Thursday, January 08, 2009
TIRED!!!
spilling out your sad past to someone can really have a toll on your already-jumbled-up emotions. i told a good friend reasons why i was tempted to quit and i cried on the spot. it really hurts to think about it, whatmore talk about it.
and that is why, i'm opening a new chapter as of my 18th. haha. have to wait a while, though.
and e-learning is supposed to be chill week.. well, i guess that's why our lecturers gave us e-learning. haha.. we have super duper awesomely understanding lecturers. haha.. cooliosis.
=D
Monday, tried to do my assignments and then had yr1 committee meeting.. all about the open house and our booth. so we tried to design our signage. and then, band practice. went home, bamm. sleep. haha.
next day, went school to help welfare cut out pamphlets, and touch up the signage. the pamphlets are super cute. haha. we're promoting the school AND our upcoming concert. hehe. AND I MET MY BABY GIRLS AND YURII PARTNER!! GAWD YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I'VE MISSED YOU GIRLS! walked them to Shell bustop, and screamed our boyfriends' names along the pathways. FUNFUNFUNFUNFUN! then walked back to school. i tell you, it's been soooooo God-damned long since i exercised that much. haha. then, i was on the way home when Hazmi asked if i wanted to practice together. actually, that was my initial plan. but i thought i would be practicing alone. so, i had no motivation somehow. haha. i'm turning LAYY-ZEE!! :P then he asked, so i turned back. i got friend to practice with! haha. ok. practiced with L, S, WX and H. i don't know why WX got angry when L chose to play the euphonium part for "GR" Selection. during the practice, H opened the door coz the aircon was off. then WX, super duper smart WX, commented that he smelt flowers. i was like, 'shit you, WX'.. ok. after practice, took bus to BB, they went McD, i MRT-ed home. all the way to Admiralty. i walked back home after that. shit, should have used the road instead of Diaz's path. i seriously wished Di was there to send me home, dammit. i heard. seriously. heard. but it was loud, so it was far(that's what they said)(or it could be someONE, but i remembered what my sec1/2 HML teacher said) but it was around your area, DI!!! under the block before the snaked pathways. anyways, when i heard, i prayed super duper hard and walked super duper fast, and i recited all the surahs i could remember; the Surah Qun(or something like that. the three surahs). i didn't know Ayat Kursi.. shit, i need that book. anyways, i got home safe, with no other disturbances(except wind around me, whilst the.. ermm.. leaves/trees around me were barely swaying, but yeaa.. me, being me when i'm scared, pushed that possibility out of my head). Alhamdulillah. then, i showered and all, and got to work. finished the slideshow, and viewed the video. and then i remembered we had yet to do the Rondeau poster(as i said, we're promoting the school AND our concert. in other words, we're selling our tickets during open house. smart shit right? haha. and i just remembered that our tickets are at $10 each. so like.. secondary school kids, going for open house, brought $10 to EAT, but had to spend on US. SHIT! haha. woops.). and so, i tried doing it. after that, did my e-learning and tried finishing my assignments. slept at 5.
woke up at 8, cooked, helped out around the house, met FiMiTetMo at City Hall, discussed project. at around 3, went back to school, did some more e-learning and attempts at assignments, then helped set up booth. tiring can? the whole day i ate one pau, and takoyaki. didn't eat anymore until Wei Xing forced me to eat his cookie. haha. i cannot larhs. once i start working like this(like in the mood), i can't eat.. WHOOSH! big surprise, i know. 'Faiezah' and 'can't eat'/'don't want to eat' are like Bush and Osama. they do not go together, or all hell'll break loose. =D i'm so going to get sued. haha. :P
i'm not sleeping today. arrived home at 2355, when i had an assignment dued 0000. haha. smart shit, right? wahh.. irritating. then, eat a while.. WHERE GOT MASIN?! NICE LARH SEYHS, NANA! made me worried for nothing. ehh! i put in just enough salt ok, i purposely lessened the salt because i cooked very little. idiot. haha. okie doks. it's now 4.04am. in about 30mins time, i'll be preparing my pre-dawn meal. haha. YEPP! i'm FASTING today! haha. i'm on a diet! mummy's been saying for a while that i'm growing fat. not that i've ever really cared, but i don't want flabbyflabby. i don't like flabbyflabby. haha. not nice. especially my ass. jutting like noone's business.. and my thighs and forearms flabbyflabby. JIJI! BRING ME JOGGING!! haha.. yeaa, riight. when he ajak, i lazy. superb, right? haha. nola. i'm fasting coz i'm fasting. dieting is another story.
Thursday
0700, meet Elisse, pass laptop.
0900, attachment
1500, help out at JTC booth
1600, help out at band booth
1830, band practice(well, usually, it'll start at around 7+)
2200, go home, finish lesson plans and Karuna's e-learning(hopefully)
Friday
0945, help out at JTC booth
1500, go back AI, sell tickets, help out with TIP
1830, band practice(see above)
2200, finish ALL assignments
Saturday
0945, help out at JTC booth
1500, help out at band booth
1800, GO HOME! haha
Sunday
CONCERT!uhh yeaa..
NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC
CONCERT BAND
presents
RONDEAU XVIII
(the 23rd episode of our Rondeau series)
11th January 2009, Sunday, 7pm
Singapore Conference Hall,$10
Free Seating
if you're buying on the day, do mention that you're buying from me, Nur Faiezah, from clarinet section *hush hush* hehe. but seriously. please do. =D haha. when was the last time you saw my blog so colourful? lol. =Dlove,
EFJ
ehh. bro. lu, prangai jgn mcm puki larh ehh.. puki mak kau lagi cntk larh siak. pape hal tak happy blh bobual pe. suare tkya up, tgn tk perlu agkt pe. lu jgn nak step abg2 dgn aku larh please. kena hang skt da mrjk, da nangis kat pmpn. nak protect konon. serious, arh bro. kau gi hisap tetek mak kau lagi baek arh siak. konek pn tkde. aku tegur skt, kau complain. chibai mak kau jembu siol. skali tgn aku up baru tau. tk.. tk arhh.. bkn tgn, arhh. kaki aku up nanti, kau menyesal. kaki aku up, bola kau melayang siol. aku mmg pntg kene cabar.
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