Monday, April 06, 2009

stress??

i need money..

i need lots and lots and lots of money..

and i'm not saying this coz i feel like going shopping..

i can wear something till i grow out of it and/or it's tattered..

i need it for something much more critical..

buying planner for meself.. fuck. how did it come to this??? till i'm buying a planner?! why am i stressing myself out over nothing?!

shit. i need someone.. and i'm not breaking down.. i need someone to clear my mind off everything..

need i drink or smoke it all away? i don't want to resort to that..

and i need to buck up.. on my studies.. i want to get that PhD in psychology..

so why am i focusing more on something other than that??

interrogation from them on studies aren't exactly helping either..

can i like.. stay out of it for the moment? like.. clear my head and then go back if possible?

how did i get myself into this?


love,
EFJ

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2:37 am