Friday, August 01, 2008

yayy?

yayy. haha.. i'm happy.. ^.^ not because i've been getting better.. well, i have been getting better. no more dry mouth.. no more runny nose.. =D

the headaches and sudden fatigue and sleepiness still overwhelm me once in a while, though.. but it's less often now ^.^ i just realised.. it's the 1st of August.. my *'s probably coming soon. could all these sickness be symptoms? as in.. PMS? i won't be surprised if they are.. i mean, it's not like i've never had it before.. just that most of the times, it's just terrible migraines and cramps.. that's it.. but ohh wells.. i guess the weather plays a part, too.. haha.. ehh.. i've been side-tracking.. haha =P

anws, i'm happy(yes i know you know).. one minor cause would probably be that i'm getting better(though i must say, i almost vomitted in the bus on the way to school.. *sighs* the bus was too bumpy, and i rested my head on the window.. then i had migraine and i felt nauseatic T_T.
ouhh.. but i played with a kid in the bus.. haha.. she was sitting in front of me with her grandma.. and yeaa.. haha.. =D i love kids.. just not a class full of them.. haha =P

hrmm... i've been eating alot.. like seriously.. after my attachment, i went home for a while before going off to school.. and in that half an hour i was at home, i managed to eat 1 plate of Nasi Lemak(Mama cooked Nasi Lemak today.. whee! =D) 1 Epok-epok Kentang, and a small tub of Anlene Strawberry Yoghurt.. wootz! and i'm now drinking my 2nd cup of Mango drink in OurSpace@72, and i just ate 1 packet of Dewberry Strawberry.. haha=D

ouhh.. i forgot to add Yoghurt to my list of Dairy cravings(read that, Di.. DAIRY.. Pizza's not dairy.. wakakak =D)

and Mdm Azlin still can ask if i've lost weight T_T sadded.. deeply sadded.. haha.. i'm weird, i know.. people would be happy if people were to comment that they've lost weight.. haha.. but i was so worried(to the extend of almost being paranoid) that i asked almost everyone(Fathiah, Hazmi, Latiff, Ansar, and other friends) if i were too thin, or thin, or what.. haha.. they all answered ok.. lol.. apparently, i can't grow fat.. *sighs* =D i don't want to be skin and bones.. *sobs* that's like beh-luh-dy scary.. my wristbone's already jutting out.. so are my collarbones.. not my ribcage yet, though, Alhamdulillah.. haha.. i'd totally freak if you can see my bones..

i see those skinny models walking down the runway, donning those oversized skin-showing outfits that also show their ribcage, and i seriously felt like screaming and stuffing meat and other food down their gullet. why are people so obsessed with being skinny? sometimes it's not the amount of food you eat, you know.. sometimes you're just born that way.. live with it, dear.. even guys *ahem*(not pointing any fingers.. this is in general) are obsessed with being thin.. as for me, i'm either happy with the way i am, or i want to grow fat.. coz apparently, i can't stop eating.. *sighs* i'm eating too much junk food.. none of which is chocolate(Fi's gonna be so happy T_T) i've been deprived of chocolates and ice-creams and soymilk for far too long already.. *cries*

ouhh.. i've forgotten what i was happy about.. haha.. yes, my dear.. i'm a random person.. it's probably just the mood swings, though.. haha =D

anws, English test.. BLOODY HELL!! i'm so totalleh failing that test.. i'm guessing i fail the whole module.. i might be failing a few other modules as well.. coz of some.. well.. problems ^.^ *sighs*

yayy!! ahhahha.. now for tag replies.. there are suddenly so many tags that i'm too lazy to reply one-by-one through the tagboard.. so i'll just reply all at once here.. ^.^ haha =D


first up!

liyanaaaa: you can talk to me lol. even though i rarelyyyyychat with youl. but you can talk. i wont judge. shhh.
EFJ: ahhahha.. thanks, dear ^.^ really appreciate it loads.. =D we should find a topic to chat about next time.. haha =D

D.N: gosh, seems like i have a new nickname "buffalo". and yeah, it comes after "asshole". ahahahahahaha
EFJ: huhh? what comes after "asshole"? i thought i called you an "idiotic" buffalo? not "asshole" buffalo? haha.. ehh.. but you are a buffalo.. haha =D

xInGtInG: nice blog pic! *hmm muz drink lots of water & take lots of care = REST MORE :zzz: ; dun overstress yrself & all the best 4 the upcoming EXAMS! :hee:
EFJ: ahhahha.. THANKS! aites.. i'm drinking gallons of water(exaggerated haha) and i'm trying to rest more.. wakakak =P ahhahha.. i'll try not to.. but with no more band, i'm sure i'll be able to.. haha =D and THANKS!! all the best to you too, my favourite senior! haha.. *muax! =D

shilaaa;: heyyy .. talk to me yaww. i alws heree. no, seriously. i'll hear everything. not just listen but hear. ooo .. cool kan tu? so yeahh, jgn sad2 and do get well soon. gi makan ubat! LOL
EFJ: ahhahha.. ape je shilaaa slenge.. haha =D thanks! i really appreaciate it.. seriously.. =D but ermm.. it's supposed to be, 'not just hear, but listen..' coz hearing is just making use of your sense of hearing.. listening is actually hearing and processing it.. haha =P ahhaha.. i'm well, yeaa.. =D and don't you use that line on me, missy.. haha.. don't you EVER use that line against me.. only I can use it and that's only against you.. haha =D peace! =D

Sophia: girl, you must learn how to be positive and smile(: take care of yourself a lot a lot too!and we'll all be here for you.k?
EFJ: ahhahha.. thanks! i'm smiling.. ohh yeaa.. haha ^.^ thanks.. seriously.. and i will take care.. haha.. thank you so much for what you guys've done thus far.. ^.^ really appreciate it loads ^.^ =D


i really really am speechless.. i'm really appreciative of all your cares and concerns.. thank you very much ^.^

love,
EFJ

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