Thursday, January 15, 2009

someone once asked, "what type of guy do you want?! everyone also not boyfriend material to you..." hahaha. whatever, ehh, Fardiyanah Isabella Hamid. hahaha. i know lah, that Haris boy is sooooooooooo 'boyfriend material'.. -.-' ok. i'm dead. :P

well.. i don't know.. i guess you'll know comes the time, huhh.. haha..

"Naaaa.. get me a boyfriend by my eighteenth."
"Kak. Kakak maki2 mcm gini, you maki when you have the chance, you want a boyfriend? Laki dgr pn lari"
"Ehh.. i know a lot of vulgar guys. you jangan bastard, seyh."
"Ahh.. maki arhh.. maki sumore.."

bitch.. haha..

i sound so desparate. :P

Mr. Twinnie's going clubbing on Sunday.. haha. AWESOME! i'm so happy for you!! haha loser. *rolls eyes*

ok. back to topic. what kind of guy do i want? i want someone who can pamper me and likes to be pampered.. in a way. not spoil.. pamper. child-like, manja, etc. i don't want him to always buy me stuffs. i don't need that. i don't like that. to me, someone like that is showing off that he's some spoilt rich brat, and i get tired of materials very easily. i'd like someone who can handle my idiosyncrasies. someone who can handle me. period. my stubbornness, my moodswings, my randomness, my emotions. arhh.. read my post about me. i think 2 posts down. haha. yes. someone who can handle all that. =D someone who knows what to do when i'm (fill in the blanks). someone who knows when to be serious, when i'm serious, and when i'm not. =D. someone who understands me. someone who can support me emotionally. that's important. very important. i don't get much emotional support at home. instead, at home, i'm almost always emotionally unstable.. can understand why? haha. so yeaa.. i'd like that. =D


i guess i'm looking for an out-of-reach man for me.. haha.. Yanah!! i'm going to grow up into an Andartu!!! hahaha. chibai. i have a lot of eye-candies, a lot of crush, a lot of infatuation. butbutbut. i'm a virgin when it comes to love.. *sighs*

OMGGG!!!! i'm so mushy! so touchy touchy feely feely!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTT YOOOOUUUUUUU YAAAAAAAAAAAAANAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! hahaha. okla.

let's go slow. i guess at the end of the day, i'm afraid of commitments, of getting into a relationship after hearing stories. if possible, i'd like my relationship to last. hahaha. how cool would that be.. lol. so for now, let's just enjoy singlehood as much as possible!!! wheee!!! haha. =D i know you can't, baby girl. too bad. imma have a bachelorette party for mua! =DDD

love,
EFJ

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