Thursday, May 15, 2008

100(updated)

19/05/08
2:25 AM

LOL! trust me.. i can slot all my days in one post if i want to =)

anws, Monday practices've started.. so now, you can find me in the band room almost everyday..-.-'
and Benben somewhat psycho-ed me to join the ensemble.. like please, okehh! i can't even master the concert pieces can? haiya.. but i'll try lorh.. said all the others can't make it on Fridays.. haish..

Saturday was superb.. simply superb.. woke at ten plus, bathed and went out.. went to NP for awhile, slacked in the clubhouse, and left my bag there while i went to MI to give my support to the band members before their concert at 5 that day.. =P see lah, mummy.. i'm such a good daughter and girlfie, right?? see la, boyfie.. i still went to support you, kehh! p.s. one of the percussionist is cute, can? haha.. OUHH!! Melanie's in BAND!! amazing?? ABSOLUTELY!! percussionist.. lol.. left MI at around 2.. reached NP at ard 2.45(band practice starts at 1 on Sats =D), set up my instrument and played with the band.. shit, mann.. i have yet to season my mouthpiece and reed.. rawr.. hmm.. ouhh.. Christian was emoing when i entered

after band, slacked in the clubhouse for a while and left with the rest at 5+(i think) hmm.. dinnered at KFC(@BTP). then went pooling with them.. didn't want to, initially.. coz was scared Mama'll scream.. shhh.. but they were like.. just go arh.. at ard 8, we'll go home, etc etc etc.. one or two games.. ONLY.. after that, go home with Azri.. but after two games, they never moved.. =.= so in the end, i went home alone, at 8.15.. ouhh.. and i never really did anything there.. just stoned and watched them play =.= and Christian said they left at 11.15, suppered at McD, and went home.. liars.. he told me that they told him stories about the school.. lol.. freaked him out.. and then he freaked ME out.. baaaskettt.. hmm.. then..

boyfie said that the concert wasn't exactly satisfactory.. a lot of mistakes.. lol..

LOL!! i just called him boyfie.. haha.. yeaa.. he's not my brother anymore.. he's my boyfie now.. haha =P gomen, mummy.. he's now your son.... in-law-to-be.. haha.. =D

p.s. i want to know that cute percussionist can? Melanie.. help mee.. haha.. he's so super cute can? hahah..

i have:
4 scandals
1 eyecandy(or maybe 2? haha)
1 baby
1 mummy(not real)
1 daddy(not real)
1 maid(LOL)
1 boyfie(lol =D)
1 cute guy who soothes my eyes =P
and
1 guy whom i want to get to know..
can?? lol.. MELANIE!!! i NEED your HELP!! lol..

p.s. i feel insulted and disrespected*heartbroken*...
p.p.s. i feel stuck in between...

15/05/08

Didi wants me to strike 100.. lolness.. =)


aites.. i'll dedicate this post just for him.. ouhh.. and my brother.. lolness


aiye.. my brother returned home on Saturday, 10th May 2008 ^.^

ponned band just to fetch him home.. shhhh.. ;D

anws, went to the airport at around 1++, searched for him at Terminal 3(he was with Kak Shida(his girlfriend-so sweet, can? she fetched him from the airport.. awww..))

went to eat at Tampines.. Kak Shida followed along, though she was a little reluctant.. i have a feeling she has yet to warm up with us.. hmm.. it's been about 6 years, though(kakkoii deshou?) ohh wells.. maybe we just have not mixed that well.. haha.. mahh~ let's just give her time, neh~


ok.. what else.. hmm..











camwhored a little while waiting for the parents to finish shopping -.-. gave Abang and Kak Shida some privacy at the back of the van while Nana, Jiji and I camwhored at the driver's and passengers' seats.. ^.^ that's one of the pictures i took with Nana. ^_^ it was candid, btw.. she was reading a book and was oblivious to the camera-phone right in front of her -.- =P











that's with Jiji ^^ (and Nana behind)
p.s. i look retarded -.-

hmm.. guess that's all..

got home, and Abang gave each of us a souvenir.. i got a silver Animob phone pouch and a pair of pretty pink slippers(which i will wear only for Saturday band practices =D). Nana got a black Animob *something* pouch, a clip(with her name engraved on it) and a bracelet. Mama and Jiji got a wallet each.. i don't know what Dad got.. super sweet can? haha.. ;D


aites.. guess that's all.. =D

school life's been superb.. 'cept for the fact that about 3 weeks before test week, we were BOMBARDED with projects and assignments from almost all modules all due within the test week -.-' dammit..

and i've been too deprived of my Tat-chan that i have no more 'kyaa' moments. T.T


love my SU many many. Slackers Union, yaww.. ;D aka FiMiLizTetMo ^^

and i love my scandals many many. =)

I miss Diaz(my 1st ever scandal ^^)
I hardly talk to Eric(my 2nd scandal) anymore T.T
I *heart* Mimmehh(my 3rd scandal =D)
I hardly communicate with Cruyff(my 4th scandal -.-) except before/after band T_T

aites.. i have 4 scandals, yaww..

and 1 eyecandy ^^ FiMiLizTetMo, i know you know who i mean. and i hope you don't mention *him* anywhere.. i'd really appreciate it, thank you very much..


and ermm.. other than that, i hope Poly life's not going to be hell all over again.. and some people just cannot get hints..

if i say it in your face, you'd be humiliated, i tell you.
if i say it in your face, you'd say i'm too sensitive
if i say it in your face, you'll hate me
if i say it in your face, you'll call me a bitch
if i say it in your face, you'll ignore me for the rest of your life(or mine)
if i say it in your face, you will you will....

and i've been dropping hints.. and you obviously don't get it.. i don't know if you take it as a joke or what.. but seriously.. i know it already. you didn't have to rub it in.. it hurts more than you think. and some might say that i should've gotten used to it already, seeing that this is not the first time it's happened, but trust me. it's hard. and i'm getting this feeling all over again. this feeling that i don't like. and you might be the cause of it. if i ignore you, you'll say i'm sensitive, and i take the joke too seriously.. trust me.. i'm being a sensitive bitch because i've been through it all. it might be a joke to you, but it'll be hell for me all over again.

i've tried building up my confidence ever since it's been crushed in Secondary School.. and you're probably going to crush it again.. the few drops of confidence that i, with the help of my very close, very meaningful friends, have built up, to face this world on my own. and i'll congratulate you first, should you be the one to crush it.

aites, then.. struck 100 =)

my 101st post will be about the concert which will happen in exactly 31 days, 16 hrs ^^ so this blog'll be on hiatus for 31 days and 16 hrs, let me tell you first, dear Didi and Mimi :) ta~!


Pops and Classics(PnC): Around the World in One Night
Ngee Ann Polytechnic Concert Band
Ngee Ann Polytechnic Convention Centre
15th June(Sunday
5pm

for the pieces, you can visit the band blog at http://www.npconcertband.blogspot.com/
or you can ask me personally.. =D

for more information, visit http://www.npconcertband.blogspot.com/
for ticket bookings, tag me =D and Pumpkins and FiMiLizTetMo, you guys better go =D

love,
EFJ

♥;*~♪~*;♥
1:00 am