Tuesday, April 28, 2009

ohh wells..

my 'third eye' has been opened up way too wide for my comfort ever since i ............ ever since the semester started..


so many things going on... maybe too much for my little soul..

too much disrespect going around..
too much arguments..
too much conflicts..
too much dis-acknowledgement..
too much of people taking advantage of one another..
too much backstabbing..
too much of being kept in the dark..
maybe a little too much of .....................................(fill in the blanks larh horr)

can i quit..? as in.. quit life as a whole.. if even in school i can't cope, i wonder how i will survive outside.. and i don't exactly have any souls i can borrow to share it with me..

ohh wells.. maybe i'm just too demanding.. maybe i'm jumping to conclusions too easily.. maybe i'm just too sensitive.. ahh.. well... what else can i do but sit and watch..? let time tell... and hopefully, until then, nothing too drastic happens..

i'm smiling.. don't worry.. i'm serious.. i'm a strong woman.. i will survive and come out smiling like i used to..




and i really hope you kids stay.. =D i love you guys already can? all so enthu like that.. me loves.. ^.^' YAYY!! so many things planned for you humans.. =DDD

love,
EFJ
p.s. Liy.... i very the busy liao.. everyday 9-5 siaa.. even Saturdays.. unless you wanna meet me any Monday between 1 and 5.. =D

♥;*~♪~*;♥
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