Monday, January 28, 2008

i wonder.. do you hate me?



reading my friends' blogs, i realised that i am the only one who did not exactly blog about my results. ohh wells.

thank you, babes, thank you friends, thank you seniors, for your encouragement. i know now, that i am not alone.
thank you, mother, for your sarcasms and insults. it drives me to work harder to prove to you that i am not a loser-case.
thank you father, for your ignorance. it makes me work harder to finally gain recognition from you.
thank you, brother for getting good results. it motivates me to work harder to be better than you.
thank you, Nana, thank you, Jiji, for wanting to follow my footsteps, and be better than me. it makes me strive to be the top and stay on top while stay on the ground.


all of you guys, in one way or another, whether you realise it or not, have motivated me to work. i know what i want, and even though you might not like it, even though it might be loser-ish to you, i will prove to you that i can and will succeed, InsyaAllah. i'll just keep that in mind.

i have now made a path of my own, and no matter what you say, i will walk that path. no matter how long, how arduous, i will walk that path. i have now decided my pathway. InsyaAllah, this is the path for me, and InsyaAllah, i will end it, finish it, no matter what. i will finish this marathon against me. i have a dream now, and i will not lose it.

thank you, and i love you.


love,
EFJ

♥;*~♪~*;♥
10:41 am