Thursday, January 29, 2009

ARGH!! *pulls hair*

ok. oK. OK!!!!


i KNOW!! a LOT of posts OVER-dued.. especially that post about my SUPPOSEDLY 18th CELEBRATION.. -.-'

the concert, PRE-concert, POST-concert, celebration, etc. etc..

chill, hunn.. i've lotsa assignments to do.

an assignment due on the 29th at FOURTEEN HUNDRED HOURS!! yes! i have to TELEPORT from my attachment centre in Sembawang JUST to hand in the assignment!!! well, after that, i have another project discussion with my groupmates. THEN i have a meeting with my CCA advisor.. -.-'
a mini speech on the 31st
a group presentation on the 3rd
another group presentation on the 4th
a group assignment due on the 4th
ONLINE TASK by the 6th! i think. BUT I CAN'T FIND THE WEBSITE ANYMORE!! she put it down already.. shitshitshit.
and i don't even know what i'm supposed to do for the other module.. -.-'

yes, darling. i have like.. 6 modules this semester, and only 1 of them is examinable.. HOWEVER! i have to compensate the other modules with ASSIGNMENTS and projects and presentations.. hmm.. let's see.. out of the whole semester, i have had like..

2 assessments, another coming up
2 presentations, both coming up
3 group work, another due soon
4 individual assignments, another due soon

on a lighter note, study&exam week starts the week after the week after next.. haha.. in other words, on the 14th.. IF i'm not wrong.. then, on the 21st, i'll be sitting for my exam.. AND THEN I'M FREE HELL YEAA!! hahax. =X see.. i'm an optimistic person. but then again, i might be busy with *other* stuffs. hahaha.

important dates to remember?

30th January: STB Mini-speech - Plastic Surgery is Fine If You Can Afford it
31st January: AICB exchange with TKGS(and probably some other schools) at CCHY
31st January: NPCB barbecue
3rd February: GISP presentation - Terrorism
4th February: CAYC presentation: Visual Arts: Child's World(How We View the Child's World to Be) - Seasons; Comfort in Familiar Changes and Constant Support and Guidance ~ Colours
4th February: CAYC group assignment due: Visual Arts: Lesson Plan - Creating Animal Masks
5th February: FP Booklet due (2 MAKE-UPS TO DO!!! shit.)
5th February: Latiff's 19th
6th February: Online tasks due. ARGH!!
7th February: SSW practice -.-'
9th February: Suryati's 19th
14th February: VALENTINE'S!! not that i'll be celebrating.. noone to celebrate it with.. *sighs* =P babe.. you know what to do.. don't just sit there and SMILE.. -.-'
14th February: SSW practice =.="
14th February: 18yrs 1mth. =DDD
14th February: Kai's 18yrs 1mth.. LOL! every celebration always links back to my twin doesn't it.. haha. =X
15th February: Syima's 18yrs 1mth. =D
16th February: start of study&exam week(i THINK)
16th February: Sara's 18yrs 1mth =X
17th February: MAYBE AICB practice
17th February: SinYi's 18yrs 1mth
18th February: MAYBE AICB practice
19th February: Hazmi's 22yrs 1mth -.- so far.. =P
20th February: MAYBE AICB practice
21st February: CDTP exam
21st February: MAYBE SSW practice =PP
24th February: MAYBE AICB practice
25th February: MAYBE AICB practice
27th February: MAYBE AICB practice
27th February: Sulaiha's 19yrs 1mth
28th February: Band Fiesta at Singapore Conference Hall: AICB will be performing with 8 other schools, each playing their own choice piece for SYF '09; everything else to be confirmed =D

did you have fun reading my list of dates-to-remember? you must have been SOOOO super bored.. hahaha. =D

OH. MY. GAWD.
and i just finished chatting with Najian.. about someone.. haha..



LIZZIE!!! A is NOT BB please!! GAWD NO!! BB is Bugs Bunny and A is DEFINITELY NOT BB!!

shit. i just realised that AA is BB.. but A is not BB!!! you don't get it, d'ya? haha.HUMAIRAH anak JAMIL! i'm in a dilemma.. haha.

and i effing miss my girlfriends. so much for celebrating larhh.. hahaha.. everyone's so busy.. =(


hmm.. what would happen if i became a celebrity blogger.. ever thought of that? but then again, noone ever reads my blog.. lol..

and once again, i will say that it has been a rather disappointing one.. *sighs* i really really wished you hadn't had to go back. i really really wished you had been able to celebrate it with me.. but then again, it's already over. i just have to hope and pray for the best for both of us. it concerns our future..

i'm in another dilemma(GAWD! i'm in SO many dilemmas nowadays -.-)
mum keeps telling people that i'll be a teacher, since i'm in Early Childhood.. GAWD! I HATE BEING A TEACHER! CAN'T SHE JUST FUCKING GET THAT?! not that i have anything againts teachers.. in fact some teachers are the reason i'm here right now. but i just don't want to be one.. from Early Childhood i can like.. gee.. i don't know.. BRANCH OUT?! GEEEEZZ!!


*sighs* it sucks being from a highly conservative family with a mother who can't keep the past behind her and listen to her kid and actually SUPPORT her decision. i can't do this. i can't do that.

let me tell you a short story(so much for SHORT)

my grandmother got admitted into SGH as she had bacteria in her lungs(or something like that). so she asked my mum to cook Chappati. however, since my mum had to work, she gave the job to dad, Nana and me. dad was to do the chappati, Nana was to bake marble cake, and i was to cook the curry(nope. not Kima this time. hahax.).. so yeaa.. i cooked beef curry(for the first time, not according to Mum's recipe, and using some other ingredients =P).
AND dear Granny tried it.. she was like, "sedap, kari.. garam pun cukup(or something like that," which translates to: the curry's nice, and the amount of salt's just right) lol.. so yeaa.. we went off early since Mummy had to work that night as well.

THAT night, my cousin praised my curry.. i was like.. wtf?! she tried it too?! hahaha. then she said something like her mom nagging at her, saying how we're of the same age, yet she can only cook Maggi Mee while i can cook curry.. hahaa.
when i went to her house the next day, her elder sister(2 years older) also complimented on my curry. she said the aunts/uncles that were there nagged at her and another cousin about how i'm younger than them yet i can cook curry while(finish the sentence).. lol..

and i was like.. shit.. sure they'll talk about it.. well.. you know how uncles and aunties are.. especially when they're as conservative and a little old-fashioned as mine.. hahaha..

ohh yeaa.. BOTH my cousins said i can be a good housewife and that i can already get married.. HAHH!! farnie shit.. like seriously.. i don't even have a BOYFRIEND. boohoo.. T.T and i couldn't be bothered to clean. you should see my room.. remember my post jut before Hari Raya? haha.. yeaa.. my room's half as messy as that now.. well, i guess it's an improvement.. but.. yeaa.. and it was only.. what.. 2-3 weeks ago(?) that i cleaned it.. haha.

yeaa.. so much for SHORT.. haha.

I SHOULD REALLY REALLY STOP CRACKING MY FINGERS AND WRIST!!!

can you tell me my flaws? what can i do to make myself a better person? how can i improve myself to be a better person and friend?

will this make up for my LONG overdued posts?? *smiles* hahaha.. =D oklaokla.. i shan't torment you anymore.


if you have come this far, i applaud you.. you must have been super bored.. either that, or i'm just an interesting person. if neither, then i must have typed a really interesting post.. if still neither, then you must have been so stressed, you couldn't care less about the length, just so it could take your mind of your current problem for the moment.. if STILL neither.. then you need a life, my friend.. hahaha.. =D

sorry i'm long-winded =D

peace out ya'll(like finally, right? haha)

(you see there's one part no coloured, right? at that part, i got lazy.. lol)


ohh yeaa.. HAPPY 20TH, OLD BOY!!! haha.. Muhammad Syafiq turns 20 today! lol.
next up, your girl, Nur Syafiqah.. like.. lame seyh, nak tunggu bdk tu legall.. hahhx =P

p.s. i should have read the signs from the start. you are not what you were. we are not how we were. i don't even know what went wrong and you won't tell me.
p.p.s. i'm getting paranoid. if you have heard anything that concerns me or in any possible way(directly or indirectly or mid-directly or whatever) is related to or would affect me from whomever whenever wherever in whatever topic, do inform me. PLEASE! hahaha.

love,
EFJ

i think i try too hard to please.

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