you can say such nice things about them to nenek, but all you can come up with are my flaws.
what happens in this 5-room apartment you refer to as your 'home' you have no idea, right..? just what she tells you, right.? what i have been doing during my time at home, you have no fucking clue, do you.?
and you can still say i'm spending too much time outside. HE either goes out or sleeps. but you don't care. i go to school. i end late. HEL-LOO.!!!
it's POLY, dammit. lessons can end at 10pm. you're fking lucky, i'm in a school where lessons generally end at 6. and i only go home at 10 when i have practice. AND HOW FAR IS MY SCHOOL FROM YOUR HOUSE?!
it's the HOLIDAY. people ENJOY holiday. not stay cooped up in the house.
i feel suffocated, you know.
RIMAS ARH SIAK!
like.. seriously. you say you're not stopping me? honestly, i've been wanting to do that my entire life. i'm holding back coz of her. she's working coz of you. and YOUR kids can't exactly be depended on in the first place, can they.?
argh fuck it. i'll just have to 'be strong', don't i? whatever. i am still waiting for that one moment when you give me freedom to actually go out and HAVE FUN. despite what i've done, i'm stuck in this apartment. i feel like such a loser, you know.. when people YOUNGER than me actually know how to get to places while i'm still struggling, trying to figure out where it is.
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on a lighter note, i took 52 from opposite Bukit Timah Plaza to school yesterday, and i think the bus driver's really cute.. hahax. shit. how old are you, Mr. Cutie? HE LOOKS YOUNG, OKAY!! and HE SMILED AT ME!!! whee~ his smile is so cute.! haha. =D ok. i don't go for OLD people, ok. i go for old-ER boys. HAHA! and trust me. that boy seriously looked YOUNG.! fk!
i was going up the overhead bridge to school, and i saw this fugly toad on the steps. geez.. i was wondering why Ansar was lying down on the steps of the bridge, when i realised it was just a toad. HAHA! peaceout, yaww.. =D ahha. i'm sucha bitch. ok bye.
love, EFJ
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*The Princess*
Nur Faiezah
Capricorn Goat sinfully.innocent@hotmail.com PAP Bedok North(Nursery)
PAP Simei(K1; K2) Changkat Primary(1A; 2K; 3A; 4A; 5C) Wellington Primary(5/1; 6/1) Ahmad Ibrahim Secondary(1E5; 2E5; 3E5; 4E6)
Millennia Institute(PAE)
Ngee Ann Polytechnic's School of Humanities: Diploma in Early Childhood Education(1CO2) CKP Netball
CKP Malay Dance
WPS Library
AISS Concert Band
MI Symphonic Band
NP Concert Band
NP Japanese Tsubasa Club
LOVES whatever she likes almost anything and everything :D
DISLIKES Cockroaches; the only things that can make me run all the way to the other end of the world Backstabbers? Those who can't keep secrets Confinement Limitations Assholes(except you-know-who=D) Idiots(except.. well.. =D) Hardly anything else :D
