Friday, September 05, 2008

shut off

had a short dream. was at NP bustop(think 'twas after band pract) saw band members leaving school. waved to them and that's it.. don't try to understand. coz i gave up when i woke up. saw Ansar.. ermm.. think he was wearing green tee and white shorts.. ermm.. hair as per normal, and he was carrying that long brown bag of his.. haha.. yeaa.. see.. i TRIED to remember what you wore, ok, minah.. geez.. i was alone, i think.. the band members were going the opposite bustop. mmyeaa.. haha.. so.. yeaa.. that's it.. very short.. =D

Confused.

Thoroughly confused.

fearful of what else i don't know.

scared to open up to what else i'm closed from...

thought i knew everything.

but nothing is as it seems.

Ya Allah. i seek your guidance.

guide me along this confusing world and give me the strength to carry on and discover more of Your secrets.

Amin.

may i get enough courage to open my eyes and my mind even wider. Insya'Allah.


love,
EFJ

♥;*~♪~*;♥
10:30 pm