Tuesday, July 08, 2008

random

FUCK! i feel so super guilty..

that tone.. the disappointment i heard in your voice.. how i wish i could turn back time to just that one moment and wait a little longer.. shit.. i'm so sorry, dear.. *sighs* another person hurt because of me..
and i just drowned myself in lots and lots and LOTS of chocolates yet again.. haizz.. Fifi'll obviously kill me.. and Momo's for sure going to nag at me again, going on and on about how too much chocolate is unhealthy for your body and your system, ya-dah ya-dah.. haizz..


met my juniors at Woodlands interchange.. they were on their way to Marsiling Winds Practice.. shit.. i've forgotten their name.. i only remembered Lynn.. =P the other two are flautists lorh.. AIBand! NBC's in 3 days time! please don't repeat our mistakes! please, larh.. heard about the sec 1s.. haish.. plan to go back on Thursday or Friday, if possible.. haish.. and i hope i won't be disappointed..


ermm.. last Saturday, went out with Hazmi, Wei Xing and Zameer and later joined by Yi Yang(pronounced Yi Yaeng). and met Sheila somewhere else..
and since Sheila, apparently is too shy to dinner with the guys(yeaa.. i was the only girl.. take that! from not talking to any guys to being the only girl out.. wahaha =P i've progressed quite a lot, yeaa.. ^.^) , i went with her around Raffles Place, i think.. wahaha.. bought FRIED MARS BARS!!! whee!! and got lost.. wanted to rush off to Esplanade and go back to NP with the guys, but they had to move off first, coz Hazmi had saxophone lesson.. so ermm.. yeaa.. in the end, MRTed home with Sheila.. and we talked and talked and talked.. haha.. and i'm so proud of her.. she's progressing too! whee! haha.. we're all coming out of our shells! ^.^

ouhh.. Sheila knows some directions! whee! haha.. good improvement, yaww! ^.^ cheers! haha =D

yesterday, sectionals(coz Tan's overseas). only 2 people from my section came.. like omgosh, larh.. and only Tony(and Ah Kong came later) from Saxophone section.. haizz.. don't feel like going sectionals on Thursday and Saturday.. and i was supposed to go out with my scandal and Fiqah on Saturday.. but she's busy.. so i guess we're not going out.. and i can't go out on Sundays.. you know that, right? HAIZZ.. haha.. so i have to go for practice on Saturday!!! sianzz.. *sighs* i want to go out, larh!! hrmph.. leceh, arh, Azri.. gi tukar ptg.. but can wake up late.. whee!! haha.. but i want to keluar!!! =( i wana go out with Sheila(i think i should set the time to 2 hrs earlier, arhh.. =P) again.. and i want to kenal2 dgn her 'kawan' whee!! haha =P

ouhh.. just now in school, it was raining super heavily.. and while we (Mimi, Tet and I) were eating, just outside NP Cheers(at Student Plaza there), we met with a few small little(literally) creatures of the earth.. alahh.. you know, larhh.. those teeny weeny bugs that have segmented bodies, and 6 legs, and 2 feelers.. i'm not sure what they are, but Teti said that it's a species of cockroach nymphs.. like WTF?! there were like super fucking many of them, larh.. they were like climbing all over.. omgawd, larh.. and 1 climbed a student.. haha.. SUPER FREAKY SHIT, i tell you.. they were literally climbing all over.. the tables, the chairs.. EVERY FRIGGIN' WHERE! omgosh, larhh.. haha.. =P we were like freaking out.. especially me.. coz.. well, i have had a history with these 'historical' creatures of the earth.. =P

ouhh!!

HAPPY BELATED!! to:
Mama(0407)!!
Jiafeng =D(0407)
Ben Toh(0607)
Massu(0407)!!
Jin(0407)!!
Haikal(YHSB)(0807)

i have been snapping random pictures.. will upload them on my next post.. whee!! toodles!!

love,
EFJ

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