Friday, February 27, 2009

*sighs*

these creatures we all refer to as 'parents' are such funny little creations, aren't they..?

they expect you to listen to them, yet whatever you say go on deaf ears.. well, some are luckier than others, i guess.. i'm a part of the latter, though.

i mean, yeaa.. some experience unluckier fate than me, with much less freedom, ya-dah ya-dah.. but still, you have to applaud me for having survived this long. 18 years (1 month 13 days).

haahh.. tis'sokay. i have survived this long, i can hold on a little longer. =) i'll just ignore whatever it is that they say, and just carry on with my life. ^.^

it totally sucks when they're biased against you and expect so much out of you coz you the eldest/girl/etc. i mean. you're already trying your fuckin' best.. whatmore do they want..? geeez..

most famous tagline.. "Kakak. Kakak da tak skola, boleh cuci pinggan mangkuk more than once a day, tak.."

even more famous: "Kalau dah kene pukul macam kerbau, macam babi baru nak menyesal, kan, baru nak buat keje."

some of the most-liked names: "pompuan tepi jalan, pompuan sundal."

lines that usually follow: "kau tau nak merayap, aje. aku klua carik duit. kau klua carik jantan. jangan sampai aku dapat tau kau klua dengan mane2 jantan, siap kau."

and sometimes, when just nagging, and not exactly pissed, "Kakak da besar, eh. You'd better take care of yourself. jangan sampai _____ dapat tau Kakak pegi mane2 ke, buat keje tak senonoh, ke..(or something along that line)"

and usually, a few minutes/hours/days after, if i don't follow orders, "Kau ingat kau da besar, ehh?! tak payah dengar cakap?! kalau kau ingat kau dah besar, kau boleh brambos dari rumah ni."

and most recently: "Keje Kakak sekarang include masak, ehh.. ____ cume masak during weekends. Kalau ____ tau abang adek kau tak makan,..."

HAHAHA! sometimes i just don't get the irony this world presents to me.. *sighs* do excuse my vulgarities sometimes. ^.^ even he, who disallows me to use vulgarities use them sometimes.. haha. to hell with 'you're a girl, he's a guy' crap.. what is with all these genderism in the world?! how do kids not grow up to be sexist creatures?? if you want to disallow one, you should disallow both, don't you..? don't model sexist characteristic and personality if you don't want them to follow. =)

and uhh.. yeaa.. i think that's all.. ouhh.. i saw a very pretty rainbow. =D like.. two days ago.. haha. the last time i saw a rainbow was like.. a decade(+2) ago.. but this was one of the clearest and prettiest i've seen thus far.. i guess it's true.. after heavy rain always comes pretty rainbow. =) i hope it goes the same for life.. =D

quote of the day: people come and go in life. some stay long enough to be called 'friends'. good/close friends stay longer. but only true friends overcome the test of time.

so bitch.. chill, kays.. these are just parts and parcels of life.. they come, they go. you think you're the best of friends, yet you're excluded. don't regard yourselves as best friends till you've stood the test of time and all other boundaries and obstacles. even then, people only call themselves close friends.. so.. no use ranting and then privating your blog. the best thing is to rant about them without mentioning them. if they terase, it's their problem. HAHAHAH!! learn from the no.1 bitch, yeaa. =DD peaceout.


p.s. you scold me for wasting your SMSes. yet you are doing so. what kind of crap are you doing.? you insult me, and say all those things, yet you didn't include the answer i needed.



GAHH!! i hate the way you make me feel. at times i smile coz you can be so sweet yet so idiotic.. but mostly, you make me want to vent everything out on you because of your idiotic personality. i hate you. i hate that you entered my life. i hate that you're hot then cold. i hate that you frustrate me yet cheer me up. i hate that you make me smile and cry. i hate that you're so confusing. i HATE you!!!! ARGH!!!

Hate That I Love You by Rihanna and i forgot who.. hahh.. what a coincidence.. the irony.. just as i'm typing this.. the song came out.


love,
EFJ

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