thank you. bye.


love,
EFJ

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