Monday, March 16, 2009

shit

i felt super miserable on Saturday.

went for band late and made everyone wait for me. shit.

was drunk the whole day.. Ansar had to ask me like.. 4 times, the same question.. even then he didn't get a proper answer..

woke up, and almost fainted. got up a little later, and mum asked to cook chicken curry. ok. whatever fuck. the chicken's not even my curry material.. so scrawny and hardly any meat. gahh.. and when i cook, i make sure the meat's soft to the point that it's easily torn by fork and spoon. not just teeth and hand. ok. out of point.

anyway, finished, rushed out, bought chicken pau on the way. had to stuff myself and force it down to give me a boost.. omg. do you know how sucky that was???? do you know how miserable i felt?!?!?! #$&%*i mean.. it's chicken pau!! CHICKEN PAU for crying out loud..!!! you ENJOY chicken.. you SAVOUR chicken.. you DON'T force chicken down your throat.. GAHH!!!! another out of point.

went to school. reached school bustop and almost toppled over.. ran to the band room, and almost blacked out.

Ansar and Hazmi still pakat make me play first for one of the pieces.. and Mr. Tan asked me to play loud.. buncha assholes.. hahaha.. but fun, larhh.. 'nota berlari'.. hehehehe. felt loads better after that. noo.. not from the 'nota-nota berlari'.. from the practice in general.. laughed at the other's miseries.. hehee.

and i walked in the rain after that.. kwang kwang kwang.. confirm sick again soon.. hahaha. okok.

saw a magnificent sight today.. hush hush hush. or Abang'll kill me.. heheee.. *giggles* okdaa..

cataloguing starting tomorrow. go me! rawrs. results in about 5 days. and i'm not sure if i feel anything.. is there something wrong with me? but i know i'll fail some modules, maybe all.. =/

hmm.. what should i do?

ok. this is way off.:

i just don't get what is with people who take up the aisle seat when the window seat is available. what's even worse is that taken window seats with available aisle seats are aplenty. and they still choose to get the two empty seats. especially when they're travelling a long distance..
even then, when people board the bus and have to stand, they start a 'staring game'. i stare at you, you stare at me, but you don't give me that seat beside you. if it's used to put your heavy luggage, i guess it's ok.. but if it's fking empty, and you don't offer it..? what. tah. fuck. ? i'm not one of those who just say 'excuse me' and start moving in before you can respond. i wait for you to offer. and i know majority of us do. when people actually say 'excuse me', you give them that what-the-fuck-do-you-want-and-who-are-you-to-come-busting-in-like-that look. so why don't you either shift your selfish ass inside, or move sideways, and offer your seat. especially to the needy who's standing right beside you. goddammit. PUBLIC TRANSPORT DOES NOT NECESSARILY MEAN YOU ARE FREE TO DO WHATEVER YOU WANT. PUBLIC TRANSPORT MEANS IT'S FOR THE PUBLIC TO USE. IT'S FOR THE COMFOR OF THE PUBLIC. NOT JUST YOUR SORRY ASS.

and what is so wrong about moving in? if you want to be with your friends, ask your friends to fking move in with you, and leave the seat open for the others or the needy. people are boarding the bus, trying to get somewhere, and there's no space. can you be a tad considerate and move the f in..? when are you alighting? why must you hog the exit door? you're not only leaving no space, you're blocking the way of people who actually want to move.


shit. i'm starting to sound like someone who keeps blogging about the typical inconsiderate Singaporean. hahaha. shhhhh.. don't hate me, ok, sayang.. HAHAHA! =P ok. i'm done. =D

woohoo i'm dating someone 1/3 my age.. HOORAH, FARAH AND ME! WE GO FOR YOUNG ONES! hahaha, kwang kwang kwang... and he actually believed it.. -.-' zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

ohh.. Nenek asked if i wasn't eating enough.. HAHAHA!!! kwang kwang kwang... ATASHI?! TABETE INAI?! jengjengjeng.. news of the century... coz she said i haven't been putting on weight.. lol.. coz i still look as scrawny as ever.. hahhaa.. my fats are well hidden. kekeke.. don't be jealous, ok, don't be jealous. hehee.

it's ok, darling.. i mean.. who am i to expect everyone in the world to love me? it's fine. i'm alive. i'm smiling.. =) ^.^ hahhahaa. =D

p.s. shila;: hahaha. whichever it was, my fried macaroni still nicer, kankankankaaannn..?? hahaha.
p.p.s. xt: lol! i'm not stressed, liaoo.. i'm sick.. HAHA! jengjengjeng.. why'd you change your nick anyway..? lol. arigatou, nee-chan~ =D

love,
EFJ

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