Thursday, March 06, 2008

as you may or may not have known, i've been given the Early Childhood Education course at Ngee Ann Polytechnic..

apparently, my parents don't like it.. they want me to change.. my mother wanted me to change into a course i definitely detest. apparently, she wanted me to take Business Administration at wherever might offer it.. i loathe business.. the first thing i did when i got my JAE booklet was cross out Business, Engineering and IT courses at all polytechnics.. yeaa, i'm narrow-minded.. sue me..

anyway, after much ignorance from me, my mother finally couldn't be bothered.. she scolded me for not consulting her, dad and my brother..

HELLO!! i DID consult you, in case you didn't remember.. AND dad.. you just took the paper, looked, and gave it back to me, without any word of disapproval whatsoever. and when i asked for it, you said you couldn't be bothered since i still wanted to take psychology against your wishes.. so WHAT THE HELL are YOU frustrated about?!

and dad.. he just said okay. yea. that's what he said. 'okay, just choose whatever courses you like'.. -.-; and in case you forgot.. abang was at camp.. you don't expect me to call him to discuss right? he would probably just curse me, and hang up on me.. geez..

and why exactly did they not approve, because they did not want me to be a teacher.. -.-; because APPARENTLY, there're too many teachers in the family already.. if i'm not mistaken, YOU once asked me if i wanted to become a teacher, and that it was better that i became a lecturer.. now WHAT THE FUCK are talking about? why are you contradicting yourself, goddamit!!

and how many times must i tell you that i will not in any circumstances become a teacher nor a lecturer.. life as an educator, apparently does not suit me.. it's BORING!! B-O-R-I-N-G!! how many gazillion times do i have to tell you?! i can, and i WILL find a way to NOT become a teacher..

there're always other options.. we have to keep our minds open(now you can see where i got my narrow mind from) i can always become a child-psychologist.. not what i wanted, but it's close. now WHY THE FUCK DON'T YOU TRUST ME?!?!

parents DO have a way of making you crazy.. and the way my parents do that is by ignorance, and then scolding when it's decided.. GAWD!! i'm amazed i've survived 17 years and 50 days..









talking about 50 days, i was promised a new phone+line on my birthday which was about 50 days ago.. ohh well.. i guess she meant my 18th birthday.. -.-; you guys really have a way of twisting your words..










on a lighter(much MUCH lighter, as in BIG BANG lighter) note, Diaz said he read my dream, and he had stomachache reading it.. i wonder if he had diarrhoea.. and i told Farhaan i had a dream 'starring' Sufri, and he said i'm fantasizing about Sufri.. like.. EEWW!! E~E~W~W!! why would i want to fantasize about HIM?! of all people?! why would i want to fantasize at all?! bluekk!! *pukes*

Farhaan said a girl from JAE once approached * and said she fantasized about him in bed.. like.. soo.. :O omgawd lahh.. why would you DO THAT?! fantasizing about someone in bed is like......*dotz* and telling him too?! gosh!! giler..

if it's true or not, is another story lahh kann... because knowing Farhaan, haish.. you can't exactly trust him that muchh.. hehh.. i'm so evil.. i feel so bad.. NOTT! :P hee :D

haha.. Farhaan the lying spamming bastard :D

anws, let's just cross our fingers and hope nobody reads this.. :D especially not HIM!! and if you did read, please don't ask him if it's true.. hahax.. he'll kill me.. and Farhaan.. well, i don't exactly care if he kills Farhaan.. a good riddance.. :P but i'm still too young.. i still want to pursue my education and work, and marry and have kids :D


Nur Farhiesyha Aqhmar
Muhammad Farhieqh Aqhidh
Muhammad Farhiedhzul Aqhurdh
Nur Farhiehha Aqhirha

nice? nice? :P me like.. i want 3 kids.. 2 girls, 1 boy :P

i know, i know, got four names up there.. i just like.. heehee.. i made them up on impulse.. they came into my head as i was blogging :P

i loike UedaLovers.. :D they rock.. we're the coolest bunch... heeeee


love,
EFJ

this post has again been very random(exc the top part)

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