Thursday, February 19, 2009

UPDATES!!!!

like.. whatever, ok.. i have a paper in 2 days and i'm updating. be thankful, btch. and stop pestering me. this post shall be the most recent post for about.. a few weeks, i predict. unless something super duper interesting happens and i'm not too lazy to blog it down. =D


ok.. uhh..

11th January 2009
pre-concert was uhh.. ok, i guess..? not many could make it on time, so they went to the hall on their own. like whatever. then uhh.. rehearsals, sound checks.. dinner was.. uhh.. no comments.. camwhoring sessions.. ya-dah ya-dah ya-dah. basically, pre-concert was ok.

concert. interval. wanted to meet my juniors and my friend. but couldn't find them. and since my phone was spoilt, couldn't contact them.. =(( but overall, the concert was ok for me. i'm proud of myself. i managed to play all the pieces without much worry.... ............................... bull. Silverado was fun. honestly. i've never felt so excited playing running notes before.. the other pieces were ok.. i managed to scrape through and all.. with 2 pros covering me. =D =P uhh.. ok.. i seriously have to buck up. no more people to help cover me. now i have to cover people. and i can't think only about myself. hafta think about other people. the smaller group and bigger group both. 4 people left. all having their own commitments.. uhh.. i seriously have no idea how we'll cope. jiayou, people! =D hmm...

post concert was fking awesome. =D seriously. handed out certificates to graduating members. and gave out roses and brownies to our own section. Ansar gave me one!! advanced birthday present. hehe. IT'S NICE!!! =D met my juniors and they gave me roses. whee! =D first time i got anything for concert. haha. well, it was 2 people. but still.. and the roses BLOOMED!!! =DD super effing nice! especially the maroon Haikal gave me. haha. Azri told me his juniors wanted to see me.. but he couldn't find nor contact me.. said they wanted to take picture wimme.. AWWW!!! =((((((((((( SORRY... ='( anyway, everyone got crazy and just let loose. well.. it is the last concert as members for the graduating members. =DD we'll miss you people. uhh.. what spoilt the whole thing was.. uhh.. i shall not say.. coz i'm in a sleepily good mood. haha..



uhh....

13th January 2009
very small celebration with 5 out of 6 family members. abang couldn't make it.. camp.. why is it that he can never make it for my birthdays these past years..? =(

i'd like to thank:
Tiffany; Kai; Anis; Diaz; Syafiq; Shirly; Shila; Yuzil; Farah; Haikal Samat; Xing Ting; Ansar; Hazmi; Najian; Sara; Zameer; Rizuan; Christian; Fifi; Wei Xing; Ben Toh; Liyana; Lisa; Nadiah JTC; Sophia; Elizabeth; Benjamin; Zhi Yi; Quack Yi Yang; Nazurah; Ameera; Izzati; Atikah; Fiqah; Elisse; Nazri; Myra; Syima; Natra; Jiaxuan. for their birthday wishes. =DD i like. =D
and to all those who actually SMSed me... i'm really really super duper sorry you wasted your SMS =(((((((( my phone was spoilt.. ='(

Azri gave me extra photocopied Gallimaufry conductor score as 'present'. OBVIOUSLY you forgot, kann.. still wanna look so far as to plan for next year. ask my juniors for help sumore. whatever... haha. trust me, you'll forget.

OHH YEAA BAYBEHH!! I'M LEGAL!! Lizzie asked me to screw myself and called me a bitch.. haha. yeaa.. she hates me.. coz she has a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG way to go. =DD it's ok. less than 365 days to go.. HAHA! peace.

it's ok. despite all these wishes. i just wished they were there to celebrate with me.. that's all i wanted. all 5 of them. and the 6 girlfriends. so yeaa.. it's still a rather disappointing 18th, i guess.. *sighs* everyone busy with their own things. but it's ok. i'll survive. =)

31st January 2009
AICB exchange. uhh.. no comments.. i came late. haha.
NPCB barbecue.. uhh.. came late. haha. seems i'm always late for anything. lol. was ok. wasn't as fun as i'd hope. haha. duhh. i have no clique in there, mann. peace. but uhh.. ok. Azri and Christian was uhh.. sweet, i guess.. haha. made a random comment about being hungry and not having eaten for about 12 hours, and they asked me to go and eat. i replied with a sarcastic 'noone to help fan the heat' thing. after eating, Azri asked me to go eat and Christian snatched my 'fan' from me. haha. soo uhh.. yeaa.. celebrated Christine's birthday. and uhh.. that's all i remembered. ohh. took pictures with Ruth and Chiang Chin and Ansar. probably the last time we'll see them.. =( the other clarinetists couldn't make it.. *sighs*

presentations were ok. i think. i hope i pass.. =/

8th February 2009
22nd year wedding anniversary. whole family went to Fort Road and parents cut cake. then went to Marina Barrage and just took pictures. well, mostly i did. haha. parents' anniversary, i camwhore. how awesome can i be. =D

11th January 2009
i shall not say what happened to Shila in the morning.. haha. shopping at Salvation Army with the Woodlanders(minus 1) hehe. friggin' cheap stuffs.. and funfunfun. then trip to NP. was practically flooded everywhere, larhh.. omg. ate at Makanplace. oklaa.. the food is quite expensive.. *shrugs* haha. slacked at OurSpace@72 Reading Room. someone very slenge. die die wanna use my adapter since same brand, coz his got cut.. anyway, Najian used my laptop coz hers couldn't connect to the internet. haha. whilst Shila and i tried to study. it was uhh.. fun.. =DD

14th February 2009
Vday. haha. nopes. i don't celebrate Vday. 1) i have noone to celebrate it with. no girl nor boy. haha. 2) i find it cheesy.. well, a little too cheesy. haha. it's like.. Vday's the only day you get flowers and chocolates and stuffs.. why can't you give it on any other days? haha. ok. whatever. people give chocolates and flowers, i give concert tickets.. HAHA! whatever.
uhh.. yeaa.. got a call from some stupid bitch who initially wanted to warn me to not do some stuffs, but ended up insulting me. HAHA! God knows who hired you. well, you and the person who hired you do too, but it's just a saying, ya'know.. it's ok if you don't. i understand. =D you're probably wasted. uhh.. anyway, if you're reading this, i'd like to advice you. if you wanna insult someone, make sure she doesn't fight back with sarcasm. obviously, you thought i was talking about you. gawd who would wanna talk about you? also, make sure she doesn't know what you wanted to tell her, and is nonchalant about it. you'll be embarrassed. and make sure the insulted doesn't remember what you said and double-check. i know now that you are not whom you claim to be. yes, bitch. i asked him. and yeaa.. he said he didn't have any * from * =DD and he doesn't even know my blog. well, obviously, i don't even know who to trust. but i chose him over you because.. well.. because i actually KNOW him and have met him before. ohh ohh OHH!! the best thing was.. you actually used a PRIVATE NUMBER to call me!! awesome!! how definitely cowardly and low. i wonder how much you actually inserted into the coin slot at the second call. studying on a Valentine's Day is loserish? being a loner and having nothing to do is even worse, darling. at least i'm doing SOMETHING rather than feeling sorry for myself for not having anyone to celebrate it with.. sorry, hunn.. i ain't a slut. and who's calling you MY darling?! gawd. even IF i were a homosexual, i wouldn't even consider YOU as a partner even if you were the last organism in the world. if you were me, you'd.............. thank God you're not me. and if you were me, you'd hate your life. well, not that i do.. i'm pretty contented with my life right now.. but from the way you carry yourself, you won't last 5 minutes in my shoes. trust me.

sorry, babes, for the last part. a little harsher than me, i know. haha. omg. i've always been calm and collected about these kinds of people. haha. ok. whatever.

17th February
chillout session with Najian and Shila.. initially wanted to go study together, with him. then like.. he 'shy' coz i bringing friend. then he's already stressed. and feeling uncomfortable. -.-' change plan sumore larh. sleep sumore larh.. haha.. whatever.. okok. then uhh.. lepak-ed at outside Civics for a while. talked. about stuffs.. school.. life.. friends.. old friends.. new friends.. boyssss.. hahaha. Shila can't understand the pain of the lonely ones.. mcm pna dgr je.. haha.. i had fun... sorry i always spoil chillout sessions.. =( but i had lotsa fun with you slengers. =D thanks.



omg... Najian stoppit, ehh.. he's so not effing flirting with me larh please.. that is not flirting, please.. and what's with letting go of the chances to be with him crap..? whatever, minah-on-the-line.. haha. he's not into me, and there is zero chance of us ever like.. ya'know.. haha.. he made it quite obvious.. indirectly.. and uhh.. what's with asking me to go on dates..? i can't survive being on a blind date. trust me. the whole night'll be quiet. and it'll be so boring to go on a blind date wimme. haha. =DD peace ya'll. =D

okok. finished. finally. =DD

everyone PLEASE be available... =( i'd really like all you sweets to be there.. *sighs*

paper in 2 days and 4 chapters to go. yayy me. haha.

byesie!


love,
EFJ

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