Monday, April 28, 2008

okay.. been a long time since i last updated.. firstly, Diaz Novera.. aku terlalu miss kau larh.. that evil bastard ;D tapi aku tk gembeng mcm Fiqah :P hehh.





da.. tuje. :D



ermm.. what's been happening in life? basically, nothing much, except for the absolute fact that i'm going to die.. --please come to my funeral, people--



NPCB has been doing some sight-reading for the past three practices, and trust me.. i was sitting there like a gundu mannequin, holding my clarinet in my lap, staring at the pieces while the others were busy playing it.. for the past three practices.. DAMMIT, FAIEZAH, why can't you be of any use to the band? why can't you be of any use to ANY band for that matter?



rawr! i'm angry with myself.. i HATE myself for this.. and i even need Elisse, Fauzi, Fifi and even Azri to coax me.. to calm me down and get me going in the band.. dammit.. grr.. what the hell is wrong with you?? *bangs head on the wall*



haizz.. i want to quit the band, to quit being a burden to them.. but it's my passion, dammit! grrr...

hmm... i'm like listening to the different songs that we're going to play whilst reading/studying my scores.. and Elisse/Azri/Fifi, you guys HAVE to buy me a new pair of specs should i get cross-eyed.. ><>

hmm.. other than that, basically nothing.. i'm thinking of quitting Kickboxing.. i haven't bought the handwraps nor the skipping rope and i have yet to pay the monthly fees of $15.. gosh.. i'm super broke, i tell you.. rawr!

i went psycho and signed up for 5 CCAs and i'm currently in 3... going to quit 1 soon, so.. left with 2.. haish.. Poly's seriously taking a toll on my life.. --how many times have i said that?--

hmm.. what else? hmm.. somehow, people who've never chatted with me, or haven't been chatting with me for so long are starting to.. and i'm getting to know new friends.. basically, life's been great except for that part up there..

and as you can see, that my tone's changed from misery to neutral, to slight happiness.. well, i've chatted with people and they've seriously made my day.. erpz.. my night.. hehh.. yeaa...

and i think dairy products are seriously bad for me.. i get hooked on to dairy products super easily.. haish.. i'm currently addicted to milk, and soymilk.. the Vitamilk in a glass bottle.. hehh.. sold in Cheers for $1.20 :P it's super nice.. and you can ask Cruyff.. i'm seriously addicted to it.. i need at least one bottle of Vitamilk a day to keep me high.. haha.. it's true.. once i drink it, i get so high, it tired me out :P *peace* -lalalalala-

guess that's all *peace*

toodles! :D

p.s. you can see, that this post is seriously just full of random stuffs.. lol :D

love,
EFJ

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