Sunday, October 19, 2008

is it really so easy to cheat me??

is it really that simple to lie to me??

is it because i believe everything??

is it because i'm so naive? so gullible??


don't give me some stupid excuses if you just don't want... fuck you.

learn to say 'no' instead of giving excuses.

sucks being me.

sucks even more being you.

i have no idea who to trust anymore..

i have no clue who to believe anymore..

ahh.. thanks.. for the experience..

and when i thought life couldn't get any worse.

when i thought i wouldn't come across another one like....

and i'm ONLY seventeeeeeeeen...

eighteen very VERY soon.. *coughs*

*sighs*


fuck teaching. if you yourself don't want to learn, don't expect me to use the time i can use for other more productive activities on you. there's no fucking use. everytime i spell out your mistakes, you change topic. everytime i point out your mistakes, you walk away.

well, fuck you. don't expect me to teach you anymore. i've tried. i've fucking tried. to get you to be better. i shan't say i'm the best. but i'm trying to pass down what i know. but apparently you don't appreciate it. so screw teaching. you're on your own, bitch. i ain't guiding you no more. i can't be bothered with you anymore. you screw up, it's your problem. don't come to me, begging me to teach you anymore. i'll just ask you to fuck off.



p.s. apparently everyone forgot my open house.
p.p.s. gahh.. i'm missing you already.. i hope we meet tomorrow.. and someday.. ^.^

gyahaha. yeaa.. he's cute.. i like his personality. and it's just that i'm approachable, ok, minna.. don't get so high for nothing.. hahaha. pissu. and the coke thingie.. whatevs, Jiaxuan.. you'll always be my darling.. awwwww.... *hugs* haha.. ok.. whatever.

Fadzhan!!!! why you KO so early?! you're supposed to be my source of information!!! you are my ONLY source of information.. now YOU are dead for the night.. *sighs* i feel so helpless.. gyeargh.. please let us meet them.. even for just a while.. please please please.. onegaishimasu. *sighs* ='(

love,
EFJ

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